Forbidden
Chapter 9
Veronicas POV
I opened my eyes, Only to be blinded by the sunlight streaming through the window, My head was pounding. Wait, I didn't drink that much did I ? I was fairly certain I'd only had a couple of vodkas. I rolled over to check the time and saw that it was almost 11am, there was a note from Liam on the clock saying that he had to leave to go meet Danielle. I got up, showered http://www.polyvore.com/broken_heart_broken_dreams/set?id=98957834 and headed downstairs in search of some food.
Mikey was sat at the table cradling a cup of coffee. I poured myself a bowl of cereal, trying my best to ignore the fact that Michael was there.
'my heads banging' He groaned
'Well that's not my problem' I snapped, I grabbed a spoon and left, I couldn't even stand to be around him let alone have a conversation with him. I didn't know what I was suppose to do to stop it, he won't listen to whatever I have to say and my mum isn't due back from America for at least another two weeks. I was scared, we knew first hand what happens when you start heading down that road. Our cousin Josh died last year because of drugs, no one saw it coming, we knew he smoked weed but it was obviously worse than anyone could of guessed, he was found by the police collapsed and beaten in an alley. He always got on really well with Mikey and he was a mess when he died, barely ate or anything and these last few months he's been okay up til now. I'm angry that he'd even consider being friends with people who do drugs let alone actually doing them himself. I wiped away the fallen tears and checked my phone for messages, I had one from Iz.
'Hey Ronnie, Ice Cream Cafe at 12? xx'
I contemplated not going but if I didn't I'd have to stay here with Michael and I really did not want that, plus I did need to talk them about the Niall incident , In fact I needed to talk to Niall about that but he hadn't seen me so I didn't really know how to bring it up and honestly I didn't want to.
'sure :) xx'
I got to the cafe in about 10 minutes and I decided to go and sit inside out favourite booth as I was about 15 minutes early, I decided to text Niall while I waited.
'we need to talk' he replied almost instantly
'I know' well I wasn't expecting a response like that, he must know that I know somehow, unless he thinks its about something else?.
'Hey Ron' Becka greeted, she was early aswell.
'Hey'
'alright?'
'not really you?'
'why what's wrong? and well I have a date with Ash tomorrow so'
'I saw Niall kissing some blonde last night, and awww yay so it went well?'
'oh, so what're you gunna do? and yeah it did' she seemed really happy that things well and I felt bad for talking about the Niall problem, but she's my bestfriend and if I didn't talk to her then who would I talk to?
'I text him saying that we needed to talk and he just goes 'I know' so' I replied
'oh' was all she had to say. The rest of the girls arrived then and I quickly filled them in.
'Ron' Sonia said
'what?' I knew something was up by her tone of voice.
'Luke also saw him kissing some girl, but I'm pretty sure she wasn't blonde' she mumbled.
I let out a groan of frustration, but in all honesty I was hurt, there were so many questions running through my head and there was only one person who could answer them.
'guys I'm gunna go, I've got some work to do'
'Feel better soon Ron' Iz said as I left.
I made my way to the library where I knew I could at least be in peace for an hour or two. I settled myself down in the corner with a book and my music.
Some while later I was brought back to reality by a tap on the shoulder, I turned around to see Niall standing there looking hungover and pissed off.
'you in hiding or what?' he asked
'something like that' I was trying to not to sound upset but I don't think my plan worked.
'so you said you wanted to talk?' he questioned
'uh, yeah but not here' I said gesturing to the people working
'lets go someplace else then' he said turning to leave, we settled down a table in the nearby costas.
'so' he said in an attempted to break the silence.
'yeah'
'whats up ?' he asked, this made me angry for some reason, like he goes around kissing different girls and doesn't even show any sign of guilt
'like you don't know' I snapped
'well duh, I wouldn't ask if I knew would I?' he hissed, oops I think I poked the bear just a little too much.
'I saw you last night, with that girl' I rushed
'oh' his expression turned from angry to confused to sadness maybe I couldn't quite tell.
'yeah oh, except, well it was more than one wasn't it?' I gestured
'I was drunk'
'Bullshit' I spat out, mind you at least he wasn't denying it.
'okay fine so I was kissing those girls. but why would you care?'
'are you kidding me right now' I spoke a little too loudly
'well it's not like we're dating is it ?' he spat back
'You're bloody unbelievable' I hissed back at him as I stood up to leave, I wasn't going to stick around for this.
'shit, look just stay and let me explain?' he offered
'why so you can say you're sorry and let me run back to you?'
'not exactly' he spoke
'forget it' I said storming out. I made it back to my house as quick as I could, and decided to run myself a nice hot bath to relax.
I opened my eyes, Only to be blinded by the sunlight streaming through the window, My head was pounding. Wait, I didn't drink that much did I ? I was fairly certain I'd only had a couple of vodkas. I rolled over to check the time and saw that it was almost 11am, there was a note from Liam on the clock saying that he had to leave to go meet Danielle. I got up, showered http://www.polyvore.com/broken_heart_broken_dreams/set?id=98957834 and headed downstairs in search of some food.
Mikey was sat at the table cradling a cup of coffee. I poured myself a bowl of cereal, trying my best to ignore the fact that Michael was there.
'my heads banging' He groaned
'Well that's not my problem' I snapped, I grabbed a spoon and left, I couldn't even stand to be around him let alone have a conversation with him. I didn't know what I was suppose to do to stop it, he won't listen to whatever I have to say and my mum isn't due back from America for at least another two weeks. I was scared, we knew first hand what happens when you start heading down that road. Our cousin Josh died last year because of drugs, no one saw it coming, we knew he smoked weed but it was obviously worse than anyone could of guessed, he was found by the police collapsed and beaten in an alley. He always got on really well with Mikey and he was a mess when he died, barely ate or anything and these last few months he's been okay up til now. I'm angry that he'd even consider being friends with people who do drugs let alone actually doing them himself. I wiped away the fallen tears and checked my phone for messages, I had one from Iz.
'Hey Ronnie, Ice Cream Cafe at 12? xx'
I contemplated not going but if I didn't I'd have to stay here with Michael and I really did not want that, plus I did need to talk them about the Niall incident , In fact I needed to talk to Niall about that but he hadn't seen me so I didn't really know how to bring it up and honestly I didn't want to.
'sure :) xx'
I got to the cafe in about 10 minutes and I decided to go and sit inside out favourite booth as I was about 15 minutes early, I decided to text Niall while I waited.
'we need to talk' he replied almost instantly
'I know' well I wasn't expecting a response like that, he must know that I know somehow, unless he thinks its about something else?.
'Hey Ron' Becka greeted, she was early aswell.
'Hey'
'alright?'
'not really you?'
'why what's wrong? and well I have a date with Ash tomorrow so'
'I saw Niall kissing some blonde last night, and awww yay so it went well?'
'oh, so what're you gunna do? and yeah it did' she seemed really happy that things well and I felt bad for talking about the Niall problem, but she's my bestfriend and if I didn't talk to her then who would I talk to?
'I text him saying that we needed to talk and he just goes 'I know' so' I replied
'oh' was all she had to say. The rest of the girls arrived then and I quickly filled them in.
'Ron' Sonia said
'what?' I knew something was up by her tone of voice.
'Luke also saw him kissing some girl, but I'm pretty sure she wasn't blonde' she mumbled.
I let out a groan of frustration, but in all honesty I was hurt, there were so many questions running through my head and there was only one person who could answer them.
'guys I'm gunna go, I've got some work to do'
'Feel better soon Ron' Iz said as I left.
I made my way to the library where I knew I could at least be in peace for an hour or two. I settled myself down in the corner with a book and my music.
Some while later I was brought back to reality by a tap on the shoulder, I turned around to see Niall standing there looking hungover and pissed off.
'you in hiding or what?' he asked
'something like that' I was trying to not to sound upset but I don't think my plan worked.
'so you said you wanted to talk?' he questioned
'uh, yeah but not here' I said gesturing to the people working
'lets go someplace else then' he said turning to leave, we settled down a table in the nearby costas.
'so' he said in an attempted to break the silence.
'yeah'
'whats up ?' he asked, this made me angry for some reason, like he goes around kissing different girls and doesn't even show any sign of guilt
'like you don't know' I snapped
'well duh, I wouldn't ask if I knew would I?' he hissed, oops I think I poked the bear just a little too much.
'I saw you last night, with that girl' I rushed
'oh' his expression turned from angry to confused to sadness maybe I couldn't quite tell.
'yeah oh, except, well it was more than one wasn't it?' I gestured
'I was drunk'
'Bullshit' I spat out, mind you at least he wasn't denying it.
'okay fine so I was kissing those girls. but why would you care?'
'are you kidding me right now' I spoke a little too loudly
'well it's not like we're dating is it ?' he spat back
'You're bloody unbelievable' I hissed back at him as I stood up to leave, I wasn't going to stick around for this.
'shit, look just stay and let me explain?' he offered
'why so you can say you're sorry and let me run back to you?'
'not exactly' he spoke
'forget it' I said storming out. I made it back to my house as quick as I could, and decided to run myself a nice hot bath to relax.
The media never focuses on the other boys, just Harry, the other boys must hate not getting all the same attention
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