Distorted (A Niall Horan Story)
Chapter 14
*Niall POV*
“Niall, you know you shouldn’t. What if people in here saw you hanging in here? You must ruin your reputation, and I don’t want that. I’m sorry, Niall, but don’t go in here anymore.” I can’t believe she said that. At that very moment, I almost lose myself, I might break. But, “Alice,” I called her name, “It’s not for them to decide who I hang around with. I can go wherever I want to. If I want to hang around your place, it’s not them to decide that. I don’t care about my reputation, so you don’t have to worry about that. Besides,” I smile, “hanging around your place is the best thing.” I don’t how will she takes it, but if she doesn’t want me to come no matter what, then I won’t. Maybe she’s just not for me.
I thought wrong. Tears started to flow to her cheek, even she has wiped it, and it keeps flowing. I made her cry. I’ve promised myself, I won’t make her cry because of me. Without thinking any second, I pull her body to mine, and I hugged her very tightly. She cried on my shoulder, “I’m sorry, Niall,” she said while she’s crying. She squeezed my shirt tightly like this morning. For heaven’s sakes, I made her cry twice in a day. “I didn’t mean to…” she mumbled in her cries, “please don’t hate me, I... I don’t have anybody here.”
My hand can’t even hug her more tightly than this, “it’s okay, Alice, it’s okay,” I said while rubbing the back of her hair, “You have me here.” That word just slipped from my mouth; however, Alice may not hear that since she doesn’t say anything. Really, God, please, let me be with her. I don’t want to do this, but I’m afraid anybody might spot me here, and it’ll lead to a chaos in this moment. So, I pulled her and get her inside her flat. I closed the door again and wipe the tears from her eyes. “Alice, I’m begging you, please don’t ever say for me to leave your side again, ‘because I won’t, ever.”
Alice nods slowly, “I just thought that I’m not even worth to have you by my side.” She sniffs. I smiled for a moment, “You’re worth more than that, Alice.” I put my hands in her cheek, and I closed my eyes slowly and I’m about to kiss her lips, but this is not the right time. I don’t want her to be shocked or anything, so I kissed her forehead and hug her tightly. “Please don’t let go,” Alice said under her breath, but I can still heard what she said. I buried my face in her neck, “I won’t let you go.”
“Niall, you know you shouldn’t. What if people in here saw you hanging in here? You must ruin your reputation, and I don’t want that. I’m sorry, Niall, but don’t go in here anymore.” I can’t believe she said that. At that very moment, I almost lose myself, I might break. But, “Alice,” I called her name, “It’s not for them to decide who I hang around with. I can go wherever I want to. If I want to hang around your place, it’s not them to decide that. I don’t care about my reputation, so you don’t have to worry about that. Besides,” I smile, “hanging around your place is the best thing.” I don’t how will she takes it, but if she doesn’t want me to come no matter what, then I won’t. Maybe she’s just not for me.
I thought wrong. Tears started to flow to her cheek, even she has wiped it, and it keeps flowing. I made her cry. I’ve promised myself, I won’t make her cry because of me. Without thinking any second, I pull her body to mine, and I hugged her very tightly. She cried on my shoulder, “I’m sorry, Niall,” she said while she’s crying. She squeezed my shirt tightly like this morning. For heaven’s sakes, I made her cry twice in a day. “I didn’t mean to…” she mumbled in her cries, “please don’t hate me, I... I don’t have anybody here.”
My hand can’t even hug her more tightly than this, “it’s okay, Alice, it’s okay,” I said while rubbing the back of her hair, “You have me here.” That word just slipped from my mouth; however, Alice may not hear that since she doesn’t say anything. Really, God, please, let me be with her. I don’t want to do this, but I’m afraid anybody might spot me here, and it’ll lead to a chaos in this moment. So, I pulled her and get her inside her flat. I closed the door again and wipe the tears from her eyes. “Alice, I’m begging you, please don’t ever say for me to leave your side again, ‘because I won’t, ever.”
Alice nods slowly, “I just thought that I’m not even worth to have you by my side.” She sniffs. I smiled for a moment, “You’re worth more than that, Alice.” I put my hands in her cheek, and I closed my eyes slowly and I’m about to kiss her lips, but this is not the right time. I don’t want her to be shocked or anything, so I kissed her forehead and hug her tightly. “Please don’t let go,” Alice said under her breath, but I can still heard what she said. I buried my face in her neck, “I won’t let you go.”
Notes
I think so far, I think this chapter the best! I kinda make this relationship slow, since.. Niall is a bit shy here (in real life as well), so... hope you likes it, next chapter will be coming soon!thanks for reading, and sorry for grammar errors
6/25/13