
I'm Not Letting You Get Broken
Thirteen
Thirteen *****************************Liliana's Pov************************** Me and Zayn haven't talk since he found out that I drink. I miss our conversations. Me and the girls flew back to London, to get ready for our first live show performance. Zayn and the lads are going to be watching us. The theme of tonight is... Lastest and Greatest. Simon pick a dancey song for us to start of with, which is..... Change Your Life- by Little Mix. "Hey Lililana. How are ya feeling?' Brookelynn asks me. "I don't know if I can do it Brooke." I cry. "Hey. Your strong and tough. Don't show everyone your weakness." Brookelynn mumbles to me. "I miss Zayn." I sob hard. "He misses you too." Brookelyn says. "Hey guys, we're on." Jade runs around the corner to drag us backstage. ************************Performance (Still Liliana's Pov)******************* (Jade:) She captures her reflection then she throws the mirror to the floor Her image is distorted screaming, "Is it worth it anymore?" (Liliana:) No-oh-oh (Brookelynn:) Are you scared of the things that they might put you through? Does it make you wanna hide the inner you? (Jade:) You’re not the only one so let them criticize, oh oh oh You’re untouchable when you realize, oh oh oh (USP:) Change, change your life, take it all (USP:)We’re gonna stick together, know we’ll get through it all (USP:)Change, change your life, take it all (Liliana: yeah, take it all) (USP:) You’re gonna use it to become what you’ve always known (Liliana: Become what you’ve always known) (Jade:) His body starts to flicker like nobody wants to know his name Just another soul with feelings but nobody's there to feel the pain (Jade:) No-oh-oh (Liliana:) They can rip you, bring you down, down to their size But they will never get to the heart you hold inside (Jade:) Mm, mm, mm (Brookelyn:) You’re not the only one so let them criticize, (Jade:) oh oh oh (Brookelynn:) You’re untouchable when you realize (Jade:) oh oh oh (USP :) Change, change your life, take it all (Liliana: take it all) (USP :) We’re gonna stick together, know we’ll get through it all (Liliana: I know we'll get through it all) (USP :) Change, change your life, take it all (Liliana: yeah, take it all) (USP :) You’re gonna use it to become what you’ve always known (Liliana: become what you’ve always known) (USP :) Change, change your life, take it all (Liliana: Change your life and take it all) (USP :) Change, change your life, take it all (Liliana: Change your life and take it all) (USP :) You got a right to show the world Something never seen We wanna hear you scream it out You’re not alone (Liliana :) Oh, whoa Oh, yeah (USP :) Change, change your life, take it all (Liliana: take it all) (USP :) We’re gonna stick together, know we’ll get through it all (Jade: we're invincible) (USP :) Change, change your life, take it all (Liliana: change your life and take it all) (USP :) You’re gonna use it to become what you’ve always known (Liliana: become what you’ve always known) *************************************************************************** Everyone stands up, cheering and screaming our band's name. I look around and I spot Zayn. My face drop and I look at my feet. I had another look before the judges tell us if we did a good job or not. I look up and see Zayn smiling widely. With the other boys, screaming our names and waving at us. "Girls. That was amazing. If you keep this up, you'll win this completion!" Danni screams. Everyone cheers loudly and we stood there smiling like idiots. "Guys. Shh. That was an amazing voice, but it didn't look like Liliana's into the performance." Louis Walsh said. Boos. My face fell and I look at the ground, tears flowing down my cheeks. "But it was a good start to your live shows." Louis said finishing up what he had to say. "Liliana. Don't listen to Louis; he is just being a douchebag." Simon barks, defeating me. Everyone screams very VERY loudly. "That was brilliant. I hope you friends from One Direction is watching this. I know how close you girls are close to them. And Liliana, I hope you and Zayn are doing well." Simon smiles and we walk off stage. *********************************Zayn's Pov********************************* After hearing the remark that Simon has to say, the lads and I laughed. "Wanna go backstage?" Liam asks. We nod our heads and walk out of the crowd. We walk to the backstage door; we open the door to see Liliana crying into Jade's shoulder. I watch Jade, trying her best to calm Liliana down. I shut the door and see the boys with confused looks. "Harry, can you go in and see if Liliana alright before I go in?" I plead Harry. "No Zayn. She's your girlfriend, not mine." Harry argues back. He's got a point. "Okay. Your right Haz." I smile. I open the door and see that they're gone. I walk in with the boys behind me. "Guys. I think we should practise our song for next week?' I heard Jade said. "Okay. But do you know what song it is.?" Brookelynn asks. "Yeah, what is it?” Liliana barks. "We're doing Let It Land- Tonight Alive." Jade tells everyone. "Did ya say Tonight Alive?" Niall walks in. I face palm myself. "Niall!" I whisper/shout. "Hey Nialler?" Jade squeals as she hugs him. I shrug my shoulders and follow the boys. "Hey Liliana." I smile as she pulls me into a hug. "Hiya babe." She mutters into my neck. "I've missed you." I cried as I hold her tight to my body. "I've missed your voice." Liliana cries. "I've got to go. They're going to announce whose going and who’s staying now." Liliana smiles as she pecks my lips and walks off with the other girls. "See ya babe." I whisper. ***********************Liliana's Pov************************************* "And the act that’s leaving tonight is..... Samuel Kenton." The host says. We are Safe!
9/28/13