What Goes Around Comes Back Around

Heidi POV

I groaned and squeezed my eyes together as I woke up. Where am I? I slowly heave my eyelids open and blink a few times to get used to the bright light. I was outside? I soft breeze passed through causing goosebumps to rise on my bare arms. I lifted myself off of the rocky pavement to find I was in a small alleyway hidden away from sight not far from my house.

Yesterday’s memories came flooding back to me. Harry and Louis in my house. The finding out of Louis’ true identity. I slapped him and left. I had walked for ages until I found this small alleyway to sleep in until morning. I was scared I had angered Louis so I wanted to hide away from him.

And Harry.

I love him. I will happily admit it now. But he’s not right for me. We just won’t work. He’s lied to me and abused me so much and hasn’t even said he was sorry. And it hurts. A lot.

I sigh as I lift myself up off of the ground and brush off the dirt that had gathered on my clothes. Now that I know about Louis and what he is capable of, I know that he will stop at nothing to get what he wants. And what he wants is me.

He has already started to try to break Harry and I up by saying how Harry hasn’t even apologised yet. I need to stay as far away from Louis as possible but I don’t know how…

He lives right opposite me. I wouldn’t be surprised if he watched me through his window every day. The thought sends shivers down my body. Creepy stalker.

I start to shuffle out towards the end of the alley. My legs feel like jelly probably because I slept in a really awkward position last night. Once I reach the end of the alley, I turn my head left and right to familiarise myself of where I was. I nod to myself before turning left and following the road back to my house.

So I have two options. I stay here and be under the constant threat of Louis. Or I can leave and move back to sunny California and forget about him and Harry. I can easily forget about Louis but Harry….

The thought of leaving Harry sends an achy feeling in my chest. I can’t leave him just because of Louis can I?

Two choices.

California or Harry?

Harry POV

I woke up to the most horrible headache in the history of headaches. Geez. What the fuck happened? I slowly opened my eyes and lifted myself off of my bed a little too quickly. A feeling of dizziness overcame me causing my headache to worsen. I press the palms of my hands to my throbbing forehead trying to relieve some of the pain.

I release out a deep breath when the dizziness finally stops. I yank the covers off of my body and trudge over to my bathroom. I groan when I see my reflection in the bathroom mirror. I huge purple bruise had formed on my forehead overnight. I slowly lift my finger and prod at it causing me to hiss in pain.

The events of yesterday came flooding back to me. After Heidi left, I released all of my anger I had for Louis. Saying his name disgusts me. I punched and kicked him so hard I don’t think he will even remember what happened yesterday. He did manage to get a few good hits hence why I have this bruise.

I sigh as I leave the bathroom and go downstairs to grab some Advil.

Heidi. The look of pure sadness on her face before she left made me feel awful. How could I not have apologised to her?! Now I don’t even know where she has gone! She just left and told nobody where she had gone. I need to find her. I can’t lose her now. I may have been the biggest dick to her, but I have strong feelings for her that I can’t even deny anymore. I had found out the moment I had told her I liked her too yesterday.

I need to find her. I need to see if she’s ok. Did she even come back to her home last night? Or worse, had Louis found her?

The thought sickens me causing me to rush into my kitchen and gulp down my Advil before racing up the stairs to put some clothes on.

I need to see her.

Heidi POV

As soon as I reach my house, I instantly plop down on my comfy sofa and put my head in my hands and started to let the tears ,that I had been holding back, to flow. I wanted Harry but I also wanted to stay away from Louis at the same time. Maybe I should just leave. It’s not like I need to be here anymore. I don’t need to do anymore revenge on Christa and Jamie. I think they got the message. The only reason I want to stay is because of Harry.

I could start a fresh new life in Cali.

I mean…that was my original plan. I didn’t plan on falling in love with Harry. I was supposed to do my revenge thing with Christa and Jamie then separately make Harry fall in love with me then leave him to his heartbreak. But no. My stupid heart also had to fall for him so now I’m just confused.

I rub at my eyes before removing my hands from my face. Yeah that’s what I’m going to do. The longer I stay here, the harder and more dangerous it will be for me.

I sniff as I remove myself from my sofa and grasp my phone from my pocket while heading upstairs. If I leave in the next few days without saying goodbye to anyone, hopefully they won’t notice I’m gone and it would make my decision a whole lot easier.

I go on my internet and search for the flight times from Heathrow to Cali in the next few days. I finally found one that’s not too early and not too late for me. It leaves on Friday at 1:30 in the afternoon. It’s Wednesday today so that gives me two days to pack everything up and two days to rethink over my decision to leave.

My heart starts to slowly break as I click on the “Book flight” button on my phone.

I hope I am making the right decision.

I sigh as I slowly put my phone away and new tears begin to form in my eyes. I was leaving him because of a stalker who will do at nothing to get me. What if he finds out about me leaving? Will he follow me and make my life miserable?

I suddenly jump as I hear louds knocks coming from downstairs. Oh god….please don’t let it be who I think it is!

I slowly walk down the stairs and take a deep breath before opening the door.

My eyes instantly meet with his green ones. He takes one look at me before reaching out his arms and wrapping me in a warm embrace.

“Why have you been crying?” he asks concerned as he rests his face in the crook of my neck. I however shake my head into his chest and begin to cry harder. Even though we haven’t been honest towards each other and we have both hurt each other, we have both managed to find love somewhere and I don’t know if that made us stupid or not.

What have I done? I’m going to leave him just because of my own selfish needs. I’m going to end up hurting myself and him if I leave.


“Shhh baby. Come on let’s go inside yeah?” he asks gently. I nod my head and remove myself off of his chest. He gently tips my head up and wipes the remaining tears off of my face with his thumb.

I close my eyes briefly before turning around and walking back into my house. I hear him shut the door and walk up behind me.

“Hey what’s wrong?” he asks softly grasping my arm from behind. I sigh and turn around and look into his concerned eyes.

“It doesn’t matter Harry.” I reply wearily. He frowns at me.

“Is it because of Louis?” he asks seriously. My silence confirms his suspicion.

“I’m going to fucking kill him.” He mumbles under his breath.

I only just realise the purple bruise on his head. It looked painful. I reach my arm up and softly rub over it. He tenses up slightly but lets me continue.

“Did you fight him?” I ask him already knowing the answer. He stiffly nods his head and for the first time in a while, I smile. I reach up on my tip toes and gently kiss his bruise before coming back down and meeting his gaze.

“Thank you.” I say my voice laced with gratitude.

“What for?” He asks a small smile forming on his plump lips.

“For having my back.” I say as his smile gets bigger.

“Only for you.” He says before leaning down and gently pressing his lips against mine. He cups my cheeks as I wrap my arms around his neck.

Tears begin to from behind my closed eyes. I’m going to miss this.

The reality of my situation hit me hard the moment he pressed his lips against mine.

I was leaving the man I love in two days for my own selfish needs.

And I may not get him back.



A conflicted heart feeds on doubt and confusion. It will make you question your path, your tactics, your motives. When you stare ahead and darkness is all you see only reason and determination can pull you back from the abyss

Notes

Well this was an emotional chapter....

Sorry if you guys found it a little boring or uneventful....

Errr maaaarrr geerrrdddd....Heidi's leaving!

This is going to turn out well.....NOT.

Is it just me or have the view counts stopped working again...? :/ ah well....

It is coming very near to the end...... maybe in about 1 or 2 chappies i'm not sure yet....

I'm still not sure if I should make a sequel either....

ah well....i'll let ya guys decide.



I'm Zayn and Liam in this pic when i'm in the cinema....



......Too much Nialler........



.............................Pervs.



Forth one because I couldn't resist!

But seriously! Poor Liam! It looked painful....but frickn hilarious! HAHAHA.

Annyyyywaaayyyyy

Please keep up all of the support and thank you so much for getting the story number 4! It's so amazing like seriously!

Love ya guys! <3

Marie xxx