
Does sad end?
Just another day
Liam pov: Just another day at school. I hate school. I never talk,so I am a easy target to bully. I had a friend,but I can not talk about it. I just get bullied all the time. I really want to be normal, but like I am told, I am horribale. Everyone hates me. My mum killed herself. Most likely because she hates me and never wants to see me again. I am always sad. I can not help it. I am called evil things that I knew I was not. Knew. Now I get told that so often, it is really easy to believe. I wish that I would die. I know other people want me to. Shane really wants me gone. I live with my dad. Well not really. He is always gone. My brother is in a gang and calls me a burden. He told me to fuck off and he never wants to see me again. So that is okay with me. I really wish someone would get me. But no one does. Even the counseler hates me. I used to be popular. But that was 10 years ago. I was 7. But as the years grew on, I became hated. What did I do to deserve this? Does anyone love me? Wait, let me awnser that. NO! People act like I have no opinion and no choice. Like I am not human. I wish I was not a wimp, a loser, a shy guy. I deserve this. I made my mum die for godness sakes! My dad said that she left a note,but he always keeps it with him and is always gone. Finally the bell rings. Time to go home. I checked my locker before I left and opened it. Tons of notes that say things like"go to hell" and "die, you deserve to!" These notes sink into my brain. I really should die. I run home and I am stopped by someone. My main bully, Shane. He is famous on youtbe and I watched a few of his videos, and he is really funny! But he hates me, which is pretty sad. On youtube, no one knows that it is me,so I can really be myself, but not a single person can like that. I wish people could accept me. I really do. That is impossible. I see Shane is really mad at me. He says" get the fuck out of here faggot. I am about to film here. You should be glad I am not in the mood to beat you up." "B-b-bye!" Why am I a wimp. And why did I say bye? What is wrong with me? Oh right, EVERYTHING!!!!!!! I walk away and see Lisa. I kinda like her,but I can never talk to her because she is Shane's girlfriend. I really should go.
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9/23/13