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Lost Love (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 3

-Rose's POV-

I get in my car and put my head in my hands. Why does he do this to me? He always comes in at the worst time, and he can't do that. He can't try to come into her life now after not being in it for two years. She is already confused enough, he can't make it harder for her.

I finally put my car in gear and roll out of Erin's drive. I race the road to get to work, and get there with some time to spare. I get out of the car and jog to the front door. I say a quick hello to the receptionist, and walk to my little cubicle. I throw my bag down, and get my laptop out.

I work as a freelance writer for the local newspaper, and I love it. It was a good job, and reference for what I want. My dream is to finish UNI and get a job at a prestigious fashion magazine.

I open my laptop and pull up my work. I stare at it for a good twenty minutes, and not a single word was written. I laid my head on my desk, and bawled my eyes out. Every memory comes flooding in, and even if I tried they still came through.

*Flashback*

I look in his eyes, the moonlight giving them a light glow. I smile and he gives me a confused look.

"Do you know how beautiful your eyes are?" I say quietly brushing the back of my hand to his cheek.

"They are just green eyes, nothing too special," he shrugged.

"Harry they are so gorgeous, they show your emotions. When your happy they are bright green, and when your sad they turn a faded gray. But when your mad, they turn a dark green and it's so pretty. " I explain to him and his face lights up.

"Rose, your eyes are the best. Your piercing blue eyes caught me from the first time I saw you. When your happy they are ocean blue, but when you're mad they turn this light almost white color that lights up your whole face." he said with such excitement, and lightly kissed my lips.

"Harry lets just stay in bed like this forever," I whispered in his ear.

"Babe, I would do that any day," He said in a husky voice that sounded oh so nice. He pulls his hands on my waist and pulled me closer to his body. I wrapped my hands around his neck. He placed his soft lips onto mine, and we kissed to a perfect sync. His his was hungry, and needy for this kiss which made me want him more. He kissed down my jaw line sucking at my sweet spot, leaving a purplish mark below my ear. I rolled my head back giving him more area to kiss, and he gave small kisses all over. He inched down my neck leaving small love bites here and there, and came to my chest. He pulled my shirt over my head to give him more coverage, and he inched down my body leaving kisses in clusters down my chest and stomach.

He came back to my face and kissed my lips sweetly, "I never wanna leave this bed."

*Flashback Ends*

I cry at my cubicle, and just let out all my frustrations. How could he just abandon me like this? Then when it's convenient for him to swoop back in. He can't keep toying with my life. I'm happy with a loving boyfriend, and a lovely daughter, and him coming him into my life makes everything so much harder.

I hear a knocking on the small dividing walls of the small office. I turn around to see Olivia with an apologetic smile. Besides Ezra and Erin, she was one of the only who knew about Harry and I besides what was read in the tabloids. She has been there for me, and I was so grateful to have her there for me.

"Hey babe, is everything ok?" he said in such a thick southern accent. Yes, she wasn't from here. She was from the deep south in America, so she had that sweet southern accent. I think that's what made me love her even more.

"People just always try to ruin everything for me, and don't think about the consequences later." I said through my sobs.

"What's going on, hun?"

"Harry decides to show up at Violet's daycare, and he finds out everything. From me keeping her to who she calls daddy."

"Oh baby girl," she pulled me into a long hugging. She always knew how to cheer me up, even in the worse situations. There was a knock on my wall, and turned to see the receptionist, Amy.

She smiled shyly, "Hey Rose, there is someone here for you."

I look at Olivia and she gives me a nervous smile, "If anything happens you know I'm here."

I shrug, and get up. I follow Amy to the front of the building. My mind goes blank once I see his tall figure and curly hair. My blood starts to boil and my fists start to clench at my sides. So he decides to show up at my work too? He smiles and Amy leaves. He notions me to sit on the couch in the front room, and I obey.

"Rose, we really need to talk," he said in a monotone voice.

I sigh, "About what, Harry? What could I tell you and it not coming out bad? I had your child, and kept it a secret from you! How worse can it get then that?" I start to tear up as I get more angrier.

"The worse thing is that I wasn't there for you! I did the worst mistake ever, and that is what kept my daughter away from me. I'm not angry at you for keeping her away, the only thing I'm upset about is that I didn't do anything to help. I'm more upset at my actions than yours."

I was taken back by his explanation. He felt bad for me, for doing this on my own. When did he get a change of heart? This man in front of me wasn't the man I left almost three years ago, he had changed.

"I'm really sorry, Harry. I know it was bad decision to keep Violet from you, but I just did it for her own well being. It wasn't about me, it was about her. I didn't want her to see her father with every girl on the face of planet, and calling them mummy. I just couldn't subject her to that. I was just trying to protect her."

He looked a little hurt by my words, but I need to get them out. Now I just feel a huge weight lifted off my shoulders.

"Rose, the only reason I saw these girls was to try to get over you! But nothing could help. I tried and tried but nothing worked. When you left, I've never been the same since. I got tired of not having you or knowing where you were, so I hired a private detective to find you. But when I found out you had a child and a boyfriend, I realized you moved on. And that I've lost my chance with you forever." His eyes filled with sadness and hurt that I couldn't look.

"Harry, I thought of you everyday. Everyday. When you came on the radio or the Telly, I cried my eyes out. You were on every news station or magazine stand that I couldn't get you out of my head." I started to sob, and he wiped the tears streaming down my face. Then he hugged me. He pulled me into the heartfelt embrace and it felt real and perfect. This felt so whole again, better than any feeling I've had. He just let me cry on his shoulder, wetting his dark shirt. He stayed like this for about ten minutes, just holding each other.

He finally pulled away and looked into my blue eyes, "I love you Rose, and I've never stopped. Don't you ever forget that. I know I hurt you very badly, but I want to fix things. I want this, I want to be able to hold you in my arms at night, and kiss you every second I can. I need you back in my life, and I can't function without you."

I smiled, his spiel seemed so honest and raw. I wanted him, but I couldn't have him right now.

"Can we just start over? Where I just met you, and we just talked for hours like we knew each other since we were born? How about friends, and see where it goes from there." I said with excitement in my voice.

He smiled so wide I thought his face would crack, "Well if that's the case, Hi, I'm Harry. Nice to meet you." he stuck out his hand, and I giggled. I shuck his hand slowly, and he brought me into another hug.

"This is how it's suppose to be, with you in my arms," he whispered into my ear.

And that's when I realized, I still love him.

Comments

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10/26/14

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3/20/14
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10/13/13
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