What You Call Love
C1
"So, Taylor how's the food?" Harry says sarcastically since I've been devouring it . "It's good." I say with my mouth more full then I excepted. I grab a napkin and bring it up to my lips and dap the spaghetti sauce away.
"I'll be right back Taylor." I give him a nod as he gets up from his seat to go to the bathroom. I take another bite of my food. Damn it's good. I pull my phone out of my pookabook to text Amy who's was baby siting Ema for me.
Me: hey Amy how's my little stinkah doing?
I lay my phone on the table as I take a sip of water to refresh get the food down. My attention gets pulled from my what I was doing when I hear Harry's voice.
Far away.
"can I get everyone's attention please?" My head snaps to the direction where Harrys was coming from. He was on stage.
What was he doing on stage?
"I'm so sorry I interrupted everyone's dinner but I really wanted someone too know how serious I am." He moved his hand swiftly through his brown curls. Every time he does that I get shivers sent through my body.
"um can I Taylor Keith please come on stage." My heart speed increases and my breathing gets heavier. I was never one who liked to be the spotlight of a big crowd.
I nod my head no too Harry.
"Oh please Taylor. I really need you too." He pleaded to me. I slowly stood up from my seat and looked down as my heels clicked on the ground as I walked to the stage.
Why would he do this to me?
He takes my hand as I walk into stage to make sure I don't trip or fall. Damn, that would be so embarrassing. "What the hell are you doing Harry!?" I whisper at him.
"Just watch baby." He takes my right hand into his as he hold the mic in the other.
"Taylor Keith, you are my world, my love, my mom, my sister, my best friend, my life line. Basically my everything. You've been with me since day one and I'll never forget that. Words can't explain the love I have for you because it's indescribable. I remember when we were in the shower other one day when we were sixteen." My cheeks grew red as he mentioned that.
"And I gave you a promise ring. I told you that one day I was going to replace the small diamond ring with a bigger one better one. But this time it's not going to be a promise ring." My palms were sweating a lot as my heart was beating 10x the original speed.
"today's that day." He took his hand from mine and shuffled around in his pocket. Once he had it he got down on one knee.
"So Infront of all these people, cameras, paparazzi, I want to take your hand in marriage..." He opened the small blue ring box to show a big beautiful diamond ring. My hands quickly went over my lips and they quivered. My eyes got watery just as the thought of being able to be called Taylor Styles.
"Taylor Keith. Would you do me a huge honor and become my w....."
"wake up Taylor." I feel my weak body being roughly moved side to side in attempt to wake me. But I didn't budge.
"Wake up now Taylor!" The voice said too me louder. My eyes open just a tiny bit so I was able to see who this person was.
Christiana.
"No." I pleaded to her as she shook my weak body to wake once again.
"Yes! You've been in bed for basically two whole weeks since Harry took Ema." Just hearing those two names made my heart feel as if it was being stabbed a million times.
Tears begin to prick my eyes as I fen for the touch of my little angle.
"I- I- miss her." I choke out trying not too cry.
Christiana stopped all Movement with trying to get me up and sat on the edge of my bed watching me as I fall apart in front of her.My body shifts ae she quickly pulls me into a tight hug.
"I know baby. I know it's hard but I have faith she'll come back." She tells me as I cry into her arms.I haven't cried since I've said goodbye to Ema. I've just been numb.
"W- w- what if she d- doesn't ." I choke out. I hear Christiana sigh but doesn't say anything. She doesn't know this feeling.
"She's my only reason for living!" I cry harder into her arms. She really is my only reason for living. Without her, there's basically no reason.
"why would he do such a thing to me?" I yell tightening the hug a bit.
She pulled away and stared into my weak eyes that have no life inside if them.
"We're going out tonight. We're going to get you drunk and were going to make you feel somewhat better okay? I can't stand to see my best fiend like this. It hurts my heart."
I nod my head slowly as she walks away to my bathroom. Maybe going out and getting completely wasted isn't such a bad idea.
I hear the water turn on and Christiana exits the bathroom. "Now before we do anything, shower. Because you stink like hell since you haven't showered in basically two weeks."
(Harry's POV)
I run into the kitchen to grab Emas bottle of milk out the fridge. "Please Ema ... Stop crying for daddy. Please." I take her from Nialls arms to feed her. But she keeps jerking her head away from the bottle.
"What's wrong with her?!" I yell at the boys who are trying there best to help.
"We don't know Harry, we've tried everything. Feeding her, changing her diaper, pacifier, berping her, playing with her, putting her too sleep but none of it seems to work!" Niall says as I move her up in down to try to calm her.
She hasn't talk at all since she got here. I would have to force her too eat and sleep. I just don't know what's wrong with her.
"Please ema! Tell daddy what's wrong. I'm begging you." I plead to my daughter. I never learned how to deal with a baby who keeps crying non stop. "Do you think she's sick or something?" Niall adds getting fidgety from all the crying.
"wahhhh!!!" She cried loudly once again.
"Please ema, tell daddy's what's wrong. I need to know how I can help you!" I was on the verge of tears. It's a sick feeling when your child is crying and all you want to do is help them but you can't. It hurts so much.
I walk into the bedroom where me and Ema are alone. I lay on the bed and lay her on my stomach where she faces me.
"Please Ema. I'm not going to hurt you. Just tell me what you want or need and I'll give it too you! Please Ema I love you so much and it hurts me too see you cry. Just tell me. Please."
I watch as her tears calm down as her beautiful eyes lock onto mine. "mama." She whispers enough for me to hear.
I was dreading she would ever say that but she did. "What did you say Ema?" I move closer to her in attempt to make sure I didn't hear what I just did.
"Mama. I want mama."
"I'll be right back Taylor." I give him a nod as he gets up from his seat to go to the bathroom. I take another bite of my food. Damn it's good. I pull my phone out of my pookabook to text Amy who's was baby siting Ema for me.
Me: hey Amy how's my little stinkah doing?
I lay my phone on the table as I take a sip of water to refresh get the food down. My attention gets pulled from my what I was doing when I hear Harry's voice.
Far away.
"can I get everyone's attention please?" My head snaps to the direction where Harrys was coming from. He was on stage.
What was he doing on stage?
"I'm so sorry I interrupted everyone's dinner but I really wanted someone too know how serious I am." He moved his hand swiftly through his brown curls. Every time he does that I get shivers sent through my body.
"um can I Taylor Keith please come on stage." My heart speed increases and my breathing gets heavier. I was never one who liked to be the spotlight of a big crowd.
I nod my head no too Harry.
"Oh please Taylor. I really need you too." He pleaded to me. I slowly stood up from my seat and looked down as my heels clicked on the ground as I walked to the stage.
Why would he do this to me?
He takes my hand as I walk into stage to make sure I don't trip or fall. Damn, that would be so embarrassing. "What the hell are you doing Harry!?" I whisper at him.
"Just watch baby." He takes my right hand into his as he hold the mic in the other.
"Taylor Keith, you are my world, my love, my mom, my sister, my best friend, my life line. Basically my everything. You've been with me since day one and I'll never forget that. Words can't explain the love I have for you because it's indescribable. I remember when we were in the shower other one day when we were sixteen." My cheeks grew red as he mentioned that.
"And I gave you a promise ring. I told you that one day I was going to replace the small diamond ring with a bigger one better one. But this time it's not going to be a promise ring." My palms were sweating a lot as my heart was beating 10x the original speed.
"today's that day." He took his hand from mine and shuffled around in his pocket. Once he had it he got down on one knee.
"So Infront of all these people, cameras, paparazzi, I want to take your hand in marriage..." He opened the small blue ring box to show a big beautiful diamond ring. My hands quickly went over my lips and they quivered. My eyes got watery just as the thought of being able to be called Taylor Styles.
"Taylor Keith. Would you do me a huge honor and become my w....."
"wake up Taylor." I feel my weak body being roughly moved side to side in attempt to wake me. But I didn't budge.
"Wake up now Taylor!" The voice said too me louder. My eyes open just a tiny bit so I was able to see who this person was.
Christiana.
"No." I pleaded to her as she shook my weak body to wake once again.
"Yes! You've been in bed for basically two whole weeks since Harry took Ema." Just hearing those two names made my heart feel as if it was being stabbed a million times.
Tears begin to prick my eyes as I fen for the touch of my little angle.
"I- I- miss her." I choke out trying not too cry.
Christiana stopped all Movement with trying to get me up and sat on the edge of my bed watching me as I fall apart in front of her.My body shifts ae she quickly pulls me into a tight hug.
"I know baby. I know it's hard but I have faith she'll come back." She tells me as I cry into her arms.I haven't cried since I've said goodbye to Ema. I've just been numb.
"W- w- what if she d- doesn't ." I choke out. I hear Christiana sigh but doesn't say anything. She doesn't know this feeling.
"She's my only reason for living!" I cry harder into her arms. She really is my only reason for living. Without her, there's basically no reason.
"why would he do such a thing to me?" I yell tightening the hug a bit.
She pulled away and stared into my weak eyes that have no life inside if them.
"We're going out tonight. We're going to get you drunk and were going to make you feel somewhat better okay? I can't stand to see my best fiend like this. It hurts my heart."
I nod my head slowly as she walks away to my bathroom. Maybe going out and getting completely wasted isn't such a bad idea.
I hear the water turn on and Christiana exits the bathroom. "Now before we do anything, shower. Because you stink like hell since you haven't showered in basically two weeks."
(Harry's POV)
I run into the kitchen to grab Emas bottle of milk out the fridge. "Please Ema ... Stop crying for daddy. Please." I take her from Nialls arms to feed her. But she keeps jerking her head away from the bottle.
"What's wrong with her?!" I yell at the boys who are trying there best to help.
"We don't know Harry, we've tried everything. Feeding her, changing her diaper, pacifier, berping her, playing with her, putting her too sleep but none of it seems to work!" Niall says as I move her up in down to try to calm her.
She hasn't talk at all since she got here. I would have to force her too eat and sleep. I just don't know what's wrong with her.
"Please ema! Tell daddy what's wrong. I'm begging you." I plead to my daughter. I never learned how to deal with a baby who keeps crying non stop. "Do you think she's sick or something?" Niall adds getting fidgety from all the crying.
"wahhhh!!!" She cried loudly once again.
"Please ema, tell daddy's what's wrong. I need to know how I can help you!" I was on the verge of tears. It's a sick feeling when your child is crying and all you want to do is help them but you can't. It hurts so much.
I walk into the bedroom where me and Ema are alone. I lay on the bed and lay her on my stomach where she faces me.
"Please Ema. I'm not going to hurt you. Just tell me what you want or need and I'll give it too you! Please Ema I love you so much and it hurts me too see you cry. Just tell me. Please."
I watch as her tears calm down as her beautiful eyes lock onto mine. "mama." She whispers enough for me to hear.
I was dreading she would ever say that but she did. "What did you say Ema?" I move closer to her in attempt to make sure I didn't hear what I just did.
"Mama. I want mama."
Notes
FIRST CHAPTER! Oh yeah!!! I'm so happy!:)anyways sorry I didn't update earlier. I'm moving today and I had to finish packing... Plus I feel asleep.
I dont know if I would be able to update again today because my new house may not have internet right away ... I don't know but maybe on my phone I can:) so don't go anywhere:)
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