Chrystal's POV
I grab Harry's hand and head to the kitchen.
"So what are we cooking?" Harry asks.
"Pasta with meat sauce and garlic cheese bread." I say.
"Okay cool. What do you want me to do?"
"Um you can start on the meat sauce."
"Okay where would the meat be?"
"In the fridge. Where else?"
"Oh, right?"
"I'll start on the garlic bread cause that takes a while."
I get out three long Italian grinder rolls (A/N sub rolls if you're in England or Europe not sure if it's the whole continent), shredded mozzarella cheese, butter some garlic and basil. I grab a butter knife and spread thin layer of butter on the rolls then place then in the oven so the toast a bit.
"So what's next?" Harry asks.
"Well we leave the rolls in the oven for about to minutes and keep an eye on the hamburger and stir it and break it up to let it cook thoroughly."
"Okay. How do you know so much about cooking?" He asked hugging me from behind.
"I use to cook with my dad all the time when I was a kid," I say placing my hand on Harry's which are hugging my stomach.
"Chrystal, I love you. You are my everything."
"I love you, Harry," I say, turning around to kiss him. His lips part easily, happy to be connected with mine.
Harry locks our fingers together. We stay that way for a while. Just sniffing each other. It's seems as if we were afraid to break away. "I love you, Chrys," Harry said again after we had pulled away. "Shouldn't we get back to cooking?" He questioned pulling my hair out of my face.
"Uh, yeah," I say pulling away and getting the bread out of the oven .
Ding. Dong.
"Could someone get that?" I ask yelling into the living room.
"It's probably Liam," someone yelled back.
"Well he won't walk in just answer the damn door."
"Why are you so snappy today?" Harry asked.
"I don't know I'm just a little mad I guess."
"What are you on your period?"
"I'm not comfortable talking about my cycle," I say, feeling my face heat up.
"I'll take that as a yes."
"Chrys, you might want to see who's at the door," Auden says coming into the kitchen.
"Uh, why, isn't it Liam?" I ask.
"No just go see who it is."
I walk out of the kitchen quite scared to see who I might find. Looking up I see my ex boyfriend staring at me.
"What the hell are you doing here. Get the f**k out of my house."
"Whoa way to talk to your ex boyfriend," Alex says.
"Exactly EX boyfriend. How the he'll do you know where I live?"
"Your mom, who thinks we're back together."
"You have nerve coming here. Why does my mom think we're back together?"
"Cause I told her we did."
"You f**king idiot. Why the f**k would you tell her that? And again get the fuck out of my house."
"Because I love you, Chrystal," he said making me cringe. I hated him so much part if the time we were dating because my life was literally a living he'll. He part of the reason why I have scars and why I feel so insecure.
"Bullshit you don't give a crap about me."
"Chrys, you okay?" Harry asks stepping into the hall.
"Yeah I'm okay. This is personal conversation though."
"Not very personal if I can hear you."
"Stop being a smart ass and get back to cooking."
"But I need help," he said with a pouty face.
"Again do I have to spell everything out for you? Could you ask someone else to help please?'
"Yes and fine but I want your help."
"I'll be there in a minute."
"Okay and who is this guy anyway?"
"He's my EX boyfriend, Alex who needs to leave, but I'll handle."
"You sure cause I could have out of here in less than a minute."
"No this is my battle. I need to fight it."
"Okay. Be careful," Harry said walking away.
"Who is that?" Alex asked.
"My actual boyfriend, who has real feelings for me," I say in a bitchy tone.
"Well what's his name?"
"His name is Harry Styles."
"Isn't he in some boy-band?"
"Not just dome boy-band, my favourite boy-band, One Direction."
"Whatever."
"I'm gonna go help Harry. You can let your self out."
"Can I stay?"
"Fine stay for dinner and the movie I guess. Just stay out if my way and be semi nice."
"Thanks. I'll try."
Ugh I thought wondering why I ever wanted him so badly. Not as bad as I wanted Harry though.
"Harry I'll help now."
"Yay. So what's next I think the meat us done."
"Okay grab a pot and put some sauce in it. Then take the pan of hamburger and drain it so it's not oily an greasy. Then put the hamburger in the pot or you can do the bread and I'll do the hamburger."
"Um what's easiest?"
"Probably the meat sauce oddly enough, cause the bread has a lot of precise steps and I really just like doing the bread.
""Okay I'll do the meat sauce if you Luke to do the bread,"
"Thanks Harry." I say putting a but more butter on the bread then the garlic and basil. Then I grabbed the cheese and sprinkle it on heavily.
"Oooh that looks good," Harry says.
"Why thank you," I say smiling at what I did. "And don't touch it yet I'll put it back in the oven after I get the pasta ready."
"Yeah sure you get the pasta and I'll get a pot ready."
"Thanks Harry l. Don't forget to fill the pot with water," I sat grabbing the pasta and sitting at the kitchen island. I felt a little overwhelmed with Alex being here. He know how ti hurt me and my touchy subjects.
"Hey, Chrys, you okay?" Harry asked clearly worries about my.
The tears stream down my face and I shakes my head, unable ti answer the question, afraid my voice would betray me.
"You'll be fine," Harry says, hugging me tightly to him, letting me bury my head in his chest.
"Shh, Shh. You'll be okay. I'm here you you, baby. Can you tell me what's wrong?" Harry said combing my hair though his fingers. "You can calm down a bit if you need to before you tell me."
"Okay," I said stifling a sob, pulling from his chest.
"Harry, I'm scared."
"I know baby, I know," he said lifting me onto his lap and kissing the top of my head. "You'll be safe with me. He won't hurt you while I'm here."
"You are so much mire caring and cuddly than everyone would think being a celebrity," I say wiping my face and looking into his eyes.
Pulling the hair out of my face he says, "What's wrong with being a celebrity?
"Nothing it's just sometimes people stereotype, which I hate, well I guess I mean whatI know about you and guys in general."
"What do you know about me?"
Well that you're flirty and like older women. I'm younger than you. You like singing Stevie Wonder. You're in One Direction, obviously . You tried out on the X-factor at sixteen. You worked at a bakery. I know more but there's to much too list."
"you sure know a lot about me. Though somethings are wrong."
"Yeah well you are my favorite. Somethings are just rumors."
"I am? Oh hey do yo still have that necklace?"
"What necklace?"
"your dog tag of me on it. I remember you had it the first time we met."
"Oh yeah that. Well... I... Uh... It's right here," I say pulling out of my shirt.
"Do you wear that a lot?"
"Yeah everyday since I got it."
"that's cool, why do you hide it? It looks lovely on you."
"Well I don't want to seem desperate and thanks> I broke the original chain though cause I play with it too much."
"Oh yeah chains like that can be finicky."
"Yeah."
We finished cooking dinner and sat at the dining room table, telling everyone it was ready.
Harry sat next to me on my left, with our legs crossed together because it would be hard to hold hands and eat. Alex sat across from me next to Auden and Annabeth. Auden kept giving me evil glances that said "why did you let him stay?" or something like that.
Alex wouldn't stop starring at me. It was really quiet all of us enjoying our food. More like sensing the tension and it was too much to handle and we couldn't figure out how to start up a conversation.
"
Niall It's not your last meal," I said noticing his plate almost empty.
"What? I'm hungry," Niall said with his mouth full.
"Ew. Niall don't talk with your mouth full and your always hungry."
"I'm a growing boy."
"Well you eat everything in sight," I said all of us laughing, but Alex.
"Would you guys shut the f**k up?" Alex said.
"No if you have a problem than you can leave," I say clearly irritated. "I invited you into my house and you think you have a right to tell me and my friends to shut up. You are super lucky -like winning the lottery lucky- that I had to help Harry because you would be, i don't know, but you wouldn't be happy that's for f**king sure."
"You f**king b**ch," Alex said and I felt Harry tense up next to me, about to loose it. "And you're right I don't love you and I never did."
"Excuse me I'm need to use the bathroom," I said slowly getting up from my chair then running down the hall to the bathroom.
I slammed the door and sat down against the wall, crying, thinking about what Alex did to me when we were dating. He never really liked me. He was just trying to be nice when I asked him out, so he said yes. Then he made me feel bad about myself. I was a cutter and it got really bad. Then i wouldn't eat and couldn't sleep.The only people that new what happened are Auden, Annabeth, and Lydia, but they didn't know why I broke up with Alex.
I was almost hospitalize once because of what I did to myself.
I start looking for something sharp, feeling the need to cut. It takes a while but I ind nail cutting scissors. I run the scissors down my forearm. As I start to make a deep cut in my arm there's a knock on the door.
"Chrys, it's Auden and Annabeth," Auden says. They walk in seeing the door unlock, which I silently curse myself for. "No, Chrystal stop. Give me the scissors."
I reluctantly give Auden the scissors as Annabeth finds a washcloth to clean my arm of the gushing blood. The blood stains the washcloth fast but it doesn't help. I was still loosing blood and fast. Auden and Annabeth couldn't clean it fast enough.
"Chrys we have to get you to a hospital," Annabeth said. "You're gonna need stitches."
"No let's just clean it up. I"m not going to the hospital."
"Guys what's going on we're starting to get worried," Perrie said coming to the bathroom. "Oh my god Chrys. What did you do?"
"she's a former cutter," Auden said. "Who we need to get to a hospital, but is refusing."
"I'm not going to a hospital," I say. "Do we have gauze pads, we can use those. I'll be f-"I get cut of by everythin ggoing black and I can't hear anyhting.

Notes

Cliffhanger.
Sorry it took so long for me to finish the Chapter. I write long chapters. Check out my polyvore my name is Chrystal1312 I added some outfits to my first chapter if you want to check them out or go to mine and @Holly_G_1D's polyvore. The name of mine is Harry and hers is meeting Harry. Check out Holly,s stories. Especially her new one. She is a really good writer. If you like my story you like her stories. I hope you like. Rate, vote, comment and subscribe.