What You Call Love
C18
"No Terrell." His wide smile went to the exact opposite. A frown.
"Look, I know we've only been together for a few months but I really do see myself being with yo-"
"No. Terrell." I said once again taking my hands from his. I move all the way over to the other side of the couch avoiding as much eye contact with him as possible.
"Why Taylor? I thought were happy." It was heart breaking hearing his voice so soft, sad... Disappointed.
"We are Terrell! And trust me, I'm happy being with you and I really do love you Terrell but that's not the problem at all okay?" He moved closer to me and grabbed my hand once again.
"Then what is? You can talk to me Taylor, I hope you know that." It wasn't a bad feeling knowing that there's somebody there that is always willing to talk to you and help you through whatever your feeling.
"It's hard to explain Terrell, just know that I never wanted this to happen." He nodded his head up and down and bit on his bottom lip. Why was he so fucking sexy?
My mind got together what I was going to say and how I was going to say it. Here it goes...
"I went to court this morning and the judge said that me and Harry get shared custody." Terrell immediately smiled and hugged me tightly.
"That's why you didn't want to move in with me? Listen I will clear out my office and that can be Emas room. It doesn't matter. I'll do anything to have you here with me everyday." He kissed my lips forcefully before I even had a chance to finish what I was saying.
"And....." He let go and sat next to me on the couch. His hand found my thigh and rubbed it. This was really going to be much harder than I thought.
"She also said that I have to move in with Harry and Ema in a week for about eight months before she decides what's next or whatever." When I looked at Terrell his mood wasn't all jumpy and happy anymore.
He look kind of jealous and pissed off actually. His hand disconnected from my thigh and he got up walking around the whole living room with his fingers shuffling through his hair. I couldn't tell accurately what he was feeling but I knew it wasn't good.
"Baby I'm sorry. It wasn't my choice! She said if I want to keep Ema I have to do this! Please Terrell understand." My mind only thought of the worst. Like Terrell leaving me or some shit like that.
But the words that were coming out of my mouth were sincere. Very sincere. When I say Terrell walk back over to me I couldn't stop praying that he wasn't going to be mad at me.
"Terrell....." I said trying to make sure he was okay.
"Are you getting back together? Are you breaking up with me?" He said. He sounded like a little kid who did something bad and didn't want to get in trouble.
It was so cute I wanted to kiss his lips but it was the time for that. We had to be serious.
"No, no Terrell. Me and Harry are not getting back together nor am I breaking up with you. But I feel that we should be open and honest in our relationship even if it's hard.
I want to continue being with you Terrell." I slowly moved my hand onto his. He looked up at me with those beautiful blue eyes as I gave him a genuine smile.
"I guess this can work. Just don't cheat on me or break up with me because of him." He bit down on his bottom lip as I nodded my head.
He got on top of me and straddled me leaving me helpless underneath him. He looked down at me and kisses my lips slowly making his way down to my neck. His hand moved to my stomach and my body immediately shifted. He was tickling me.
"Baby..." I couldn't control my laughter.
"Stop it. Your tickling me." He tickled me for a little longer as we both laughed at my reaction. I was super ticklish. But only Harry knew that about me.
"Who knew you were so ticklish.." He chuckled before kissing my neck again. "Harry." I mumbled under my breath. My eyes locked on Terrell for any pausing in what he was doing but he kept going like he didn't hear any of what I said.
Thank god.
Once he stopped he looked down at me and smiled widely. I used my strength to lift my body up and peck his lips before laying back down on the couch.
"Thank you for putting up with my crazy, emotional, phyco self." Even though he laughed at what I said I was serious. Dead serious.
"I only put up with it because I love you Tay."
"Look, I know we've only been together for a few months but I really do see myself being with yo-"
"No. Terrell." I said once again taking my hands from his. I move all the way over to the other side of the couch avoiding as much eye contact with him as possible.
"Why Taylor? I thought were happy." It was heart breaking hearing his voice so soft, sad... Disappointed.
"We are Terrell! And trust me, I'm happy being with you and I really do love you Terrell but that's not the problem at all okay?" He moved closer to me and grabbed my hand once again.
"Then what is? You can talk to me Taylor, I hope you know that." It wasn't a bad feeling knowing that there's somebody there that is always willing to talk to you and help you through whatever your feeling.
"It's hard to explain Terrell, just know that I never wanted this to happen." He nodded his head up and down and bit on his bottom lip. Why was he so fucking sexy?
My mind got together what I was going to say and how I was going to say it. Here it goes...
"I went to court this morning and the judge said that me and Harry get shared custody." Terrell immediately smiled and hugged me tightly.
"That's why you didn't want to move in with me? Listen I will clear out my office and that can be Emas room. It doesn't matter. I'll do anything to have you here with me everyday." He kissed my lips forcefully before I even had a chance to finish what I was saying.
"And....." He let go and sat next to me on the couch. His hand found my thigh and rubbed it. This was really going to be much harder than I thought.
"She also said that I have to move in with Harry and Ema in a week for about eight months before she decides what's next or whatever." When I looked at Terrell his mood wasn't all jumpy and happy anymore.
He look kind of jealous and pissed off actually. His hand disconnected from my thigh and he got up walking around the whole living room with his fingers shuffling through his hair. I couldn't tell accurately what he was feeling but I knew it wasn't good.
"Baby I'm sorry. It wasn't my choice! She said if I want to keep Ema I have to do this! Please Terrell understand." My mind only thought of the worst. Like Terrell leaving me or some shit like that.
But the words that were coming out of my mouth were sincere. Very sincere. When I say Terrell walk back over to me I couldn't stop praying that he wasn't going to be mad at me.
"Terrell....." I said trying to make sure he was okay.
"Are you getting back together? Are you breaking up with me?" He said. He sounded like a little kid who did something bad and didn't want to get in trouble.
It was so cute I wanted to kiss his lips but it was the time for that. We had to be serious.
"No, no Terrell. Me and Harry are not getting back together nor am I breaking up with you. But I feel that we should be open and honest in our relationship even if it's hard.
I want to continue being with you Terrell." I slowly moved my hand onto his. He looked up at me with those beautiful blue eyes as I gave him a genuine smile.
"I guess this can work. Just don't cheat on me or break up with me because of him." He bit down on his bottom lip as I nodded my head.
He got on top of me and straddled me leaving me helpless underneath him. He looked down at me and kisses my lips slowly making his way down to my neck. His hand moved to my stomach and my body immediately shifted. He was tickling me.
"Baby..." I couldn't control my laughter.
"Stop it. Your tickling me." He tickled me for a little longer as we both laughed at my reaction. I was super ticklish. But only Harry knew that about me.
"Who knew you were so ticklish.." He chuckled before kissing my neck again. "Harry." I mumbled under my breath. My eyes locked on Terrell for any pausing in what he was doing but he kept going like he didn't hear any of what I said.
Thank god.
Once he stopped he looked down at me and smiled widely. I used my strength to lift my body up and peck his lips before laying back down on the couch.
"Thank you for putting up with my crazy, emotional, phyco self." Even though he laughed at what I said I was serious. Dead serious.
"I only put up with it because I love you Tay."
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