Mia’s POV

Once I opened the door there stood a nervous looking Liam.

I decided that I’m not going to see my family… yet.

Liam needs me here even when I feel the need to leave. I can’t just pack up and go.

But that doesn’t mean that if I get hurt again that I won’t leave without a second thought because I will.

I’m hoping Liam will come clean about last night though. If he doesn’t then I’m just getting closer to actually leaving. I want him to be honest with me. We have been honest with each other this entire week. I trust Liam with pretty much my life but if he’s not honesty with me then I don’t know if I can ever trust him anymore. Even though I know what happened between him and Sophia, I’m curious to see if he will tell me anyways.

To be honest, I don’t think I can ever be the same that I was with Liam as before.

He’s hiding his love for Sophia behind my back.

I wonder if he’s going to tell me that he no longer needs me.

If he does, then I won’t argue about it.

The part of me that has always been trying think positive and happy is gone and I don’t think it’s coming back anytime soon because of him.

Liam studies my face as I’m lost in my own thoughts, staring blankly at him. He looks down at his feet and sighs as I say nothing to him while I still hold the door open.

“Can we talk?” He asks me softly.

I nod stiffly and move aside so he can come in. He gives me a nod back and walks in quickly.

I leave the door open and watch as he stands by the end of my bed. I look down as I walk to the bed and sit down with my hands on my lap.

Liam hesitates for a second before following my actions.

It’s quiet for a few minutes. I can feel his eyes are on me as I continue to look down at my fingers. I’m not going to speak first, wasn’t he the one who wanted to talk to me?

“Mia… I’m sorry,” Liam finally speaks.

My eyes only flicker up to see his face for a second which contains a frown and sad eyes. I quickly go back to studying my fingers.

This seems to annoy him that I’m not looking at him because he takes a hold of both of my hands. The feeling of having his hands in mine makes me almost cry. It’s been a day and a half since he’s done a nice gesture like this. I’ve missed his touch so much.

“For what?” My voice comes out scratchy. I clear my throat and look at him.

“Because I was a jerk to you and I yelled at you when I should’ve let you explain what had happened. It was wrong of me to say those things that I said about you as well. I let my anger get in the way, I’m really sorry,” he says giving my hand a small squeeze.

I bit my bottom lip and nodded slowly. I know he was sorry, but that didn’t mean I would forget the way he acted.

“Please say something.” He begs as he moves closer to me.

“I’m sorry too. I promise you that the kiss meant nothing to me. I didn’t know Harry liked me in that way, I mean if he still does because I’ve made it clear to him that I was upset about it.” I explain and he gives me a small smile. “Liam, what you said… It really did hurt. You know about my past and reasons to why I am the way I am. You know that I’m here for you, not for Harry, not for your fame which I clearly didn’t know about either.”

“I know, I immediately regretted it the moment the words came out but I couldn’t help it,” he sighs and kisses my knuckles softly. “Are we OK now?”

No, I don’t think we ever will be.

“Is there anything else we need to discuss since we’re being serious?” I ask hoping he’ll come clean.

He gulps nervously but shakes his head ‘no’. I wish I could call him ‘liar’ and tell him I know but I won’t. Maybe there’s a reason he won’t tell me. Maybe because he doesn’t want to hurt my feelings –too late- or he could be telling me about it another time but I really wish he would tell me now. My trust in him right now is not at 100%.

“OK…” I frown mentally.

Within a second, I’m in Liam’s arms -with my heart melting instantly- and he holds me tight too his chest. His face is dangerously close to mine.

“I’ve missed having you in my arms…” He whispers.

The image of Liam holding Sophia last night pops into my head I feel my heart split in two. It may have been almost two days since he’s held me, but it’s only been a couple of hours since he held her. I suddenly don’t find this gesture to be sweet anymore, it feels wrong.

I hold in my tears and Liam seems to notice as he frowns and pulls his face away just a little bit.

“What’s wrong?” He asks worryingly.

I shake my head and smile weakly. “I’ve just missed you too…” I lie but also tell the truth. I have missed him but that’s not the reason I have the need to cry.

He gives me a sorrowful look and holds me tighter to his body. I try to push away the disturbing imagines away but I can’t.

Liam slowly lays us down and I just watch him carefully as he does the same to me.

One hand comes up to meet my cheek as he slowly strokes it.

“Why are you wearing makeup?” His tone is gentle and curious.

Before I can respond, he speaks again. “You don’t need makeup, you are beautiful without it.”

I blush at the compliment and shake my head at him. He sighs and says its true but I know it’s not because I saw how I looked this morning, it was not good.

We don’t speak, only hold each other.

“You know what else I’ve missed?” Liam says.

I have a feeling where this is going…

“This,” and with that, my face is brought to his until our lips meet.

This kiss felt different somehow. Again, it felt almost painful that his lips were last on Sophia and it didn’t seem so special to me, I didn’t feel special anymore I guess.

But I couldn’t pull away.I craved for his lips.

The kiss got deeper as he slipped his tongue into my mouth and I groaned. It was starting to feel a little hot in here.

One of his hands cupped my face and the other made its way down my chest and stomach until it went under my shirt. I jumped a little at the contact of his warm hand on my bare stomach- I always loved the feeling of his hands on me.

He drew small circles just below my bellybutton and then his hand traveled to my waist. He gave it a small squeeze and I squealed, making him chuckle deeply which seemed to turn me on. His lips left mine I was left gasping for air as he continued to use his lips on me. He kiss down my jaw and the side of my neck until he found the spot on my collarbone that always had me whimpering and leaving wanted more. He kissed it delicately and then attacked the spot. I groaned and closed my eyes as he began to lick and suck. My hands went to his hair as I tugged it a little and I earned a moan from him. I grinned and let him have his way with me.

His hand went up to my breasts and he gave my left one a tight squeeze. I bite my bottom lip and let him feel my breasts.

When I felt his lips left my neck, I whimpered and opened my eyes. I looked into his brown ones but they seemed to be almost black now.

“I’m going to make you feel so good baby…You’ll be begging me for more.” He growls sensually and my eyes widen at his words. Where did this Liam come from?

He smirks down at me and reaches for my shirt and pulls it off in a second. He eyes my chest and licks his lips, I nearly moan at this. We both pull apart and he tells me to sit up which I do, and he unclips my bra. Once I’m half naked for him, his mouth comes in contact with my breasts. I throw my head back and moan in delight.

He tells me, no, he orders me to rub him. I don’t hesitate to bring my hand to the now grown bulge in his pants. My hand rubs up and down on the throbbing spot.

He moans and continues to work at my breasts.

When I work fast on him, he tells me he’s almost at his high but I stop not wanting him to come yet.

He pulls away from my breasts and kisses down my body and pulls off both my jeans and panties at the same time. Liam tosses my clothes onto the side and brings his lips to my thighs. He kisses and teases me as I just continue watching him.

I gasp as his mouth comes to my core. I’m left moaning and whimpering as his tongue explores all inside me. My fingers become tangled into his hair.

“Say my name Mia,” Liam says.

I’m unable to respond when his fingers are now in me, pumping in and out.

My hips meet his touch. I’m trying to keep my eyes open so I can look at him but the pleasure is so much that they become closed.

He licks fast and his fingers go in deeper.

“Say my name now,” he demands again and works harder.

“Liam!” I scream and lose control of myself completely. Liam pulls his fingers out and lets me regain my breathing. I let my eyes flutter open and he just smiles at me. I close my eyes for what felt like a minute or so before I felt Liam on top on me.

“If you thought this was over, you’re wrong, love,” Liam says seductively and I shiver. Before I can say anything else, his large throbbing member is pushed inside by surprise.

“Fuck!” I swear and throw my head back onto the mattress. He thrusts into me hard, not at all slow and gentle as usual. This side of Liam has never been shown in bed before but I like it.

The faster he goes the deeper he’s in and I’m feeling overwhelmed by the pleasure.

He suddenly picks up my legs up and puts them over his shoulders.

I moan loudly at the new angle as he thrusts into me. He goes slower but the thrusts are still rough.

“You are mine Mia. Not Harry’s, not anybody’s, mine!” Liam grits his teeth as he hold my hips tighter as he thrusts harder this time. His forehead contains beads of sweat and his muscle arms flex every time he pulls me up with his thrusts. I feel so lightheaded and yet I have never felt this good before. “Say it!” He almost begs now.

“I’m yours Liam!” I barely make out due to losing breath.

“Fuck you feel so good. Do you like it rough Mia?” He asks me with each thrust he makes.

“Yes!” I whimper and moan. Liam groans and shakes as his orgasm peeks through- and so does mine.

We’re both sweating and panting. My body is all tingly and stiff. Liam pulls out and puts my legs back down onto the mattress and gives me a sweet kiss. I know the sweet Liam is back and as he connects are foreheads.

“You unleashed a new side of me today,” he chuckles and I giggle. “I guess make up sex is the best.”

“I guess so… Will that side of you come back?” I ask with a grin on my face. He kisses my nose and a bubbly feeling forms in my stomach.

“Only if you want him to,” he says seductively.

“I enjoyed it,” I admit to him but feel myself blush.

“I enjoy being with you,” he says and my heart nearly stops at his response.

I totally got distracted with Liam that I forgot about him being with Sophia.

Does he mean he likes being with me because he has feelings for me or he likes being with me as in only for the sex?

I give him a fake smile and peck his lips before suggesting we take a little nap.

“Are you OK?” He asks as he pulls me into his arms. I don’t lay my head on his chest though.

“Yeah, I’m fine.” I lie and close my eyes.

Notes

Hey guys! So I just wanted to let you know that the story will be ending soon as in maybe 10 chapters or less. I know, I know, I'm sad it's almost coming to an end already but don't worry I plan on writing more stories after this one!

OH AND I CANT BELIEVE ZAYN IS 21 TODAY! WAH! :(

Anyways, thanks for reading, I love you all <3

- Amanda (Flightless_Bird)


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