She laughed hilarious and touched his arms and shoulders the whole time. Harry smiled back at her and looked like he was really entertained by her cute giggle. She took his hand and pulled him to the dance floor. He refused to first, but gave in soon.

I watched her dance. No, I corrected myself and called it rubbing. Because that was what she was doing. She rubbed her body against Harrys` and started to dance like a slut.

Harry seemed to enjoy it and I felt sick. I walked over to the bar and ordered a vodka. I tossed it down and ordered another. And another. Then Gemma came and handled me a piece of the cake and it ate it as well.

The cake was good, but not in combination with the vodka. I hurried to the bathroom again and emptied my stomach.

I got out of my cabin with shaky legs and frowned again as I saw her standing in front of the mirror, checking on her look. I walked to the sink net to her and started to wash my hands.

“Oh, hey. Aren`t you the girl with the unfitting dress from last weekend?”, she asked me and I glanced at her. Who does she thought she was?

“I think I am”, I snapped.

“Well, at least it fits now”, she grinned at me.

“Listen”, I turned to her, “you`re beautiful and I think we`re both aware of that fact, but I love Harry. I really do and I care way to much about him to shut up about that.” She raised her eyebrows and checked my body again like she was trying to find out what Harry liked about me any ways.

“I don`t even know your name and I have any idea what you are talking about”, she said, pretending to be dumb. I rolled my eyes and passed her body on my way out of the toilet.

Bitch. Cunt. Whore. I spotted Harry at the bar and walked straight to him.

“Can we talk?”, I asked.

“Hey, sure”, he replied confused and I made my way through the people out of the building.

“I was looking for you”, Harry uttered and I turned to him, staring at him angrily.

“Oh, you were? To me it looked like you had a lot of fun without me”, I snapped at him.

He stared at me in a perplexed way and I asked him: “What were between you and Stella?” He seemed to understand and touched my hand softly.

“She`s a good friend of my sister and that`s the way we got to know each other”, he tried to explain.

“No, I mean: Did you two had sex?”, I got clearer. His face turned to an apologetically mask.

“Damn it!”, I let out in a frustrated sigh. I had hoped so bad for the other answer.

“Clary, that`s about a year ago and it was only sex! Nothing real!”

“And with me? Is it for man than just sexual?”, I asked angry and injured.

“It is! I love you, Clary! The sex is juts something, which comes along with that. Don`t be hurt because of something I did before I even knew you!”, he pleased me.

I close my eyes. “She`s so pretty”, I whispered.

“She`s nothing in comparison to you”, Harry got angry. “Damn it, Clary. Just believe me for once, when I say you are beautiful! You face and your body are perfect and you should recognize the looks the boys and girls give you, when you walk in a room!”

I looked at him with tears in my eyes and his face was blurred.

“I don`t feel pretty”, I mumbled quietly.

“Why don`t you?”, his voice was softly again.

“People used to tell me, when I was younger and at some point I guess I started to believe them”, I whispered.

He placed his finger under my chin and lifted up my head. I stared in his green eyes.

“Clary, you are perfect the way you are. I love you exactly for the way you look and talk and laugh and dance, when you think no one watches you”, he said urgently.

I decided I can believe him, just for the fact that he was perfect to me as well. I loved him. Everything about him.

“You don`t know what you mean to me. I`m afraid you will let go.”

“I won`t. Especially not for Stella”, he said and laughed at the imagination. And then he kissed me. Kissed me so long that I thought I`ll suffocate.

“You like to dance know?”, he breathed against my skin.

“Like nobody`s around?”, I grinned.

“Except me”, he whispered and I was okay with that.

Notes

My birthday´s TOMORROW! That means less than three hours. :o
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