She's Not Afraid
Chapter 29
*1 week later*
Charlotte's POV:
Waking up beside harry brought a smile to my face, he always somehow found a way in here while I was asleep.
Slipping out of bed, I slowly walk over to my dresser and pull open the top drawer. I pull out my undergarments, which consisted of a lace bra and boy shorts.
It was too early on a Friday morning, about seven-fifteen, I noticed as I glanced at the digital clock aside my bed on the nightstand. I would decide on what clothes to wear after my shower so I could wake myself up a bit.
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When I appear from the bathroom, harry is just waking up as our eyes meet. I was a bit embarrassed to be only in my lingerie, but he didn't seem to mind, his eyes were roaming. Which made my cheeks up as he bit he lip slightly.
"Morning Love," His voice was raspy "How did you sleep beautiful?"
"Fine," I say strolling over to my closet, grabbing my uniform, before slipping on my knee socks. "What are your plans for today?"
"Well i'm going to the studio this morning, then another meeting, and interview during the afternoon."
"We really haven't had time to our self since our date and-" I pause, pacing for a moment "I miss you." I admit pulling up my skirt and putting on my collared shirt and blazer.
"I know, me too, I promise i'll make it up to you, this is just temporary, we will get time off soon angel."
"It's fine, I understand." I stand in the full length mirror, brushing out my hair.
I don't mean to be so selfish sometimes, but it's the truth. I wish that we could have a normal relationship at times, but its literally impossible, and it's just too complicated. Not to mention, we haven't even told anyone yet about our relationship.
When i'm finished getting ready, I see that harry is gone, he must have left to get dressed. I head downstairs eating a bowl of cereal as I gather my things for school. Only 5 weeks left, hopefully i'll be finished before the boys go on the 'where we are tour.'
"You ready to go?" harry says, grabbing his car keys off the counter. I nod as we make our way outside. He stops me for a moment, looking around, before kissing me softly.
"Happy birthday baby." He whispers as I smile, kissing him on the lips once again, trying to make the moment last as long as possible.
*After school at around 3:00*
I sit in the dressing room, as the stylists prep me for the interview. I continued to twiddle my thumbs nervously, I real hoped l wouldn't blow my first interview. I also hope this isn't in front of a live audience. I take a deep breath, I need to calm down. The boys said it wouldn't be that bad.
"Your done darling, go wait with the boys until the manger meets with you." She said, twirling one of many curls, I admire my reflection for a moment. The long sleeved lace red dress was very flattering and elegant,I liked it.
I make my way to stand with the boys, as an man in his fifties wearing a suit arrives, and gives us a run down, about exactly what we should and shouldn't do, what we say and what we couldn't say, and how Louis and I, were to act around each other. After the long lesson, we finally were told to wait until our cue to enter.
Louis grabs my hand, as I look over at him, "Just following orders." He says reassuringly, knowing that I would have snatched my hand away if other wise.
Smiling weakly, I nod, gazing into his eyes briefly. I had to admit he looked really good in a suit, and his hair swooped to the side. I look behind me to see Harry watching us closely, I could tell he didn't like this one bit, this must be really hard for him.
The curtains begin to pull back as Louis gives my hand a light squeeze. I follow the boys lead, taking a deep breathe.
Fans continue to scream and shout, as we find our seats, shaking hands with the interviewer.
"Let's welcome One direction And Charlotte Page!" She says, my eyes wandering around, gulping back the lump in my throat. It felt like there was a lot of pressure that everything went smoothly, I sat farther back in my seat feeling Louis's arm wrap around me.
I stay quiet as the interviewer runs through a few questions with the boys, before involving me.
"So Louis, this is your new girlfriend, Charlotte Correct?"
"Yea." He says simply, as I force a smile.
"How long have you two been together for?"
"Almost two months right?" Louis says turning his head, and then looking back at her.
"Wow, So tell us Charlotte, What is it like to be Louis Tomlinson's Girlfriend?"
"Well, It's umm great actually," I clear my throat, gazing out into the audience, looking out at the intent faces. "He's a really amazing guy, really funny,charming, and handsome."
The 'awwh's' from the crowd assure me that was the right answer. The interviewer, presses her hand to her heart, smiling.
"You two are just so perfect for each other, aren't you glad you found someone like her Louis?"
"Definitely, I feel like the luckiest guy in the world to have her, she's so beautiful and everything I could ever want in a woman."
More 'awwwhs'. My eyes shift over to Harry, whose lips were pursed tightly, he looked very angry and sad. I wanted so badly to stand up and tell the world that Harry is mine, but I couldn't. I needed to keep this act up.
"Alright everyone, lets give it up one last time for One direction and Charlotte Page!"
After making my way backstage, I look around for harry, before realizing he went outside behind the studio. I run towards the backdoor, not wanting to be spotted by anyone else.
I see harry leaning against the wall, running his ringers through his curls.
"Hey." I say, walking towards him. Suddenly, he grasps my waist, leaning down and kissing me passionately. I know we shouldn't be doing this out in the open,.
I know that anyone could walk through that door. This is so wrong but if feels so right, It's just his kiss is so warm and caring, and the way he's caressing my face.
I should just pull away, before it's too late, But then that's when the back door opens, my eyes shoot open and we pull away from each other.
"Holy shit." Niall says.
Charlotte's POV:
Waking up beside harry brought a smile to my face, he always somehow found a way in here while I was asleep.
Slipping out of bed, I slowly walk over to my dresser and pull open the top drawer. I pull out my undergarments, which consisted of a lace bra and boy shorts.
It was too early on a Friday morning, about seven-fifteen, I noticed as I glanced at the digital clock aside my bed on the nightstand. I would decide on what clothes to wear after my shower so I could wake myself up a bit.
-
-
When I appear from the bathroom, harry is just waking up as our eyes meet. I was a bit embarrassed to be only in my lingerie, but he didn't seem to mind, his eyes were roaming. Which made my cheeks up as he bit he lip slightly.
"Morning Love," His voice was raspy "How did you sleep beautiful?"
"Fine," I say strolling over to my closet, grabbing my uniform, before slipping on my knee socks. "What are your plans for today?"
"Well i'm going to the studio this morning, then another meeting, and interview during the afternoon."
"We really haven't had time to our self since our date and-" I pause, pacing for a moment "I miss you." I admit pulling up my skirt and putting on my collared shirt and blazer.
"I know, me too, I promise i'll make it up to you, this is just temporary, we will get time off soon angel."
"It's fine, I understand." I stand in the full length mirror, brushing out my hair.
I don't mean to be so selfish sometimes, but it's the truth. I wish that we could have a normal relationship at times, but its literally impossible, and it's just too complicated. Not to mention, we haven't even told anyone yet about our relationship.
When i'm finished getting ready, I see that harry is gone, he must have left to get dressed. I head downstairs eating a bowl of cereal as I gather my things for school. Only 5 weeks left, hopefully i'll be finished before the boys go on the 'where we are tour.'
"You ready to go?" harry says, grabbing his car keys off the counter. I nod as we make our way outside. He stops me for a moment, looking around, before kissing me softly.
"Happy birthday baby." He whispers as I smile, kissing him on the lips once again, trying to make the moment last as long as possible.
*After school at around 3:00*
I sit in the dressing room, as the stylists prep me for the interview. I continued to twiddle my thumbs nervously, I real hoped l wouldn't blow my first interview. I also hope this isn't in front of a live audience. I take a deep breath, I need to calm down. The boys said it wouldn't be that bad.
"Your done darling, go wait with the boys until the manger meets with you." She said, twirling one of many curls, I admire my reflection for a moment. The long sleeved lace red dress was very flattering and elegant,I liked it.
I make my way to stand with the boys, as an man in his fifties wearing a suit arrives, and gives us a run down, about exactly what we should and shouldn't do, what we say and what we couldn't say, and how Louis and I, were to act around each other. After the long lesson, we finally were told to wait until our cue to enter.
Louis grabs my hand, as I look over at him, "Just following orders." He says reassuringly, knowing that I would have snatched my hand away if other wise.
Smiling weakly, I nod, gazing into his eyes briefly. I had to admit he looked really good in a suit, and his hair swooped to the side. I look behind me to see Harry watching us closely, I could tell he didn't like this one bit, this must be really hard for him.
The curtains begin to pull back as Louis gives my hand a light squeeze. I follow the boys lead, taking a deep breathe.
Fans continue to scream and shout, as we find our seats, shaking hands with the interviewer.
"Let's welcome One direction And Charlotte Page!" She says, my eyes wandering around, gulping back the lump in my throat. It felt like there was a lot of pressure that everything went smoothly, I sat farther back in my seat feeling Louis's arm wrap around me.
I stay quiet as the interviewer runs through a few questions with the boys, before involving me.
"So Louis, this is your new girlfriend, Charlotte Correct?"
"Yea." He says simply, as I force a smile.
"How long have you two been together for?"
"Almost two months right?" Louis says turning his head, and then looking back at her.
"Wow, So tell us Charlotte, What is it like to be Louis Tomlinson's Girlfriend?"
"Well, It's umm great actually," I clear my throat, gazing out into the audience, looking out at the intent faces. "He's a really amazing guy, really funny,charming, and handsome."
The 'awwh's' from the crowd assure me that was the right answer. The interviewer, presses her hand to her heart, smiling.
"You two are just so perfect for each other, aren't you glad you found someone like her Louis?"
"Definitely, I feel like the luckiest guy in the world to have her, she's so beautiful and everything I could ever want in a woman."
More 'awwwhs'. My eyes shift over to Harry, whose lips were pursed tightly, he looked very angry and sad. I wanted so badly to stand up and tell the world that Harry is mine, but I couldn't. I needed to keep this act up.
"Alright everyone, lets give it up one last time for One direction and Charlotte Page!"
After making my way backstage, I look around for harry, before realizing he went outside behind the studio. I run towards the backdoor, not wanting to be spotted by anyone else.
I see harry leaning against the wall, running his ringers through his curls.
"Hey." I say, walking towards him. Suddenly, he grasps my waist, leaning down and kissing me passionately. I know we shouldn't be doing this out in the open,.
I know that anyone could walk through that door. This is so wrong but if feels so right, It's just his kiss is so warm and caring, and the way he's caressing my face.
I should just pull away, before it's too late, But then that's when the back door opens, my eyes shoot open and we pull away from each other.
"Holy shit." Niall says.
Notes
Suprise! Haha let's just hope niall isn't one to tell, their dirty little secret. Anyways Finals are over, and so its now the beginning of Winter vacation! Tomorrow I know for sure that I may be able to update, knowing I don't have any other plans. :) Hope ya liked it. Please leave your feedback in the comments below.Vote,Comment,Subscribe,Rate!
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1/11/15