Distorted (A Niall Horan Story)
Chapter 48
*Niall POV*
Alice passed away? It can’t be… she was fine yesterday, but today… God, why? Why did You have to take some part me? Why? I’m yet ready for her to leave me; rather, I never want her to leave my side forever. Damn it! I rub my head hard and groans unconditionally. I’m really going crazy. Crazy because of her. I finally found someone, but she was straightly taken away from me. Why won’t everybody want me to be happy? Why, just please tell me why, would everybody hurt her?
I heard Louis is calling my name, but I didn’t say a thing to Louis. “Niall,” he called my name once again, “do you love her?” he asked. Silly question to asked, the answer is obvious. “Yes, for Pete’s sakes, yes, Louis! I love her forever and always.” I answered. Louis pats me on my back, “I won’t say I know how you feel, because I don’t. But, I bet it really hurts. I would be sulking like you are if that happens to my beloved.” He chuckled, “Yet, I guess, I can’t still picture how it hurts you right now.” I couldn’t answer Louis. “Have you checked on her?” he asked. “What do you mean?”
Louis shrugs, “I don’t know, have you asked the nurses whether Alice in the mortuary list?” Yes, wait, no, I haven’t. “No, and wait for a moment.” I ran to the nurses and asked for the list, “Alice Williams… Alice Williams…” I have checked the list countless times, but I can’t find her name on the list, “excuse me ma’am,” I asked one of the nurses, “have you seen the girl from room 1007? Alice Williams, she has a brown and wavy hair.”
The nurses whispers to each other then they finally got the conclusion, “um, if we weren’t wrong, she went out from the hospital around 5 am, this morning?” my eyes widen, even just a little bit of hope, just a little bit would do, “where to?” One of the nurse shrugs, “I’m not sure, but I think she went to the west side.” West side… west side… where could’ve she gone to… Jesus! “Thank you, thank you so much!” I bow to the nurses then ran to the west side like the nurses told me. I don’t care how many miles I have to run, but if it’s true.. if it’s really her, I wouldn’t mind.
I stops running and stares at one thing only, one thing. A girl stands while holding the hand rail, watching the snow falling down to the river. Long wavy brown hair, it shines because the sun reflects to her hair. “Alice..” I said the name. The girl with the long brown wavy hair turns her face around and look at me. Alice Williams…
“Who are you?”
Alice passed away? It can’t be… she was fine yesterday, but today… God, why? Why did You have to take some part me? Why? I’m yet ready for her to leave me; rather, I never want her to leave my side forever. Damn it! I rub my head hard and groans unconditionally. I’m really going crazy. Crazy because of her. I finally found someone, but she was straightly taken away from me. Why won’t everybody want me to be happy? Why, just please tell me why, would everybody hurt her?
I heard Louis is calling my name, but I didn’t say a thing to Louis. “Niall,” he called my name once again, “do you love her?” he asked. Silly question to asked, the answer is obvious. “Yes, for Pete’s sakes, yes, Louis! I love her forever and always.” I answered. Louis pats me on my back, “I won’t say I know how you feel, because I don’t. But, I bet it really hurts. I would be sulking like you are if that happens to my beloved.” He chuckled, “Yet, I guess, I can’t still picture how it hurts you right now.” I couldn’t answer Louis. “Have you checked on her?” he asked. “What do you mean?”
Louis shrugs, “I don’t know, have you asked the nurses whether Alice in the mortuary list?” Yes, wait, no, I haven’t. “No, and wait for a moment.” I ran to the nurses and asked for the list, “Alice Williams… Alice Williams…” I have checked the list countless times, but I can’t find her name on the list, “excuse me ma’am,” I asked one of the nurses, “have you seen the girl from room 1007? Alice Williams, she has a brown and wavy hair.”
The nurses whispers to each other then they finally got the conclusion, “um, if we weren’t wrong, she went out from the hospital around 5 am, this morning?” my eyes widen, even just a little bit of hope, just a little bit would do, “where to?” One of the nurse shrugs, “I’m not sure, but I think she went to the west side.” West side… west side… where could’ve she gone to… Jesus! “Thank you, thank you so much!” I bow to the nurses then ran to the west side like the nurses told me. I don’t care how many miles I have to run, but if it’s true.. if it’s really her, I wouldn’t mind.
I stops running and stares at one thing only, one thing. A girl stands while holding the hand rail, watching the snow falling down to the river. Long wavy brown hair, it shines because the sun reflects to her hair. “Alice..” I said the name. The girl with the long brown wavy hair turns her face around and look at me. Alice Williams…
“Who are you?”
6/25/13