
If you only knew....(Larry Stylinson)
Ashamed
*Harry's POV*
Oh my god. What did I just do? Oh my god oh my god. I look around and nobody is anywhere near us. I grab for Louis' phone out of his pocket. Who do I text that I know will respond. Liam. I send him a quick text telling him that Louis needs help and to come and get him. I look down at Louis. I get down on my knees and put my hand on his cheek and I quickly kiss him with a tear running down my cheek.
"I'm so sorry."
I take off running. I just run. This has never happened. Where I completely forget who someone is entirely. I just, I just don't know.
~3 hours later
All of a sudden its like waking up from a dream that you were conscious for. I stop in my tracks and look around. I recognize where I am. I'm really far away from home. I need someone to come and pick me up. I grab my phone and call Gemma. Its getting really cold and I'm drenched in sweat.
~After the car ride at Harry and Gemma's flat.
Boy that car ride was awkward. As soon as I got in the car she asked me why I was soaked in sweat. I just shrugged and looked out the window. Out of the corner of my eye I saw her just look at me and then start driving again.
"Look Gemma, I didn-"
"Its fine, just tell me when you're ready."
Later that night I just sat in my bed thinking and then I realized that I was crying. I get up out of my bed and cross the hall to Gemma's door. I knock on it quietly.
"Harry you can come in.."
I see her just laying in her bed and her lights were already off.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to wake you, I'll leave."
"No, its fine just come on"
She moved over in her bed and made room for me. I went and laid down. She cuddled me. (but not in a creep way like a mother type of way.) I just broke down and started crying.
"Harry, shhhh, it'll be okay.."
"No it won't Gemma I fucked up. Big time"
"Well, tell me about it and I'll try to help."
So I told her the whole story. Starting from Louis and I kissing to me punching him.
"Huh."
"What?" I turn around to look at her
"I never knew you could punch."
I punch her in the arm playfully.
"Its not funny."
"No it's not. You need to learn how to control your personalities, and apologize to Louis and tell him about your 'problem'."
"How do I do that? Most people don't even think its a real disease."
"Well it is, so you'll just have to convince him. And by the way you and him were acting before this I think he'll be forgiving, hopefully anyway. Now get out of my bed I'm tired."
"Hopefully is the key word. Thank you. I love you. You're the best sister anybody could ask for." I hop out of her bed.
"Oh I know." I look to see her smirking.
"Don't get cocky. Goodnight."
"Night Harry, don't let the bed bugs bite."
*Louis POV*
I wake up on my couch with a pounding headache. I look around and all of the lights are off and I'm covered with blankets. I try to think of what happened to get me here. And then I remember.
Oh my god. What did I just do? Oh my god oh my god. I look around and nobody is anywhere near us. I grab for Louis' phone out of his pocket. Who do I text that I know will respond. Liam. I send him a quick text telling him that Louis needs help and to come and get him. I look down at Louis. I get down on my knees and put my hand on his cheek and I quickly kiss him with a tear running down my cheek.
"I'm so sorry."
I take off running. I just run. This has never happened. Where I completely forget who someone is entirely. I just, I just don't know.
~3 hours later
All of a sudden its like waking up from a dream that you were conscious for. I stop in my tracks and look around. I recognize where I am. I'm really far away from home. I need someone to come and pick me up. I grab my phone and call Gemma. Its getting really cold and I'm drenched in sweat.
~After the car ride at Harry and Gemma's flat.
Boy that car ride was awkward. As soon as I got in the car she asked me why I was soaked in sweat. I just shrugged and looked out the window. Out of the corner of my eye I saw her just look at me and then start driving again.
"Look Gemma, I didn-"
"Its fine, just tell me when you're ready."
Later that night I just sat in my bed thinking and then I realized that I was crying. I get up out of my bed and cross the hall to Gemma's door. I knock on it quietly.
"Harry you can come in.."
I see her just laying in her bed and her lights were already off.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to wake you, I'll leave."
"No, its fine just come on"
She moved over in her bed and made room for me. I went and laid down. She cuddled me. (but not in a creep way like a mother type of way.) I just broke down and started crying.
"Harry, shhhh, it'll be okay.."
"No it won't Gemma I fucked up. Big time"
"Well, tell me about it and I'll try to help."
So I told her the whole story. Starting from Louis and I kissing to me punching him.
"Huh."
"What?" I turn around to look at her
"I never knew you could punch."
I punch her in the arm playfully.
"Its not funny."
"No it's not. You need to learn how to control your personalities, and apologize to Louis and tell him about your 'problem'."
"How do I do that? Most people don't even think its a real disease."
"Well it is, so you'll just have to convince him. And by the way you and him were acting before this I think he'll be forgiving, hopefully anyway. Now get out of my bed I'm tired."
"Hopefully is the key word. Thank you. I love you. You're the best sister anybody could ask for." I hop out of her bed.
"Oh I know." I look to see her smirking.
"Don't get cocky. Goodnight."
"Night Harry, don't let the bed bugs bite."
*Louis POV*
I wake up on my couch with a pounding headache. I look around and all of the lights are off and I'm covered with blankets. I try to think of what happened to get me here. And then I remember.
Update
1/17/14