Heidi POV

It’s been a week. A week since I found Amanda dead. I still hadn’t fully gotten into terms with the fact that she’s dead. And it’s all my fault. If I hadn’t left her all alone then none of this would have happened.

Although, things have been easier. Whenever I was sad or needed someone to talk to, Harry was always there. Of all people, him!

He’s been amazing this past week and for once, we have not argued one bit which is a relief. But then I remember I am only growing close to him for revenge and that just brings my mood down all over again so then I have to keep looking at those pictures in my box to keep me on track. I’m so pathetic.

My emotions are all confused and it’s killing me. But I have to stay strong and carry on with what I came here to do in the first place.

At the moment, I am staring at the photos in the box again. Just thinking of the damn boy makes my whole body feel like jelly and I need to stay focused.

I just can’t believe Amanda found this. And I can’t believe there is some mysterious person watching my back. Who is this strange person?

I guess that is another thing I have to add to my list of things to do.

I sigh as I place the lid back over the box and tuck it safely under my bed again. Harry’s coming over soon and we’re gonna have some sort of a date night here. I’ve already ordered the pizza and we will probably watch a movie and talk. I need answers from him too. I need to know why he’s forgiven me so easily and I need to know more about Amanda. And I’m a tad bit curious about his feelings towards me. That last one may be a challenge to get out of him but I’m going to try. I need to for my revenge….

I jump when I hear knocking on the front door before releasing a deep breath. I stand from my kneeling position from my bed and make my way downstairs. I open the door to see Harry wearing a simple set of chinos and a plain black top. Damn you and your good looks Hazza!
“Hey, come in.” I usher him in. he walks in silently and I quickly shut the door behind him. He suddenly grabs my waist from behind and places a kiss on my cheek sending shivers down my back.

Why do you have to make it so difficult for me Styles?

“Hey babe. How are you feeling?” he asks while nuzzling his face in the crook of my neck. I’m at a loss of words for a moment.

“I’m good thanks.” I whisper while closing my eyes in content. I wish I could stay like this forever but then I realise just a week ago, this same guy wanted me dead and I need answers for his change of behaviour. I quickly snap my eyes open and gently pull out of his embrace causing him to shoot me a confused look with that damn pout! Don’t you pull that shit on me Styles!

“Sorry Harry. It’s just that….so much has happened and I need answers I guess” I say quietly while lowering my gaze to the floor avoiding all eye contact with him. I have to play the innocent card with him to get him to feel sorry for me ok?!

I hear him sigh deeply.

“Fine. What do you want to know?” he asks a little frustrated while walking over to the sofa behind me before plopping onto it. Why do I suddenly get the feeling he is only using me to get into my pants? I shake this off. Something is off about him but I decide not to question him further.

“A lot of things really.” I admit. I hear him groan but he waves his hand encouraging me to continue. I sigh mostly to myself. Do I just ask him directly? Wouldn’t that just piss him off? Oh well. I’m probably just being paranoid.

“Why did you forgive me so easily?” I ask almost afraid to hear his response. I hear him curse under his breath.

“I knew you would ask me this someday and the honest answer is I don’t know. I just don’t. It’s weird really, I mean I should hate you but I can’t for some reason.” He says almost to himself. I am speechless at his response. Does he like me or does he just want to get in my pants? Man this guy is confusing!

“So…..Do you like me? Or hate me?” I ask. Now I was definitely afraid of his answer. Why did I have to ask that?! Oh well it’s been said now…

It goes quiet for a moment before he suddenly stands up and walks closer towards me. He stops just enough so that our chests brush each other when we breathe. I slowly brings his hand up and strokes my cheek ever so softly sending those damn butterflies to erupt in my stomach. I gulp down the dryness in my throat at our proximity.

“I could never hate you Adriana.” He whispers huskily while tucking a loose strand of my hair behind my ear.

What did that mean? Did he like me then? Holy shit Styles! Tell me your true feelings towards me!

I close my eyes at the sudden warmth radiating between us and nod my head at his answer. I suddenly jump when I hear knocking on the door.

The pizza guy! I forgot! Damn you pizza guy for ruining our moment!

I mentally groan at step away from Harry and go and answer the door.


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“God I love pizza!” Harry announces with his mouth half full so it ended up sounding like “Gommmmfff I wufff pffssssaaa!” causing me to chuckle.

“Me too Styles.” I agree while reaching over and taking my 3rd slice of the pizza. He smirks at me once he finishes the pizza in his mouth.

“I love the way you call me by my last name. It’s cute.” He says cheekily causing me to stupidly blush. I did not just do that! I feel like those cheesy girls in those stupid rom coms. I was more of a horror person anyway….

I take a small bite out of my pizza. Should I ask him about Amanda? Would it ruin the moment?

“What do you know about Amanda?” I blurt out. Holy crap! No no no no no no Oh god no! Now he’s going to get pissed. I quickly slap a hand to my big mouth and look away from his gaze. I see him frown at me from the corner of my eye and he reaches of the table and grasps my face gently causing me to look directly in those damn green eyes.

“Do I scare you Adriana?” he asks almost sadly. Daffuq? I thought he would get all pissy. I stupidly nod my head and pretend to look all innocent again. He sighs sadly and closes his eyes.

“I don’t blame you really. I haven’t really given you a reason not to be scared of me.” He admits. Why was he being so nice to me? He doesn’t even look like a tough gang leader anymore.

“So about Amanda?” I ask quickly trying to change the topic. He looks at me with regret then anger in his eyes. Shit….I think this is a touchy subject. But why?

“That girl had drug issues. She was a right mess. She lost everything and she got worse when we took her.” But I already knew all of this. I waited for him to go further on but her wouldn’t. Come on Harry! Don’t hide things from me too!

“Look Amanda’s gone now and there’s nothing we can do about it. We need to move on.” He says while grasping both of my hands in his large ones. It felt like a caring gesture. He looked like he was thinking deeply about something but after a minute or so, he finally spoke.

“I don’t want to sound too forward but I need to get this out. It’s killing me.” He states frustrated. I merely nod at him to continue.

“I…I think I have feelings for you and I’m not even going to deny it now.” He said carefully studying my face. What did he just say?! Holy shit mother fucking toe sucking duck. He just admitted he liked me. Talk Heidi! This is perfect for the revenge!

Or are you just happy he likes you back? You love him Heidi don’t deny it!

SHUT IT! I’VE GOTTEN WAY TOO FAR TO QUIT MY REVENGE NOW!

“I….Like you too Harry.” Is all I needed to say before his lips instantly came crashing onto mine.

Notes

Cheesy and boring I know but I needed to put this chappie in so they could both confess their love for each other.....CHEESY!

Does Harry really like Heidi or is he just saying that to get answers from her?

Who do you think killed Amanda? I know but you don't! Mwahahahahahaha!

Also can you guys think of a ship name for Heidi and Harry because I literally cannot make one! lol.....



Hahahahahahaha! Lol. I seriously love the person who made this!



Zayn....You fail LOL!



Ok I know i'm being a MAJOR hypocrite here but this is sooo true! BAHAHAHA!


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