Just The Little Things
Chapter 3
I hear people trying to talk to me, I can't seem to figure out what they are saying. My eyes are continuously opening and closing. My breathing is un even. I feel cold.
My eyes flutter open, I notice that I'm in a bedroom at Anne's house. I clearly remember what happened a couple of hours or minutes ago. I'm not sure how long I've been out for. Flash backs are still playing in my head, I can't seem to get them out of my head. I still don't know whether Harry wants to be a part of Darcy's life. I guess I'll just have to go down stairs to wait and find out.
I roll around in the bed until I notice a note on the pillow beside me saying, 'Come down stairs when you have awoken'. I wonder who wrote this, it's to neat to be Harry's. I get stumble off the bed and head down stairs. I instantly hear people whispering or talking, I stop where I am and listen. I'm normally not the kind of person who would ear-drop like this, but I feel I need to know what they are talking about since Darcy's with them.
"Honey you have to be honest with Nat, tell her you feel bad. I know you, I know that you feel bad. But this is an opportunity for you to be a great father and raise her with Nat." Anne says before picking Darcy up and feeding her watermelon. I glance over at Darcy, she's smiling cutely at Anne. She was everything I could possibly ask for, I can't believe I got so lucky.
"I obviously want to be a part of her life, I'm just not sure Nat will approve. I've never stopped thinking about her since I broke it off with her." Harry replies with his hands on his forehead. I feel the need to go to them now but I'm petrified.
"Hey, I'm sorry for interrupting your conversation but I think it's best if I go now. I've got a lot to do at home." I say.
I was lying just so I couldn't confront Harry.
"I'll drop you both home, I think we need to talk anyways." Harry says and grabs his keys on the kitchen table.
I roll my eyes before grabbing Darcy and thanking Anne and Robin for taking care of Darcy while I passed out on them. I really didn't want to talk to Harry, he hurt me. I don't think I want him back in my life. I do want Darcy to have a father it's just he left, he gave up on our relationship, what if he gives up on Darcy? I don't want Darcy to be disappointed. I wanted her to have the best life she could possibly ask for.
I put Darcy on my lap since Harry didn't have a car seat. The whole car ride was silent, Darcy was asleep on my lap. She looked like Harry. I have these mixed emotions were I miss Harry and then I don't. I look up to Harry and thank him for the car ride home.
"Aren't we going to talk about this Nat? I really want to uh be in Darcy's life." Harry asks.
I guess talk now then later on, get it over and done with.
"Sure, could you hold her for a second." I ask Harry.
He looks at me for approval to grab Darcy, I nod. He was so careful with her.
INSIDE THE HOUSE TALKING
"Harry I need to know that, if you want to be a part of her life you have to put her before your career before anything. She's your daughter and I think she does need to have a father in her life. But you can't give up like you gave up on our relationship." I ask Harry.
"I know, I miss you like crazy Nat. I was foolish to even give up on our relationship. I promise I will put Darcy before my career." Harry says with tears in his eyes.
"Harry this isn't about our relationship at the moment, I was just saying you better not give up on her. If you break your promise you will NEVER, I mean never see her again." I say before I put Darcy on the couch to sleep.
"You started talking about our relationship Nat. I was trying to express how sorry I am and then it back fires on me, that's why I gave up on us." Harry says throwing his hands up in the air.
"Stop raising your voice Darcy is asleep." I say.
"NO, WHY CAN'T YOU JUST TAKE THE GOD DAMN APOLOGY. YOU'RE SO STUBBORN".
I hear cries and notice that Darcy has woken up.
"I told you to be quiet, now you've woken Darcy up you prick. Get out, I don't want you near Darcy and I for a while. Grow up and come back when you're truly sorry and want Darcy to be a part of your life." I say before opening the door for Harry to get out and slam the door in his face.
My eyes flutter open, I notice that I'm in a bedroom at Anne's house. I clearly remember what happened a couple of hours or minutes ago. I'm not sure how long I've been out for. Flash backs are still playing in my head, I can't seem to get them out of my head. I still don't know whether Harry wants to be a part of Darcy's life. I guess I'll just have to go down stairs to wait and find out.
I roll around in the bed until I notice a note on the pillow beside me saying, 'Come down stairs when you have awoken'. I wonder who wrote this, it's to neat to be Harry's. I get stumble off the bed and head down stairs. I instantly hear people whispering or talking, I stop where I am and listen. I'm normally not the kind of person who would ear-drop like this, but I feel I need to know what they are talking about since Darcy's with them.
"Honey you have to be honest with Nat, tell her you feel bad. I know you, I know that you feel bad. But this is an opportunity for you to be a great father and raise her with Nat." Anne says before picking Darcy up and feeding her watermelon. I glance over at Darcy, she's smiling cutely at Anne. She was everything I could possibly ask for, I can't believe I got so lucky.
"I obviously want to be a part of her life, I'm just not sure Nat will approve. I've never stopped thinking about her since I broke it off with her." Harry replies with his hands on his forehead. I feel the need to go to them now but I'm petrified.
"Hey, I'm sorry for interrupting your conversation but I think it's best if I go now. I've got a lot to do at home." I say.
I was lying just so I couldn't confront Harry.
"I'll drop you both home, I think we need to talk anyways." Harry says and grabs his keys on the kitchen table.
I roll my eyes before grabbing Darcy and thanking Anne and Robin for taking care of Darcy while I passed out on them. I really didn't want to talk to Harry, he hurt me. I don't think I want him back in my life. I do want Darcy to have a father it's just he left, he gave up on our relationship, what if he gives up on Darcy? I don't want Darcy to be disappointed. I wanted her to have the best life she could possibly ask for.
I put Darcy on my lap since Harry didn't have a car seat. The whole car ride was silent, Darcy was asleep on my lap. She looked like Harry. I have these mixed emotions were I miss Harry and then I don't. I look up to Harry and thank him for the car ride home.
"Aren't we going to talk about this Nat? I really want to uh be in Darcy's life." Harry asks.
I guess talk now then later on, get it over and done with.
"Sure, could you hold her for a second." I ask Harry.
He looks at me for approval to grab Darcy, I nod. He was so careful with her.
INSIDE THE HOUSE TALKING
"Harry I need to know that, if you want to be a part of her life you have to put her before your career before anything. She's your daughter and I think she does need to have a father in her life. But you can't give up like you gave up on our relationship." I ask Harry.
"I know, I miss you like crazy Nat. I was foolish to even give up on our relationship. I promise I will put Darcy before my career." Harry says with tears in his eyes.
"Harry this isn't about our relationship at the moment, I was just saying you better not give up on her. If you break your promise you will NEVER, I mean never see her again." I say before I put Darcy on the couch to sleep.
"You started talking about our relationship Nat. I was trying to express how sorry I am and then it back fires on me, that's why I gave up on us." Harry says throwing his hands up in the air.
"Stop raising your voice Darcy is asleep." I say.
"NO, WHY CAN'T YOU JUST TAKE THE GOD DAMN APOLOGY. YOU'RE SO STUBBORN".
I hear cries and notice that Darcy has woken up.
"I told you to be quiet, now you've woken Darcy up you prick. Get out, I don't want you near Darcy and I for a while. Grow up and come back when you're truly sorry and want Darcy to be a part of your life." I say before opening the door for Harry to get out and slam the door in his face.
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12/31/13