Wrecking Ball
Chapter 29
Harry has kissed me. I can’t deny I’ve missed his soft lips against mine as I traced my fingers over where he has just made his mark. At this moment in time I feel nothing but love for Harry even after all his has done but that’s definitely the alcohol talking.
It suddenly hits me what he has done. He has just kissed me after what he has done to me. I can feel the anger bubbling up inside me beginning in my feet and finishing in my cheeks turning them a bright shade of red.
Before I knew what was happening my feet were carrying me out of the bathroom and back to our table where Harry, Niall and Grace were laughing and chatting. As I approached the table Niall and Harry stood for me like gentlemen.
‘Sit down.’ I almost barked at Niall. I’m not in the mood for his bullshit.
Harry stayed standing and stared at me. His cheek was now a lovely shade of purple and I smiled at that knowing I was the cause of it.
‘Samii.’ Harry held his hand out for me to sit but I slapped it away. I could feel everyone’s eyes on me in the restaurant but I didn’t care.
‘Why did you do it Harry? Why did you sleep with her? Was it because I was making you work for something for the first time in your life?’ I tried my best not to sound drunk but my slurring was giving me away.
‘We can talk about this later Samii just please sit down, you’re showing yourself up.’ Harry hissed at me trying to grab my arm and pull me down.
‘Samii Harry is right you can talk about this later but I’m going to take you home now. You have had far too much to drink tonight.’ Niall said standing next to me and trying to lead me out of the restaurant.
‘NO I CAN LOOK AFTER MYSELF. I DON’T NEED ANYONE.’ I shouted before storming out and into the street.
As I stepped onto the street the cool night air hit me and I realized how drunk I really was. I only walked a few meters before having to stop and steady myself against a wall. I slowly slid down the wall until I was sat on the floor.
What am I going to do? I was determined not to go back to Grace’s and Niall’s. Not after what they did tonight. I was getting angry all over again thinking about how they had tricked me to meet that arsehole. I started taking deep breaths and closed my eyes.
I needed to do to Harry what he had done to me. I needed to break his heart.
I knocked on the door and took a step back straightening out my dress. Please be home. Please be home. The door opened and he was standing in front of me shirtless and only wearing sweats.
‘Oh Samii. Harry’s not here at the moment.’ Louis said sounding slightly disappointed to see me. He was obviously still upset about what I had said to him in the ring.
‘Actually Louis I’m here to see you. Can I come in?’ I asked smiling.
‘Sure’ Louis stepped out of the way allowing me to walk in and stand in the hallway.
Louis closed the door and stared at me for a few seconds before smiling. ‘Come into the living room. I’m watching a movie.’
Louis walks into the living room and I followed him in. I sat a bit closer to him then I normally would anyone else and he didnt’t seem to notice.
‘So what did you want to say then?’ Louis asked me without looking away from the TV.
‘I wanted to say I’m sorry Louis about that night in the ring. I know it’s difficult for you and I shouldn’t have made it worse for you.’ I admitted.
Louis continued to look at the TV for a few more minutes before slowly turning his head to look at me.
‘Why are you really here Samii?’
I hesitated before answering him. ‘I’m lonely Louis.’ I lied.
I leaned forward to kiss him keeping my eyes open so I could gauge his reaction. He didn’t move back or resist as our lips touched gently. His lips were soft and kissing Louis was nothing like kissing Harry. Louis kiss was soft and gentle were Harry’s kisses were normally urgent and harder.
Louis snaked his arm around my waist before gentle lifting me onto his lap so I was straddling him. Still he kissed me gently as he held me close. He lifted me again but this time so I was underneath him on the sofa.
Louis started kissing down my neck as I titled my head to give him easier access and made his way to my cleavage were he lightly trailed kisses across my bust. I ran my nails over his back earning a few deep moans. Louis pushed his hands under my back and started unzipping my dress.
‘What the fuck is going on!’ Perfect. Everything was going to plan.
‘Harry I’m sorry. I didn’t hear you come in.’ Louis spluttered getting off me and allowing me to stand.
Harry’s face was red with anger but he didn’t say anything. I started walking towards him and stood in front of him. Harry stared into my eyes as I smiled at him.
‘Oh Harry I’m so sorry. It’s not what it looked like.’ I laughed sarcastically in Harry’s face before walking out of their flat.
*Grace’s P.O.V*
Niall was giving me a little bit of relief to my aching feet by giving me a foot rub as I gave myself a manicure.
‘You need to stop wearing heels if it causes you so much pain. You do remember you are pregnant right?’ Niall laughed.
‘Niall you know I’m not giving my heels up until I’m at least 7 months pregnant.’ I said looking down at him.
Niall laughed and moved onto my right foot. ‘Tonight didn’t go as planned.’
I sighed and put my nail file on the bed side table. ‘I don’t know what to do Niall. I don’t want him in her life but something needs to be done. She is miserable.’
‘Don’t worry my darling everything will get sorted out by the time our baby arrives.’ Niall said rubbing my little bump.
I half smiled at Niall. The thought of him still not being the father hung over the whole pregnancy. I wish I could go back in time and erase all the times I slept with Louis. Louis and Niall had sorted everything out now but it was still a bit awkward between them.
‘When’s your next fight then?’ I asked changing the subject.
‘In a couple of nights.’ Niall said as he joined me in bed.
There were a few moments on silence before Niall turned towards me and took my hand.
‘I love you so much my darling and I can’t wait for our baby to be born.’ Niall said kissing my hand.
‘I love you too Niall.’ I smiled at him. He is so lovely to me and sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve him.
Niall crawled on top of me and started kissing my neck while running his hands down my body to my panties. That night Niall helped me forget about all the problems going on at the moment.
It suddenly hits me what he has done. He has just kissed me after what he has done to me. I can feel the anger bubbling up inside me beginning in my feet and finishing in my cheeks turning them a bright shade of red.
Before I knew what was happening my feet were carrying me out of the bathroom and back to our table where Harry, Niall and Grace were laughing and chatting. As I approached the table Niall and Harry stood for me like gentlemen.
‘Sit down.’ I almost barked at Niall. I’m not in the mood for his bullshit.
Harry stayed standing and stared at me. His cheek was now a lovely shade of purple and I smiled at that knowing I was the cause of it.
‘Samii.’ Harry held his hand out for me to sit but I slapped it away. I could feel everyone’s eyes on me in the restaurant but I didn’t care.
‘Why did you do it Harry? Why did you sleep with her? Was it because I was making you work for something for the first time in your life?’ I tried my best not to sound drunk but my slurring was giving me away.
‘We can talk about this later Samii just please sit down, you’re showing yourself up.’ Harry hissed at me trying to grab my arm and pull me down.
‘Samii Harry is right you can talk about this later but I’m going to take you home now. You have had far too much to drink tonight.’ Niall said standing next to me and trying to lead me out of the restaurant.
‘NO I CAN LOOK AFTER MYSELF. I DON’T NEED ANYONE.’ I shouted before storming out and into the street.
As I stepped onto the street the cool night air hit me and I realized how drunk I really was. I only walked a few meters before having to stop and steady myself against a wall. I slowly slid down the wall until I was sat on the floor.
What am I going to do? I was determined not to go back to Grace’s and Niall’s. Not after what they did tonight. I was getting angry all over again thinking about how they had tricked me to meet that arsehole. I started taking deep breaths and closed my eyes.
I needed to do to Harry what he had done to me. I needed to break his heart.
I knocked on the door and took a step back straightening out my dress. Please be home. Please be home. The door opened and he was standing in front of me shirtless and only wearing sweats.
‘Oh Samii. Harry’s not here at the moment.’ Louis said sounding slightly disappointed to see me. He was obviously still upset about what I had said to him in the ring.
‘Actually Louis I’m here to see you. Can I come in?’ I asked smiling.
‘Sure’ Louis stepped out of the way allowing me to walk in and stand in the hallway.
Louis closed the door and stared at me for a few seconds before smiling. ‘Come into the living room. I’m watching a movie.’
Louis walks into the living room and I followed him in. I sat a bit closer to him then I normally would anyone else and he didnt’t seem to notice.
‘So what did you want to say then?’ Louis asked me without looking away from the TV.
‘I wanted to say I’m sorry Louis about that night in the ring. I know it’s difficult for you and I shouldn’t have made it worse for you.’ I admitted.
Louis continued to look at the TV for a few more minutes before slowly turning his head to look at me.
‘Why are you really here Samii?’
I hesitated before answering him. ‘I’m lonely Louis.’ I lied.
I leaned forward to kiss him keeping my eyes open so I could gauge his reaction. He didn’t move back or resist as our lips touched gently. His lips were soft and kissing Louis was nothing like kissing Harry. Louis kiss was soft and gentle were Harry’s kisses were normally urgent and harder.
Louis snaked his arm around my waist before gentle lifting me onto his lap so I was straddling him. Still he kissed me gently as he held me close. He lifted me again but this time so I was underneath him on the sofa.
Louis started kissing down my neck as I titled my head to give him easier access and made his way to my cleavage were he lightly trailed kisses across my bust. I ran my nails over his back earning a few deep moans. Louis pushed his hands under my back and started unzipping my dress.
‘What the fuck is going on!’ Perfect. Everything was going to plan.
‘Harry I’m sorry. I didn’t hear you come in.’ Louis spluttered getting off me and allowing me to stand.
Harry’s face was red with anger but he didn’t say anything. I started walking towards him and stood in front of him. Harry stared into my eyes as I smiled at him.
‘Oh Harry I’m so sorry. It’s not what it looked like.’ I laughed sarcastically in Harry’s face before walking out of their flat.
*Grace’s P.O.V*
Niall was giving me a little bit of relief to my aching feet by giving me a foot rub as I gave myself a manicure.
‘You need to stop wearing heels if it causes you so much pain. You do remember you are pregnant right?’ Niall laughed.
‘Niall you know I’m not giving my heels up until I’m at least 7 months pregnant.’ I said looking down at him.
Niall laughed and moved onto my right foot. ‘Tonight didn’t go as planned.’
I sighed and put my nail file on the bed side table. ‘I don’t know what to do Niall. I don’t want him in her life but something needs to be done. She is miserable.’
‘Don’t worry my darling everything will get sorted out by the time our baby arrives.’ Niall said rubbing my little bump.
I half smiled at Niall. The thought of him still not being the father hung over the whole pregnancy. I wish I could go back in time and erase all the times I slept with Louis. Louis and Niall had sorted everything out now but it was still a bit awkward between them.
‘When’s your next fight then?’ I asked changing the subject.
‘In a couple of nights.’ Niall said as he joined me in bed.
There were a few moments on silence before Niall turned towards me and took my hand.
‘I love you so much my darling and I can’t wait for our baby to be born.’ Niall said kissing my hand.
‘I love you too Niall.’ I smiled at him. He is so lovely to me and sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve him.
Niall crawled on top of me and started kissing my neck while running his hands down my body to my panties. That night Niall helped me forget about all the problems going on at the moment.
12/11/13