I'M SO SORRY FOR THE LONG UPDATE. AND READ THE NOTES please.

Marcel's point of view ~~

I regret everything I did to Amelia, I've hurt her. And I was pretending to be someone else. Tears are escaping my eyes. Why do I care? Maybe because I'm that stupid fucking nerd that cares for one thing, a beautiful girl, but I hate everyone else except my brother. And sometimes Louis. My brother isn't here now, he's probably banging some chick or something , I don't know. ''My room is a fucking mess'' I whispered. Usually when I'm upset, I find something to be angry at. Like my room. Even though 'apparently' love doesn't feel like this. Well it does FUCK I'm doing it again. I go to my walk-in closet. Where the mirror is to look at my pathetic self.

You're useless

Your're a nerd that everyone hates

Your're tattoos are fucking stupid

Why do I love someone who hates me

Stop crying you tosser.

Get that fucking wax out of your hair

And take those emo piercings out of your face

No one loves you and no one will

Insecure little shit gonna cry even more

And I just stopped there. I'm balling my eyes out. I do feel insecure. I run towards my bed and slam my face into the pillow.

Sorry pillow for all of these tears you have to put up with .

I thought to myself. I wouldn't have the courage to self-harm myself. When I'm upset like this. I just usually scratch my hand really hard. Sometimes blood comes out I don't know. But for some reason, I don't feel like I should do that. My heart is just in pain, beating out of time. I slowly sit on the bed. I'm hugging my pillow, just how I would with Amelia, arms wrapped around her ribs, with my right leg resting on her legs, as I dig my face in her shoulders. But no, I'm doing this to a fucking pillow. Good one Marcel. ''w-why do I care so much for this girl? I have to win her. I just have to.'' I sobbed.

Amelia's point of view ~~

It's Saturday. And I feel like absolute shit. Time to go on YouTube...

OMFG MOVE IS OUT FUCKING YES

I screamed. I just watched the video. I nearly fainted. Like it was just... wow...

Anyways. I feel like shit because Dave is out with his Granny for the weekends. So I can't see him. And Rosie isn't picking up her phone. She might be having seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeex. Like she always does. Like everyday I swear they at least do something sex-related. Even fucking sexting. I went over to my Tardis money box. I have 20 pounds. I want to go shopping. But I have no fucking money to do so. Fuck it. Lets do it

I went to the mall. Gonna go to Best and Less (for you guys who don't know what that is. It's just a shop that sells cheap shit, In Australia) I bought some boxers. I know cool, but they were like 5 pounds. So I bought 2. 10 punds left. Food. I went to Hungry Jacks (Burger King) and ordered a whopper and a small coke. Look who I bump into. Marcel

Marcel's point of view ~~

I took up the courage to go to the mall. I lovvvvveeee shopping. Call me a girl. But I just love itttt, makes me happier. I bump into Amelia, and I knocked her drink on her chest. ''Holy shit, Amelia I'm so, so, so, so, sorry please'' I begged. ''It's ok Marcel. I just have to get another shirt that's all, and a whopper...'' She didn't sound impressed at the end. Her food was all over the floor. ''I'm so sorry. Look do you want me to give you some money to cover up the food and the shirt?'' I offered her. She looked in her bag. The whopper was 7 pounds and the drink was 3. ''That be nice thanks, I have no money. I'll pay you back if you...'' I cut her off. ''It's fine, don't pay me back. Here is 30 pounds'' I lent her. Her eyes were stunned and bulging out. Like it's the most money she has ever gotten. ''Oh my god Marcel, I don't need this much.. Really'' She chuckled. ''It's fine take it. You still have soda on your shirt, you need any help? Like you go to the change room and I pick out a shirt for you?'' I'm trying to do this so I can hang out with her. I'm going to win her and there is nothing that Dave can do. ''Ummm, I don't know about that one.'' Amy said softly. Please don't say no, please don't say no, please don't say no... ''Ok, you can help me with this, Marcel'' FUCKING SCORE MOTHER FUCKERS. We went to Valley Girl. ''Marcel, this place kinda sells expensive clothes...'' I replied. ''It's fine, I need to get you a nice shirt anyways'' I feel so much better now. ''I'm off to the changing room, and by the way I'm a size 14'' I think I know more about Amy than I do with Dave. Sweeeeeeet. This feels like an actual date. But I can't let that go into my head. I picked out this shirt



I thought it looked nice. So I went over to the changing booth. And I said ''Is this one ok?'' I questioned. ''OH MY GOD I LOVE IT, HOW MUCH IS IT?'' Fuck I don't want to say. ''Umm... Don't worry about it ok?'' It was 50 pounds. But I have like shit tonnes of money in my pocket. ''No really Marcel, how much is it?'' She won't sop. May as well tell her. ''Um its... 50'' I said real low. ''Marcel, you don't have to spend so much'' Ugh just stop please ''It's ok, It's not even 1 percent of how much I have, it's not much really'' I'm waiting for a response. ''Ok, I LOVE IT MARCEL'' I smile crept on my face. I feel sooooo happpppyyyy riiiiggghhht noooowwww. Sorry for that. She came out of the booth. To show me. ''Wow Amy, you look..... I-i-it's indescribable'' I'm trying so hard not to blush. Instead she blushes. ''awe, thank you Marcel'' she warmly said. Her eyes are like half closed. She looked so happy. Because she probably never gets really good clothes. And Dave is a poor bastard. Really he is. While me on the other hand, have like thousands of pounds. I have a real good job.

''Marcel?''
''hmmm?''
''I just want to say thank you, and Dave... He's never said anything like that to me. Thank you''

She hugged me for a while. Wait Dave has never said anything like that to her? Like are you fucking serious? Like WHAT. When I hugged her back, I felt a bit tense. ''You ok Marcel?'' She looked up. Fuck. ''Um yeah, it's fine''

I looked up now and look who I saw staring at us.

Some old bitch and Dave.

Notes

Ok I hope you are reading this so let me tell you shit.
My laptop wasn't working so I had to fix it.
When I asked my friend if she could fill in, she couldn't
And Story of my Life is a beautiful song.
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