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I'm Not Letting You Get Broken

Fourteen

Fourteen ~ Lilli’s POV~ So far on USP’s X Factor journey. We are in the third week of the live shows. And the theme is ‘Heartbreak’, song ‘I’m With You’ by Avril Lavigne. So Brookelynn, Jade and myself are at the X Factor studio, doing one last run through, full dress rehearsals, while Simon sits in his chair at the judging panel. “I’m with you.” Jade finishes the song. Simon stood up from his chair, clapping and grinning, from one ear to another. “That was brilliant girls!” Simon smiles. “Thanks Uncle Simon.” I thanked Simon. “No worries girls.” Simon walks off, out of the arena. We grab our water bottles and sat on stage, with the microphones, still in hands. “Guys. I got some news.” Brookelynn announces. “What is it Brooke?” Jade asks. Brookelynn took a deep breath and sigh. “I am dating the one and only… Liam Payne.” Brookelynn blushes to a deep red colour. I smile and hug her tightly. “Congrats!” Jade squeals. “I’m dating him, not getting married.” Brookelynn giggles. “But you might. You’ll never know.” Jade shrugs her shoulders. “C’mon its Nandos time!” I scream and ran out off stage. ~Nandos~ We made our way to the restaurant, to see Zayn and Niall. With two different girls. My heart stops beating and broke into millions of pieces. I look back at the rest of the girls to see that they know how I’m feeling. “Let’s go back to the house.” Jade mumbles as she walks out of the door, with her head down. I took one last look at Zayn, whose face is getting sucked off from the blonde girl. I felt my world had crashed down on top of me. Tears flew down my face. The door swung shut behind Brookelynn and the rain poured down heavier than before. “Why did the boys have to do that? Right in my face.” Jade sobs. “Niall’s a douchebag.” I grumble. We walk to the door of our room. “Can we leave?” Jade asks. “Nah, we’ll just ignore Zayn and Niall.” Brookelynn explains and opens the door to see Liam and Harry, around Louis, who is crying on the couch. “What happened?” Everyone asked at the same time. “You go first.” Harry gestures. “We caught Niall and Zayn cheating on Jade and Lilli.” Brookelynn told the boys. “What happened to Lou?” Jade says. “Eleanor broke up with him this morning, saying that he’s not her type.” Harry explains as he hugs Louis tighter. “Awe. Louis.” I cried as I walk up to him and hug him. Louis hugs back. “How are you and Jade copping?” Louis wipes his tears away. “Not good.” Jade cries and runs to her room. “Jade!” Liam and Brookelynn shouts as they follow Jade to her room. As soon as the bedroom door shut, the front door opens, revealing Zayn and Niall. I look up at Zayn’s eyes and look back down. “Babe. Are you okay?” Zayn asks me as he sits down next to me. I shook my head. “Why? Did I do something wrong?” Zayn says, leaning in, making his forehead touch mine. “Yes. Yes you did.” I whisper. “What is it? I’ll make it better.” Zayn begs. “You cheated. With a blonde girl sucking your face off. And Niall cheated on Jade.” I shout, making Liam separate us before I punch him. “What-what?” Zayn yells, in my face. My fist, formed in a circle and my hand crashes against Zayn’s jawline. “OW!” Zayn cry in pain. “Lilli! Stop!” Harry shouts, holding me back and Niall squatting next to Zayn. “I saw you Zayn! At Nandos! With Niall, breaking Jade’s heart. You said that you won’t break me! But guess what! You did!” I cry as Harry let me go, so I can run to my room to cry. ~Zayn’s POV~ “I saw you Zayn! At Nandos! With Niall, breaking Jade’s heart. You said that you won’t break me! But guess what! You did!” Lilli cries and runs off to her room. I lay on the floor, rubbing my jaw. “God! My jaw hurts.” I said to Niall. “Why did we even cheat on Jade and Lilli? I told you Zayn that they’ll find out.” Niall protest against me. “Niall! It was your idea too. You said that you HAD friends from Ireland who are normal girls. Not girls that’ll suck my face off!” I argue, jumping back to my feet. “Your right. We should go and see if the girls are okay.” Niall sighs and sits on the tiles. ~ Lilli’s POV~ Crying my heart out is something I wouldn’t do over a boy. But this is different. I love Zayn, but he hurt me. Not hurt, but broke me. A soft knock on the door occur, amusing its Zayn, saying sorry and he’ll fix it. “Go away Zayn.” I said, from my bed. “It’s Harry.” Harry reply. “Come on in.” I smile slightly. The door squeaks open to see Harry. “Hiya babe.” Harry greets me as he sits on the foot of the bed. “Hey Harry.” I smile slightly, sitting up right way. “I just want to see if you’re okay.” Harry says. “Oh. Okay. I’m fine now.” I whisper. “Lilli. I know what he did was wrong. I know how you feel. One of my girlfriend’s, now ex-girlfriend, sees cheated on me when I was on tour in America.” Harry sadly. “How did you cope with it?” I ask more interest in the story. “I couldn’t cope really well with it; I started to… hurt myself.” Harry pulls back his jacket’s sleeve to reveal violent scars on both of his wrists. “Harry! Why would you cut yourself over a girl?” I whisper/shout. “Coz she’s my everything. But I look outside the box and thought that if she’s my girl, she wouldn’t cheat on me. So I moved on. By hanging out with the lads till I find the girl.” Harry half smirks. “But I don’t know how. Zayn and Niall are my mates, but they broke mine and Jade’s hearts.” I told Harry. “Maybe its time to give ‘Zaillia’ a break.” Harry said with no facial expression on his face. “But… I don’t know how to say it’s over.” I sigh. Harry sighs and hugs me tight. “Don’t worry love. Everything will turn out alright.” Harry whispers in my ear. “Thanks Harry, for being here for me.” I kiss Harry’s kissable lips. Harry blinked a couple of times and smiles. Harry leans in and I follow. Our foreheads touching. “Can I have another one?” Harry smirks. I nod my head and Harry seals the deal. Our lips connect in a perfect rhythm. I pulled away, fluttering my eyes open to see Harry blushing. “Awe! Why are you blushing?” I giggle at Harry. “Because when I met you, I want to kiss you. Only if it was for 3 seconds.” Harry blush into a deep red colour. “That’s sweet Harry. And if you wanted to kiss me, you could’ve asked.” I told him, grinning. “Now you tell me.” Harry laughs as some loud, banging knocks comes off the bedroom door. “Come in.” Harry yells as I look up to see Zayn, standing in the doorway. “What do you want?” Harry defends me. “I’m seeing if Lilli’s okay.” Zayn softly says, like, he’s hurt. “I’m fine.” I lied. Zayn looks at Harry than back at me. “Why’s Harry in the same room as you?” Zayn questions me. “Cause he can. Problem?” I reply. “Well, the problem is… that you’re not allowed to kiss your best friend’s ex.” Zayn shouts in Harry’s face. I got up and ran in-between Harry and Zayn. “Stop it!” I yell. Before I know it, Zayn’s fist collides into Harry’s nose. “That’s it Malik.” Harry growl and punch Zayn in the mouth, making Zayn angrier and the boys continue to punch each other. “Zayn! Harr-.” Blood drips from my mouth. I gasp loudly, making the boys stop and look at me with sorriness. “Lilli I’m-.” Zayn stumbles on his words. “Like I said before, you hurt me. I’ve never had feeling for you and never will!” I cried as I walk out of the room and walk to the living room to see Louis, on the couch, wrap in a blanket and watching ‘Love Actually’. I sat on the single couch and hold a towel on my mouth, making sure no blood is coming out of my mouth. “Are you okay babe? We heard yelling.” Brookelynn says as she hugs me tight. “No. I kissed Harry. And Zayn ‘knew’ what’s happening by saying that friends aren’t allowed to kiss each other’s ex. And the lads start to fight and Zayn punch me.” I cried into Brookelynn’s shoulder. “It’s going to be fine. I promise.” Liam hugs me. “Thanks guys.” I sniff. “Lilli. Want to watch a sad movie with us?” Louis spoken. “Sure Lou. Move over.” I got out of Liam and Brookelynn’s arm brace and lay down next to Louis, on the pulled out couch.

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@cuteasabutton1999 Aww! Really? am i really an amazing writer
Mikaela_Malik98 Mikaela_Malik98
9/28/13
update please your an amazing writer