She's Not Afraid
Chapter 17
"But every time I tell her that I want more.... She closes door."
Harry's POV:
My heart began to race as she entered the room, "Why are we here again?" She asks crossing her arms.
“Because we are going to hangout.” I say, sitting down on the empty couch facing the television
She laughed a little, "Okay..."
"Can I tell you something?" She bit her lip, looking into my eyes. I nodded turning to face her.
"I am kinda scared I've never been to another country and I am not used to traveling all the time and-" She sighed "-Forget it, its kinda stupid anyways."
"you have no reason to be scared, you'll eventually get used to it, trust me." I placed my hand on her thigh. Her eyes went down to my hand, and I quickly removed it. I didn't want her to think I was making a move on her, not yet.
She smiled at me, “I do, Thank you"
I nodded smiling faintly. "Now can I ask you something?"
"Yea,what is it?"
"Why did you chose Louis, is there something wrong me?"
She shakes her head "No no. Of course not, I have to be with Louis,I'm supposed to be with him."
I frown, "If you weren't in this contract with Louis, would you still want to be with him?"
"I don't know I guess. Can we just not talk about this anymore?"
Charlotte's POV:
But his eyes changed when he looked at me this time. They became gentler, yet more sad. He looked down at his feet, refusing to make eye contact with me. He looked deep in thought for a moment before his eyes made contact again
"Would you be with me if you weren't in the contract?" Harry asks seriously, his accent thick.
I thought about a reasonable answer to respond with trying to make up reasons of why I would chose Louis, but all I could think about was Harry, his eyes, his lips, oh my god, his lips. I wanted to know if they tasted like he smelled. He smelt like a mix of mint and cologne. I just didn't know why I was thinking about him this way. I doubt he was thinking about me like this. Snap out of it Charlotte.
"I don't know." I lie.
"You do know, you just won't tell me." He says
I can't open up to him, not yet. I can't like harry, I need to not like harry. Louis is the one i'm supposed to with not him. Ugh, but Why did I always get this hot feeling in my cheeks when I was close to Harry? We are just friends nothing more, I just…I don’t know what I think. I like Louis, but Harry was right and also was questioning everything.
"No." I say simply, I know he can tell i'm lying by the way he looks at me.
Harry's POV:
“You know I like you alot right?” I tried to explain.
“Shut up.” she says shaking her head and standing up, I follow her movements.
“What?”
“Just shut up for a second.” She was looking at me weirdly. I stopped talking and she just looked at me, with her big brown eyes.
"Please stay."
I stepped forward and pulled her closer by the waist. My lips lightly brushed hers. Her hands clasped around my neck as her lips pushed down harder on mine. Her lips tasted even better than I ever thought.
When I pulled away, she opened her mouth to protest, this wasn't going to be good.
"Why did you just do that? I'm with Louis, don't you get that?"
“Why does it always come back to that right now?” I yelled.
“Because that’s the problem!” She yelled back.
“Why don’t you believe me, I really like you Charlotte, stop trying to deny your feelings for me” My voice got softer.
She uncrossed her arms and walked to the other side of the room, where I was.
She brought her hands to my cheeks and brought her head level to mine, “I believe you, but I can't, I'm sorry”
I pulled his head out of her soft hands, “I think you should leave.”
“What?”
“Did I stutter?”
“You’re the one who asked me to stay…”
“Now I’m telling you to leave.”
“Fine Harry, I’ll go." She said quietly, tears slipping from her eyes.
“Just know, someone who really loves you, wont wait around forever."
Did I just say I loved her? I didn't even know her. How can I love someone I didn't know?
Charlotte's POV:
I don't even turn around. I went to the door and opened it and slammed it behind meI didn't know what to think at this point; only one thing was on my mind, did harry just say he loved me? God, he frustrates me, he's always so hot and cold. When I enter the main room, all heads turn towards me.
Harry's POV:
My heart began to race as she entered the room, "Why are we here again?" She asks crossing her arms.
“Because we are going to hangout.” I say, sitting down on the empty couch facing the television
She laughed a little, "Okay..."
"Can I tell you something?" She bit her lip, looking into my eyes. I nodded turning to face her.
"I am kinda scared I've never been to another country and I am not used to traveling all the time and-" She sighed "-Forget it, its kinda stupid anyways."
"you have no reason to be scared, you'll eventually get used to it, trust me." I placed my hand on her thigh. Her eyes went down to my hand, and I quickly removed it. I didn't want her to think I was making a move on her, not yet.
She smiled at me, “I do, Thank you"
I nodded smiling faintly. "Now can I ask you something?"
"Yea,what is it?"
"Why did you chose Louis, is there something wrong me?"
She shakes her head "No no. Of course not, I have to be with Louis,I'm supposed to be with him."
I frown, "If you weren't in this contract with Louis, would you still want to be with him?"
"I don't know I guess. Can we just not talk about this anymore?"
Charlotte's POV:
But his eyes changed when he looked at me this time. They became gentler, yet more sad. He looked down at his feet, refusing to make eye contact with me. He looked deep in thought for a moment before his eyes made contact again
"Would you be with me if you weren't in the contract?" Harry asks seriously, his accent thick.
I thought about a reasonable answer to respond with trying to make up reasons of why I would chose Louis, but all I could think about was Harry, his eyes, his lips, oh my god, his lips. I wanted to know if they tasted like he smelled. He smelt like a mix of mint and cologne. I just didn't know why I was thinking about him this way. I doubt he was thinking about me like this. Snap out of it Charlotte.
"I don't know." I lie.
"You do know, you just won't tell me." He says
I can't open up to him, not yet. I can't like harry, I need to not like harry. Louis is the one i'm supposed to with not him. Ugh, but Why did I always get this hot feeling in my cheeks when I was close to Harry? We are just friends nothing more, I just…I don’t know what I think. I like Louis, but Harry was right and also was questioning everything.
"No." I say simply, I know he can tell i'm lying by the way he looks at me.
Harry's POV:
“You know I like you alot right?” I tried to explain.
“Shut up.” she says shaking her head and standing up, I follow her movements.
“What?”
“Just shut up for a second.” She was looking at me weirdly. I stopped talking and she just looked at me, with her big brown eyes.
"Please stay."
I stepped forward and pulled her closer by the waist. My lips lightly brushed hers. Her hands clasped around my neck as her lips pushed down harder on mine. Her lips tasted even better than I ever thought.
When I pulled away, she opened her mouth to protest, this wasn't going to be good.
"Why did you just do that? I'm with Louis, don't you get that?"
“Why does it always come back to that right now?” I yelled.
“Because that’s the problem!” She yelled back.
“Why don’t you believe me, I really like you Charlotte, stop trying to deny your feelings for me” My voice got softer.
She uncrossed her arms and walked to the other side of the room, where I was.
She brought her hands to my cheeks and brought her head level to mine, “I believe you, but I can't, I'm sorry”
I pulled his head out of her soft hands, “I think you should leave.”
“What?”
“Did I stutter?”
“You’re the one who asked me to stay…”
“Now I’m telling you to leave.”
“Fine Harry, I’ll go." She said quietly, tears slipping from her eyes.
“Just know, someone who really loves you, wont wait around forever."
Did I just say I loved her? I didn't even know her. How can I love someone I didn't know?
Charlotte's POV:
I don't even turn around. I went to the door and opened it and slammed it behind meI didn't know what to think at this point; only one thing was on my mind, did harry just say he loved me? God, he frustrates me, he's always so hot and cold. When I enter the main room, all heads turn towards me.
Notes
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