Song for the chapter: Hunter Hayes - Wanted

I was kissing Harry Styles.

I never kissed anyone before. What was I doing?

The first second I started to panic. I did not know what to do. But Harry took the lead.

He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him. His tongue was grazing my lips, before he slipped against my teeth.

I could not think, not breathe, not feel anything else than him. His lips on mine.

He still smelled like coffee, rain and chocolate. Our lips touched again slightly for one more time, before we stopped. I was looking up to him, realizing I was standing on my toes.

He starred at me, still his arms around my waist. Someone whistled prurient and I got back to reality. Lots of people were staring at us.

“Oh...”, I swallowed, “I am...sorry.”

My head was bumming and my knees were shaking under my weight.

“I just have to...”, I laid my body on the sink. Too much alcohol.

“She drunk too much”, I heard Taylor say.

“Taylor it is her first party here. How much did she had?”, Connor asked outraged.

“I don`t know. She was acting normal the whole time...”, Taylor answered.

The started to fight and I thought that the real reason was not me being drunk. The music and the loud talking people that tried to be even louder than the music did not really helped my buzzing head. I wanted to sit down for a second.

“Oh, hey”, Harry said as I tried to.

“Taylor, Connor I think she needs some air”, I heard him say with his sexy, oh so sexy accent.

“Alright, Clary we get you out of here, okay?”, Taylor asked close to my ear. I wanted to answer, but was too confused to.

Harry and Taylor were backing me, as we where crossing the floor to the front door. The cold air outside the house felt really good on my warm face.

“Are you okay?”, Taylor asked. I nodded.

“I am just feeling really shacky”, I said with a thin voice.

“Alright, I will look for my car keys”, Taylor said. I heard her argue with Connor again.

“You wanna leave now already?”, Connor asked.

“I have to. Someone have to make sure she comes home safe”, she answered. I guess they had plans to spend the night after the big party.

“Taylor, you do not have to...”, I started my sentence, when Harry interrupted me.

“I drive her home”, he said. Taylor and Connor stared at him. Just like me.

Connor nodded after a few seconds, being okay with that. Harry did not waited for Taylor`s permission, he already started to push me softly down the driveway to his car.

“Harry!”, Taylor shouted and I heard her follow us. I just wanted to go home. Harry opened the door and helped me in.

“Do you think that is such a good idea?”, Taylor asked. They were standing in front of my door, but did not really seemed to have realized that I was still there.

“I know where she lives and I did not drank a swallow alcohol tonight. I think I saw you with a cup in your hand”, Harry said.

“She just kissed you in front of lots of people”, Taylor said.

“She had too much alcohol”, he responded.

“And you think that is all?”, Taylor asked.

“Please Taylor, she has to go to bed. I make sure she does, okay?” He seemed to get angry.

“You promise me? Her parents left for the weekend so no one else will.”

“I promise”, Harry said determinate.

“Fine”; Taylor sighed. Harry walked around the car to get in.

“Hey, Clary. I am sorry you drank too much. Harry takes you home, okay? I call you tomorrow”, she said giving me a kiss on the check.

“Alright”, I said tired. I heard Harrys door shut and left the lights from Connors` house behind us.

Harry did not say a thing, he just turned up the heat and pulled a CD in. It was a slow, pretty song, but I was to exhausted to ask what the name was.

When we came to my house Harry helped me out. He was pulling out my keys and opened the door. I got inside and turned on the lights. I blinked against the brightness.

“My room is upstairs”, I confirmed Harry, before I started to made my way up.

“Wait, let me help you”, he said and suddenly picked me up. He carried me all the way up.

“This is my mine”, I said pointing to my door. He let me me down and I got inside. Iuw, it was freezing cold. I sat down on my bed, already throwing my shoes in a corner of the room.

“I need something to change into”, I said.

“Wait a second”, Harry said looking through my closet. He handed me over a big sweater.

“And can you do me one more favour?”, I asked.

“Sure, whatever you need.”

“My sisters` room is next to mine. Can you just check if she is already back from her little fun trip?”, I asked.

“I am on my way”, Harry said already on his way leaving my room. I took the time to get out of the tight dress and change into the sweater. I felt a lot better from that second. But my head was still buzzing. Harry came back into my room.

“She is sleeping like a big baby”, he said smiling. “Alright”, was all I answered. At least I did not had to worry about her tonight.

“You should sleep now”, Harry said. I suddenly got panicky again.

“I can`t! I am always feeling so lost and alone. Everybody is always leaving. My parents are gone for the weekend, for the days and the evenings and my friends already forgot about me, my mum left my dad and I did the same to him as well and my sister is doing what she wants, also leaving me behind”, I said.

I was overreacting I knew, but I just could not stopped myself from complaining about my situation, since I felt vulnerable and scared of being alone in a state like that.

“Hey, hey”, Harry said calmly. He sat down next to me on my bed.

“I will not leave you, okay?”, he said. “Just lay down.”

I did what he told me. He covered me up and sat down next to me, before he started to point circles on my back.

“I will not leave you, okay, but you have to sleep now, Clary”, he said quietly. I nodded.

I felt safe like never before in my life. His fingers left some warm lines on my back.

“Harry?”, I whispered.

“Hmm?”

“I am sorry”, I said.

“For what?”, he asked.

“Bumping into you at the cafe”, I answered.

He laughed and asked: “Not for kissing me?”

“I am not sorry for kissing you”, I said enjoying the sound of his laugh.

“That is good”, he said. It was the last thing I could remember, before I fell asleep.

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