What Goes Around Comes Back Around
Chapter Nineteen
Heidi POV
Dan was released from the hospital the next day and since then, I had been visiting him every day. I don’t know why. I didn’t even know him that well. I guess I just feel responsible of the fact that he got punched in the jaw. If I hadn’t kissed him, Harry wouldn’t have gotten mad and punched him in the first place.
I hadn’t seen Harry since Dan was first taken into the hospital however, I had overheard from Louis and Zayn that he was apparently under a lot of stress and taking a different girl home every night which was not good for me or my plans. Every time I thought about Harry and a different girl in bed with him, I got a weird sensation in the pit of my stomach. It was like I felt extremely nauseous. Perhaps I was in denial of the fact that this feeling was jealousy. I just could not believe I still had feelings for Harry. No, scratch that, I REFUSE to believe that I have feelings for Harry.
I sighed as I brush off the crinkles in my new outfit as I looked in the mirror. I decided to make a slight effort today for some reason. Don’t ask why…
I nodded to myself in the mirror once I was happy with my appearance and quickly raced down the stairs and went out the front door. I was planning on visiting Dan again to see how his recovery was going. Jamie hadn’t once left his side and only left to go to the bathroom. She was making such a big deal out of a broken jaw. I was surprised when I found out the Dan hadn’t said a word to Jamie about our kiss. Maybe he did this often with other girls? This made me feel quite bad for Jamie as I carried on walking towards Dan’s house. He didn’t live far from where Harry and Christa lived.
I quietly hummed to myself as I walked which I found to be quite comforting while walking in this deserted area. I saw in the distance, the alleyway that I found Niall a few days ago. I sighed as I thought of the events of that day. Those were some images I would never forget.
Suddenly, as I pass the alleyway, I feel a hand clamp onto my arm as I walk. I freeze in alarm and attempt to twist around and punch whoever it was in the face. I half succeeded as I managed to punch the mysterious person on the side of the jaw. The person groans in pain and I noticed it was a manly groan, however it wasn’t hard enough to break his grip on me. He yanked me into the alleyway and slammed me into the wall but not hard enough to cause any pain. I was about to scream when the mysterious guy clamped his hand on my mouth muffling my screams.
“Hey! Calm down, it’s just me!” I hear a familiar raspy voice say. I slowly look up and I am met by his emerald green eyes once again after a while. Oh how I missed those eyes… I didn’t even stop myself from thinking that this time because if I liked it or not, I had feelings for this boy. But I couldn’t let my stupid little feelings get in the way of my revenge. I may have feelings for this guy, but he hurt me way too much for me to ever love him the way I used to.
“Harry?! What the hell?!” I hiss at him. He merely shrugs in response. Is he serious?!
“I needed to talk to you.” He says simply.
“Oh and coming up to me and asking me to talk is to mainstream is it?” I snap at him. Seriously though, if he wanted to talk to me he could come up to me and talk. Why does he have to be so dramatic about it?
He chuckles at my comment before his face suddenly becomes all serious.
“I need to-“he cuts himself off and sighs. OMG why is he being so dramatic?!
“Spit it out Styles! I don’t have all day. I need to go see Dan.” I say while crossing my arms. I had only just noticed how close we actually were. However I don’t say anything about it and keep my gaze on his eyes. He tenses up a little bit at the mention of Dan’s name but quickly relaxes again. Huh?
He sighs in defeat before attempting again.
“I need to ask you something.” He says simply while shifting uncomfortably. This is the first time I have seen Harry this vulnerable in my life! This is actually adorable! I stifle a giggle that was threatening to erupt from my mouth. I cannot break my act now!
I nod at him encouraging him to go on.
“Do you…” he pauses for a second and licks his lips. “DoyouhavefeelingsforDan?” he says way too quickly for my ears. I look at him in confusion.
“What? All I heard was Dan…” I say with a frown. He swallows and says it again but slower.
“Do.You.Have.Feelings.For.Dan?” he asks through gritted teeth.
I could not believe my ears for one bit. Is Harry Styles jealous?! Holy mother of god…
I stare at him with my mouth agape causing him to get angrier and angrier by the second. He lifts his arms up and presses his hands to the wall behind me, trapping me while looking at me with anger burning in his eyes. He is so close. His face is only a few inches away from mine.
SAY SOMETHING HEIDI! YOU’RE PISSING HIM OFF!
“N-no Harry.” I say feeling slightly scared of him. What if he hits me again? Man up Heidi!
“I don’t believe you.” He whispers. Why doesn’t he believe me?! I genuinely don’t have feelings for Dan. I only like him as a friend. Nothing more!
“Why do you care anyway?!” I snap at him. He smirks at me and leans his face in so his mouth is by my ear.
“Because you’re mine.” He says simply. Where the fuck did that come from?! I’m not his!
“Since when am I yours?! I’m not an object Harry, I’m a human being!” I say bitterly. He chuckles at this.
“Babe, if you remember, I kissed you first. Or you kissed me first…” he winks at me. I slowly replay that memory in my head…
“You know if you are lost, you can just ask for directions.” Referring to himself. Wait! How did he know I was lost? Did he follow me?
“I know everything around here babe, you should know that.” He says as if reading my mind. My confused state only causes him to smirk at me. But he was right. I was lost and I needed help. I felt a surge of confidence within me.
“Yes, I do need help. You wouldn’t happen to know where I live do you. I live opposite your friend Louis.” I ask casually. He seems shocked by the fact I had gained confidence in the last 3 seconds but also the fact that I had figured out that Louis was his friend. But he quickly replaced his shock with his signature smirk.
“I already know where you live babe you don’t need to tell me that you live opposite Louis.” I knew it! He’s a stalker! Then I remembered he said he “knows” everything around here which caused my curiosity to take over.
“How do you know all this stuff and don’t say something witty like I just do!” He seemed taken aback by my sudden outburst. Anger flashed through his eyes but this only lasted a second before he composed himself.
“Look Honey, I will tell you the way to your house and if you behave, I may even drive you there to save you the walk.” He says sternly
“But?” I reply completely ignoring the warning in his voice.
“You have to give me a kiss in return.”
“That’s not fair! You gave me no choice but kiss you!” I shout at him. He chuckles again.
“I gave you a choice babe, you decided to kiss me and in return I helped you.” He says shrugging. “A kiss is a kiss.” He adds.
“That kiss meant nothing to me.” I hiss. I just lied then. That kiss meant everything to me but he can never know that otherwise my revenge plans will be gone.
“You’re lying to me, I can see it.” He says while looking into my eyes carefully. “Besides, I know I am a great kisser.” He winks at me. I look at him disgustedly. I needed to get out of here before I do something stupid.
“Look Harry, I don’t want to have this discussion with you. I am not yours and never will be yours now please let me go!” I say wearily while ducking under his arm and attempting to make my way out of this cursed alleyway.
“Hmmm let me refresh your memory then.” He mumbles behind me while grasping my waist from behind and twisting me around and crashing his lips onto mine.
And without thinking….
I kissed back.
Dan was released from the hospital the next day and since then, I had been visiting him every day. I don’t know why. I didn’t even know him that well. I guess I just feel responsible of the fact that he got punched in the jaw. If I hadn’t kissed him, Harry wouldn’t have gotten mad and punched him in the first place.
I hadn’t seen Harry since Dan was first taken into the hospital however, I had overheard from Louis and Zayn that he was apparently under a lot of stress and taking a different girl home every night which was not good for me or my plans. Every time I thought about Harry and a different girl in bed with him, I got a weird sensation in the pit of my stomach. It was like I felt extremely nauseous. Perhaps I was in denial of the fact that this feeling was jealousy. I just could not believe I still had feelings for Harry. No, scratch that, I REFUSE to believe that I have feelings for Harry.
I sighed as I brush off the crinkles in my new outfit as I looked in the mirror. I decided to make a slight effort today for some reason. Don’t ask why…
I nodded to myself in the mirror once I was happy with my appearance and quickly raced down the stairs and went out the front door. I was planning on visiting Dan again to see how his recovery was going. Jamie hadn’t once left his side and only left to go to the bathroom. She was making such a big deal out of a broken jaw. I was surprised when I found out the Dan hadn’t said a word to Jamie about our kiss. Maybe he did this often with other girls? This made me feel quite bad for Jamie as I carried on walking towards Dan’s house. He didn’t live far from where Harry and Christa lived.
I quietly hummed to myself as I walked which I found to be quite comforting while walking in this deserted area. I saw in the distance, the alleyway that I found Niall a few days ago. I sighed as I thought of the events of that day. Those were some images I would never forget.
Suddenly, as I pass the alleyway, I feel a hand clamp onto my arm as I walk. I freeze in alarm and attempt to twist around and punch whoever it was in the face. I half succeeded as I managed to punch the mysterious person on the side of the jaw. The person groans in pain and I noticed it was a manly groan, however it wasn’t hard enough to break his grip on me. He yanked me into the alleyway and slammed me into the wall but not hard enough to cause any pain. I was about to scream when the mysterious guy clamped his hand on my mouth muffling my screams.
“Hey! Calm down, it’s just me!” I hear a familiar raspy voice say. I slowly look up and I am met by his emerald green eyes once again after a while. Oh how I missed those eyes… I didn’t even stop myself from thinking that this time because if I liked it or not, I had feelings for this boy. But I couldn’t let my stupid little feelings get in the way of my revenge. I may have feelings for this guy, but he hurt me way too much for me to ever love him the way I used to.
“Harry?! What the hell?!” I hiss at him. He merely shrugs in response. Is he serious?!
“I needed to talk to you.” He says simply.
“Oh and coming up to me and asking me to talk is to mainstream is it?” I snap at him. Seriously though, if he wanted to talk to me he could come up to me and talk. Why does he have to be so dramatic about it?
He chuckles at my comment before his face suddenly becomes all serious.
“I need to-“he cuts himself off and sighs. OMG why is he being so dramatic?!
“Spit it out Styles! I don’t have all day. I need to go see Dan.” I say while crossing my arms. I had only just noticed how close we actually were. However I don’t say anything about it and keep my gaze on his eyes. He tenses up a little bit at the mention of Dan’s name but quickly relaxes again. Huh?
He sighs in defeat before attempting again.
“I need to ask you something.” He says simply while shifting uncomfortably. This is the first time I have seen Harry this vulnerable in my life! This is actually adorable! I stifle a giggle that was threatening to erupt from my mouth. I cannot break my act now!
I nod at him encouraging him to go on.
“Do you…” he pauses for a second and licks his lips. “DoyouhavefeelingsforDan?” he says way too quickly for my ears. I look at him in confusion.
“What? All I heard was Dan…” I say with a frown. He swallows and says it again but slower.
“Do.You.Have.Feelings.For.Dan?” he asks through gritted teeth.
I could not believe my ears for one bit. Is Harry Styles jealous?! Holy mother of god…
I stare at him with my mouth agape causing him to get angrier and angrier by the second. He lifts his arms up and presses his hands to the wall behind me, trapping me while looking at me with anger burning in his eyes. He is so close. His face is only a few inches away from mine.
SAY SOMETHING HEIDI! YOU’RE PISSING HIM OFF!
“N-no Harry.” I say feeling slightly scared of him. What if he hits me again? Man up Heidi!
“I don’t believe you.” He whispers. Why doesn’t he believe me?! I genuinely don’t have feelings for Dan. I only like him as a friend. Nothing more!
“Why do you care anyway?!” I snap at him. He smirks at me and leans his face in so his mouth is by my ear.
“Because you’re mine.” He says simply. Where the fuck did that come from?! I’m not his!
“Since when am I yours?! I’m not an object Harry, I’m a human being!” I say bitterly. He chuckles at this.
“Babe, if you remember, I kissed you first. Or you kissed me first…” he winks at me. I slowly replay that memory in my head…
“You know if you are lost, you can just ask for directions.” Referring to himself. Wait! How did he know I was lost? Did he follow me?
“I know everything around here babe, you should know that.” He says as if reading my mind. My confused state only causes him to smirk at me. But he was right. I was lost and I needed help. I felt a surge of confidence within me.
“Yes, I do need help. You wouldn’t happen to know where I live do you. I live opposite your friend Louis.” I ask casually. He seems shocked by the fact I had gained confidence in the last 3 seconds but also the fact that I had figured out that Louis was his friend. But he quickly replaced his shock with his signature smirk.
“I already know where you live babe you don’t need to tell me that you live opposite Louis.” I knew it! He’s a stalker! Then I remembered he said he “knows” everything around here which caused my curiosity to take over.
“How do you know all this stuff and don’t say something witty like I just do!” He seemed taken aback by my sudden outburst. Anger flashed through his eyes but this only lasted a second before he composed himself.
“Look Honey, I will tell you the way to your house and if you behave, I may even drive you there to save you the walk.” He says sternly
“But?” I reply completely ignoring the warning in his voice.
“You have to give me a kiss in return.”
“That’s not fair! You gave me no choice but kiss you!” I shout at him. He chuckles again.
“I gave you a choice babe, you decided to kiss me and in return I helped you.” He says shrugging. “A kiss is a kiss.” He adds.
“That kiss meant nothing to me.” I hiss. I just lied then. That kiss meant everything to me but he can never know that otherwise my revenge plans will be gone.
“You’re lying to me, I can see it.” He says while looking into my eyes carefully. “Besides, I know I am a great kisser.” He winks at me. I look at him disgustedly. I needed to get out of here before I do something stupid.
“Look Harry, I don’t want to have this discussion with you. I am not yours and never will be yours now please let me go!” I say wearily while ducking under his arm and attempting to make my way out of this cursed alleyway.
“Hmmm let me refresh your memory then.” He mumbles behind me while grasping my waist from behind and twisting me around and crashing his lips onto mine.
And without thinking….
I kissed back.
Notes
Hey guys!I hope you enjoyed! I know this chappie was a little boring and im sorry about that :p
Anyway... GIF TIME!
Omg hahahaha ouch that looked painful :/ LOOOOL
How can he pull a face like that and still look sexy?!
yeah cba to find anymore sorry :L plus this computer sucks and wont let me cuz my old laptop broke and yeah... ill stop talking now...
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Love ya!
Marie xxx
oh my god the last gif on chpt.15 made me this " close to shizzing myself
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