Distorted (A Niall Horan Story)
Chapter 43
*Niall POV*
What have I done? Those words just slipped from my mouth. I hurt her, deeply. I opened the pocket watch that Alice gave me earlier, the glass was cracked because she threw it before, but that’s not the point. My eyes can’t stop staring at the photo inside. It’s the photo of me and her. She took my picture I don’t know when, and she added her own self picture, it’s very obvious she uses photoshop with it, but it’s still cute. We never have our picture taken together.
I called Wenzel a minute ago to let him explain what they were doing when I was away. Wenzel told me everything. He told me, every time he went with her; there are no times when she didn’t talk about me. But, I hurt her. I’m despicable. I even believed even for a second what Jayson told me, I even doubt her even for a second, when she believe in me the whole time. I took a deep breath, and called her, however, she doesn’t pick up her call, so I just leave a voice message to her, “Alice, I won’t say sorry, but I want you to know that I regret what I’ve done to you. You have all the reasons to be mad, to hate me, even I hated myself. I was jealous, thinking that he could make you happier than I could. I was wrong. I’m in no position to state your happiness. You are the one. I won’t say it all here, so please, come to our usual place. I’ll wait you there until you come.”
After I hung the call, Louis open the door of our studio, “Hey, mate, where’s everyone?” I shrug, “I don’t know.” Louis sighs and he took a seat beside me, “Nialler, don’t worry about it. She’s only one girl, there’ll be many more out there, you got lots of options, you know, prettier than her.” I smiled to him and look him in the eyes, “You may be right,” Louis blinks his eyes, “I am?”
*Alice POV*
I’ve been crying for hours and these tears just keeps falling down. I can’t believe Niall did that to me. But, what’s sadder is, I’m the one who let him doubt me. I let him thinks that I was in love with someone else. It wasn’t his entire fault, if I wasn’t hanging out with Wenzel, hung his call, he wouldn’t think like that. I’m so foolish. Not to mention, when I turn the TV on to comfort me, the gossip about me and Niall has spread out. I don’t know how did they got my number, but I received lots of messages about I broke his heart, using him, etc. But, there’s one text really strikes my heart
“This world might be a better place if you just go and die. Niall wouldn’t be in a place where he’s struggling to stand up for himself and the band.”
What she said was rude, but I can’t deny that. I wipe my tears off, and went out from my flat. I need some air.
What have I done? Those words just slipped from my mouth. I hurt her, deeply. I opened the pocket watch that Alice gave me earlier, the glass was cracked because she threw it before, but that’s not the point. My eyes can’t stop staring at the photo inside. It’s the photo of me and her. She took my picture I don’t know when, and she added her own self picture, it’s very obvious she uses photoshop with it, but it’s still cute. We never have our picture taken together.
I called Wenzel a minute ago to let him explain what they were doing when I was away. Wenzel told me everything. He told me, every time he went with her; there are no times when she didn’t talk about me. But, I hurt her. I’m despicable. I even believed even for a second what Jayson told me, I even doubt her even for a second, when she believe in me the whole time. I took a deep breath, and called her, however, she doesn’t pick up her call, so I just leave a voice message to her, “Alice, I won’t say sorry, but I want you to know that I regret what I’ve done to you. You have all the reasons to be mad, to hate me, even I hated myself. I was jealous, thinking that he could make you happier than I could. I was wrong. I’m in no position to state your happiness. You are the one. I won’t say it all here, so please, come to our usual place. I’ll wait you there until you come.”
After I hung the call, Louis open the door of our studio, “Hey, mate, where’s everyone?” I shrug, “I don’t know.” Louis sighs and he took a seat beside me, “Nialler, don’t worry about it. She’s only one girl, there’ll be many more out there, you got lots of options, you know, prettier than her.” I smiled to him and look him in the eyes, “You may be right,” Louis blinks his eyes, “I am?”
*Alice POV*
I’ve been crying for hours and these tears just keeps falling down. I can’t believe Niall did that to me. But, what’s sadder is, I’m the one who let him doubt me. I let him thinks that I was in love with someone else. It wasn’t his entire fault, if I wasn’t hanging out with Wenzel, hung his call, he wouldn’t think like that. I’m so foolish. Not to mention, when I turn the TV on to comfort me, the gossip about me and Niall has spread out. I don’t know how did they got my number, but I received lots of messages about I broke his heart, using him, etc. But, there’s one text really strikes my heart
“This world might be a better place if you just go and die. Niall wouldn’t be in a place where he’s struggling to stand up for himself and the band.”
What she said was rude, but I can’t deny that. I wipe my tears off, and went out from my flat. I need some air.
6/25/13