Zoe's P.O.V.
I woke up in Niall's arms, and immediately felt special, had a feeling that I hadn't had in months.
So, I'm assuming you want to know what I'm talking about.
For about four years, I've been hopelessly depressed.
It might not seem like that, because I have Orion and my sister and I do social things.
But, sadly it's true.
In the past four years I've tried committing suicide around fifteen times.
To some, that would be a lot but to others it wouldn't.
I've tried everything. Pills, hanging, starving myself, shooting myself, but I haven't been able to follow through with it, or someone has gotten me to the hospital before my body shut down.
I became depressed because of a few reasons.
Throughout highschool and middle school I was bullied relentlessly.
Online and in person.
Also, when I was fifteen, my father killed himself.
Shot himself in the throat, with me in the room next to his.
I'm never, ever going to get that image out of my head.
Ever since then, my mother stopped eating. She lost over forty pounds, weighing in at ninety pounds and she was 5"10'.
Eventually, she became hopeless and jumped off a bridge. She died before I could even say goodbye.
I had no friends for most of my life, and lived with my aunt who I'm sure hated me.
I was glad to get away when I turned 18 and could buy my own place.
So now you know my story, and I why it is so important to me that Niall likes me. It makes me feel wanted, and like I have a place in the world.
but the thing is- I'm still depressed, but only three weeks clean..

Niall's P.O.V.
I felt Zoe move slightly, and opened up my eyes.
"Oh, hey, sorry," she said.
"It's okay," I smiled. "Good morning beautiful."
she smiled, and planted a kiss on my lips.
"hey handsome."
"want donuts?" I asked, "there's a Krispy Kreme right down the street." I hope she loves food too.
"Donuts would be great!" she said.
I sat up. "I'll go grab some and you make some coffee here." I said.
"ok," she grinned, and go off of me.
She was wearing a large sweatshirt with, I think, only underwear.
when did she change? why did I care, it's hot.
She winked at me and walked into the kitchen.
I got up and changed, then left to get donuts.

Zoe's P.O.V.
I think I flirted pretty well. I could feel his eyes on my bum as I walked to the kitchen.
Score, I love when a guy I like stares at my ass, and I'm not being sarcastic.
I started to make coffee, and heard Niall say, "Be right back babe!" as he left to get donuts.

Notes

mmmmm he stared at her ass?!?
hope you guys liked it, sorry it was short. the next chapter will be a lot longer
xx Marina