-Harry’s POV-
After Charlotte left it was a little awkward so I thanked Ed for the party and made my way back to our place. I was a little pissed off to say the least that Charlotte wanted to keep our 'sexcapade' a secret, but there was nothing else I could do but agree. Not that I wanted to show her off. I really liked her... BUT SHE really liked Niall...

apparently.

I slumped into the sofa and brought out my Diary...

‘Charlotte.’ I wrote. 'Why can’t you want me like the other girls do? They stare at me while I stare at you.’

I sighed and chewed the end of my pen for a while then began to write again.

‘I simply want you more because you look the other way.’

I sat in silence for a while until the front door flew open. I absentmindedly closed my diary and hid it behind the cushion on the sofa... I then looked up to see a very angry Niall... and that was the last thing I saw before I felt a sharp blow to my face.

My hands instantly flew up to my face as I screamed out in pain.

"WHAT THE FUCK MAN?!" I yelled at him.
"What the fuck?" Niall responded. "WHAT THE FUCK?! YOU FUCKING TOOK ADVANTAGE OF CHARLOTTE AND YOU BLOODY WELL KNOW IT." He said, before he punched me again, this time in the gut.
"What?!" I said in confusion.
Niall grabbed me by the collar and shoved me up against the wall, I pushed him away before he had the chance to punch me again.
"STOP NIALL" I yelled. "Calm down. Lets talk about this maturely."
"MATURELY?! ARE YOU SHITTING ME HARRY. YOU FUCKING USED HER WHEN YOU KNEW I LIKED HER?!" Niall was getting more and more worked up the more I retaliated to his yells, so I put my hand on his shoulder and let him calm down a little.
I looked down at the floor, but the next thing I heard I was not expecting.

He was fucking crying.

"I really fucking like her man. I've never felt like this about a girl before... and you go and get her drunk and high as fuck, I mean..." Niall sighed as if he knew he was about to hit a sensitive spot in me. "She was just another mindless shag to you." He said the last part quieter
"OH FUCK Y- I started, but he cut me off.
"You're immature and selfish Harry and you need to grow up. We've all had enough of you sleeping around, smoking and drinking excessively before shows now. Just promise me one thing mate..."
I sighed, I couldn't be arsed to argue with Niall. He'd annoyed me beyond belief and I just wanted him to fuck off now.
"Stay the hell away from her Haz, please..."
I sighed... there was an awkward silence in the room.
"I like her a lot too Ni..."
Niall stood up, his fists balled up by his sides, knuckles white in anger.
"Stay away from her Harry. She made a mistake ok?!"
And with that he left.

I stood up from the sofa and just had to let my anger out. I yelled at the stop of my voice to relieve some of the tension. I hoped all the boys weren't pissed at me, but I was expecting it.
I pulled out my cigarettes and lit one in my mouth before taking a deep inhale. I walked over to the docking station and put on the most relevant song I could find and the moment before pacing the living room looking back on the situation at hand.

I liked Charlotte a lot. She was beautiful, funny and outgoing. She was way more than just a mindless shag.

I grabbed a bottle of whiskey and downed it. I grabbed another and walked over to the wall, leaned against and sunk down to the floor.

oh-oh-oh-oh, I got a love that keeps me waiting.

I'm a lonely boy.

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