Distorted (A Niall Horan Story)
Chapter 28
*Alice POV*
I hold my hand; I’m trying to stop myself from crying. This morning, when I turned on the TV, I saw Niall and his lads are on TV, because I have nothing to do, I watched it. And suddenly it came to my relationship with Niall. I thought he had given up on me. I thought he was just playing with me, if I left he would just let it go. But, no. All this time, he is searching for me. Like yesterday. I had to lie to me. I didn’t realize that he was beside me. When he holds my hand again, I felt so secured. But, I lied to him, so he would let me go. Oh, how am I so foolish? I moved far away from where I used to live for Niall. I want him to find a better person. And, I was afraid of falling deeply in love with him. He’s famous, and I… what do I have? Nothing, and I have a very terrible background, he should’ve known that by now.
But, I can’t help this anymore. I really had fallen to him, “Honestly, I don’t need someone who sees the good in me. But, she is someone who sees the bad in me, and she still accepts me. That is why I fell in love with a girl name Alice Williams.” I holds my mouth even tighter, “ Well, my point is, I will never give up on something I really want. Its hell difficult to wait, but worse to regret. ” I can’t hold back the tears anymore. I didn’t know he treasure me this much. I didn’t know all of those. What have you done, Alice?
I rushed to open my flat’s door, and run to his studio, I have to find him, I have to find Niall.
*Niall POV*
Thank Goodness, I manage to answer all of those deadly questions. I thought I can’t make things better, but I felt really good now. I hope she watched it, but I won’t hope too much. “Niall,” called Harry from the back. “I’m really proud of you, mate.” He said while giving me a high five. I laughed, “Thanks. I thought I might screwed up that time.”
Harry shrugs, “I can’t imagine that. Oh by the way, where have you been yesterday, Liam was looking for you.” I bit the tip of my tips, “it’s hard to say where I have been— oh dang!” Harry lift his eyebrows, “what?” I slap my forehead, “where’s the key?” I tried to search the key to Alice’s fat in my pocket, but it’s not there. “Bloody hell! I forgot to locked the door!”
“What? What door— hey, Niall! Where are you off to?” I yelled as I ran away. This is totally not good. If I lost the key, there is no way Alice will be able to go there anymore. I rush to Alice’s flat as I can, and when I have arrived, the door was open for a little bit. I haven’t closed the door? I open the door widely as I can, and I saw a pair of shoes. I didn’t see any pair of shoes before. As I entered the rooms, I didn’t see anyone, after that, the last place I go is kitchen. My eyes can’t even believe what I saw.
A girl turns her head around to me then she smiles. I can see her eyes are reddening, maybe she was crying before. I slowly walk towards her, trying to figure out if this is a dream or not. “Alice is that you?” I asked. She smiles and nods slowly. “It’s me, Niall.”
I stands up right in front of her, slowly, my hand reach to her face, holding her cheek as if I don’t really believe she’s here, then I hugs her tightly. “Alice… I can’t believe this. You’re back..” Alice replied my hugs as she cried loudly, “I’m back, Niall. I’m back.”
I think, this is the happiest moment of my life. I don’t want to let her go. I don’t want to lose her again. Finally, you are back by my side.
*Additional Chapter – Letter which Alice wrote for Niall*
Dear, Niall
By the time you’re reading this, I won’t be there anymore. I’m sorry for leaving without saying to you face to face, because I know, I won’t be able to. Niall, the time that we had spent together, are my happiest moment. I can never imagine the life in London without you. You were there for me, you always be there when I need you. But, sometimes, maybe most of the time, I failed you. I made you sad, I’m sorry. Niall, I wanted you to know that you’re special to me. No matter how long it takes, I can never forget you. You’re cute, and nice, you can find a better person someday. I wish you all the happiness in the world.
p.s: I will still be here, in London
Love,
Alice Williams
I hold my hand; I’m trying to stop myself from crying. This morning, when I turned on the TV, I saw Niall and his lads are on TV, because I have nothing to do, I watched it. And suddenly it came to my relationship with Niall. I thought he had given up on me. I thought he was just playing with me, if I left he would just let it go. But, no. All this time, he is searching for me. Like yesterday. I had to lie to me. I didn’t realize that he was beside me. When he holds my hand again, I felt so secured. But, I lied to him, so he would let me go. Oh, how am I so foolish? I moved far away from where I used to live for Niall. I want him to find a better person. And, I was afraid of falling deeply in love with him. He’s famous, and I… what do I have? Nothing, and I have a very terrible background, he should’ve known that by now.
But, I can’t help this anymore. I really had fallen to him, “Honestly, I don’t need someone who sees the good in me. But, she is someone who sees the bad in me, and she still accepts me. That is why I fell in love with a girl name Alice Williams.” I holds my mouth even tighter, “ Well, my point is, I will never give up on something I really want. Its hell difficult to wait, but worse to regret. ” I can’t hold back the tears anymore. I didn’t know he treasure me this much. I didn’t know all of those. What have you done, Alice?
I rushed to open my flat’s door, and run to his studio, I have to find him, I have to find Niall.
*Niall POV*
Thank Goodness, I manage to answer all of those deadly questions. I thought I can’t make things better, but I felt really good now. I hope she watched it, but I won’t hope too much. “Niall,” called Harry from the back. “I’m really proud of you, mate.” He said while giving me a high five. I laughed, “Thanks. I thought I might screwed up that time.”
Harry shrugs, “I can’t imagine that. Oh by the way, where have you been yesterday, Liam was looking for you.” I bit the tip of my tips, “it’s hard to say where I have been— oh dang!” Harry lift his eyebrows, “what?” I slap my forehead, “where’s the key?” I tried to search the key to Alice’s fat in my pocket, but it’s not there. “Bloody hell! I forgot to locked the door!”
“What? What door— hey, Niall! Where are you off to?” I yelled as I ran away. This is totally not good. If I lost the key, there is no way Alice will be able to go there anymore. I rush to Alice’s flat as I can, and when I have arrived, the door was open for a little bit. I haven’t closed the door? I open the door widely as I can, and I saw a pair of shoes. I didn’t see any pair of shoes before. As I entered the rooms, I didn’t see anyone, after that, the last place I go is kitchen. My eyes can’t even believe what I saw.
A girl turns her head around to me then she smiles. I can see her eyes are reddening, maybe she was crying before. I slowly walk towards her, trying to figure out if this is a dream or not. “Alice is that you?” I asked. She smiles and nods slowly. “It’s me, Niall.”
I stands up right in front of her, slowly, my hand reach to her face, holding her cheek as if I don’t really believe she’s here, then I hugs her tightly. “Alice… I can’t believe this. You’re back..” Alice replied my hugs as she cried loudly, “I’m back, Niall. I’m back.”
I think, this is the happiest moment of my life. I don’t want to let her go. I don’t want to lose her again. Finally, you are back by my side.
*Additional Chapter – Letter which Alice wrote for Niall*
Dear, Niall
By the time you’re reading this, I won’t be there anymore. I’m sorry for leaving without saying to you face to face, because I know, I won’t be able to. Niall, the time that we had spent together, are my happiest moment. I can never imagine the life in London without you. You were there for me, you always be there when I need you. But, sometimes, maybe most of the time, I failed you. I made you sad, I’m sorry. Niall, I wanted you to know that you’re special to me. No matter how long it takes, I can never forget you. You’re cute, and nice, you can find a better person someday. I wish you all the happiness in the world.
p.s: I will still be here, in London
Love,
Alice Williams
6/25/13