New Years Eve.
Why Can't You Want Me Like The Other Girls Do?
-Charlotte’s POV-
“I’ve done something terrible.” I admitted to Lydia after I closed the door behind the both of us.
Lydia nodded her head for me to continue.
“I lied...”
Silence.
She just stared at me.
Daring to tell her something she already knew.
“Last night... I was with Harry.”
Nothing. She didn’t even yell.
“He asked me to come to a party with him... so I said yes. He said just as friends. He got me incredibly drunk... he even persuaded me to smoke weed Lyd. I was a mess. But, that’s all I remember from last night.”
She sighed... I took that as a sign for me to finish the story.
“I woke up this morning... and... Harry was... I was...
we had sex.”
All Lydia had to do was shake her head before I burst into tears, realizing how bad I’d actually been. I felt her arms wrap around me and pull me tight against her chest and rub my back to calm me down.
“Shhh.” She whispered. “It’s alright. We all make mistakes. I’m not denying what you’ve done is bad. It’s very bad. I think it’s best you tell Niall. But, I know how much you like him and I know it was a genuine mistake.”
I pulled away and look up at her.
“He’ll hate me.” I whispered shakily.
She smiled at me. “He’ll hate you more if you don’t tell him.”
I sighed. I knew what I had to do. “Okay, will you send him in?”
Lydia nodded before leaving the room to go get Niall.
To put it bluntly. I was shitting it.
I had about a minuet to compose my self before Niall entered the room and immediately threw his arms around me and kissed my head.
“What’s up baby?” He asked me softly.
That made it so much worse.
The fact he’s such a sweetheart.
The fact I didn’t want to upset him.
The fact I couldn’t break up the band.
The fact a small part of me wanted him to be upset.
I wanted him to want me.
I knew I wasn’t his girlfriend. I was just so used to being the center of attention that I expected him to fight for me in away.
But, the look in his eyes when I told him changed my mind...
“and well... we must of had sex.”
The words echoed around in the silence that filled the room and it chocked me. It actually hurt to be stood in such a close perimeter to him.
It was an uncomfortable silence.
The kind no one likes.
Niall stared at me for a minuet straight before I managed to speak.
“Say something... please.” I whispered
And just like that Niall’s expression changed from confusion to anger. He flew out of the kitchen and when I heard the front door slam and shouts of his names echo out of the living room I sank to the floor and cried.
Niall didn't even realise he had me wrapped around his fucking finger.
“I’ve done something terrible.” I admitted to Lydia after I closed the door behind the both of us.
Lydia nodded her head for me to continue.
“I lied...”
Silence.
She just stared at me.
Daring to tell her something she already knew.
“Last night... I was with Harry.”
Nothing. She didn’t even yell.
“He asked me to come to a party with him... so I said yes. He said just as friends. He got me incredibly drunk... he even persuaded me to smoke weed Lyd. I was a mess. But, that’s all I remember from last night.”
She sighed... I took that as a sign for me to finish the story.
“I woke up this morning... and... Harry was... I was...
we had sex.”
All Lydia had to do was shake her head before I burst into tears, realizing how bad I’d actually been. I felt her arms wrap around me and pull me tight against her chest and rub my back to calm me down.
“Shhh.” She whispered. “It’s alright. We all make mistakes. I’m not denying what you’ve done is bad. It’s very bad. I think it’s best you tell Niall. But, I know how much you like him and I know it was a genuine mistake.”
I pulled away and look up at her.
“He’ll hate me.” I whispered shakily.
She smiled at me. “He’ll hate you more if you don’t tell him.”
I sighed. I knew what I had to do. “Okay, will you send him in?”
Lydia nodded before leaving the room to go get Niall.
To put it bluntly. I was shitting it.
I had about a minuet to compose my self before Niall entered the room and immediately threw his arms around me and kissed my head.
“What’s up baby?” He asked me softly.
That made it so much worse.
The fact he’s such a sweetheart.
The fact I didn’t want to upset him.
The fact I couldn’t break up the band.
The fact a small part of me wanted him to be upset.
I wanted him to want me.
I knew I wasn’t his girlfriend. I was just so used to being the center of attention that I expected him to fight for me in away.
But, the look in his eyes when I told him changed my mind...
“and well... we must of had sex.”
The words echoed around in the silence that filled the room and it chocked me. It actually hurt to be stood in such a close perimeter to him.
It was an uncomfortable silence.
The kind no one likes.
Niall stared at me for a minuet straight before I managed to speak.
“Say something... please.” I whispered
And just like that Niall’s expression changed from confusion to anger. He flew out of the kitchen and when I heard the front door slam and shouts of his names echo out of the living room I sank to the floor and cried.
Niall didn't even realise he had me wrapped around his fucking finger.
Notes
SO CHARLOTTE REALLY LIKES NIALL, AWKSCharlotte's feelings for Niall are basically based around this song (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r0bS-YnLf4s) old but I love it sorry...
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