never knew would be this close (liam payne fanfic) PART 2
overreacting
i turned to face liam with his eyes an infuriating greenish blue. he looked very angry. i never seen him like this before. "liam you know i dont have feelings for harry" "you dont?" harry said in a very sad tone. "no i do..., just not in that way" he got a little upset to hear these words but i had to tell him that so liam wouldnt get more mad than what he already is. his cheeks are flushed with redness and he was talking to me in a very hurt tone. in a voice that sounded like he just dry swallowed a big pill. "i knew it was a bad idea to bring the guys over. i trusted u to a least try to hold yourself together around them you obviously couldnt do that could you?!?" liam said in the most hurtful way to me. he pretty much described me as a slut like i cant control my self around other guys. he never yelled at me before so this was a situation that hurt more than anything. "liam it was just a hug, why are you acting this way. what about when you said 'whats a relationship without trust' .i cant believe you. your so hypocritical!" in the mist of me and liam yelling back and forth at eachother, we didnt realize that the boys were on the stairs. i looked at them then back at liam and said "look what your crazed jealousy has caused, you woke them up!" his eyes were turning a darker shade green fading into his normal brown. his voice started to raise a little bit higher. liam was very frightening when he's upset. he shouted "my jealousy? well how about your betrayal?" "is there anything we could do to help" asked the sweet and caring irish voice in the backround. his question really didnt get an answer because liam and i were too busy arguing. "im so sorry i didnt mean to-" harry started to say but got cut off by liam saying "you know what harry, just leave us alone. you've been acting like a real ass lately trying to sneak around with my girlfriend then acting so damn innocent afterwards like you had no clue. its not working so get over it. you may think you have her but i know u better than anyone and i know all your little games and tricks.!!!" i looked deeply into harry's eyes and seen his feelings were just getting pounded on by liam. harry looked down at the floor shamelessly as if he did anything wrong. "liam your hurting his feelings, the only one who is being an ass right now is you!" "oh my goodness, (y/n) sometimes you can be so clueless. how do you not understand what hes doing. you could be so vulnerable and sweet minded, that you actually think everybody is so innocent and has a good heart... with a personality like yours, people can trick you so easily into believing things that arent true such as harry being in love with you. he wants any girl in his sight and if he wants it, he thinks he can automatically get it!!" tears started to form in my eyes for many reasons. ive never seen this side of liam before, he's usually so gentle and calm and sweet. and he usually never calls me by my name, he always calls me something like babe or anything in that category so when he said my real name, i knew he was upset. i couldnt let him win this fight, so i shouted louder as tears started to roll down my cheeks "WELL IF IM SO VULNERABLE AND CLUELESS, THEN HOW DO I EVEN KNOW YOU REALLY LOVE ME LIAM?" as soon as he seen those tears, the tension all over his body went away and the kindness in his eyes came back. he took my hand then said "babe.." i cut him off by snatching my hand away and saying "leave me alone" then running upstairs followed by slamming the door.
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i cried into my pillow practically all night. i cried my self to sleep at about 2 in the morning. later on i woke up because thoughts of liam kept coming back, so i decided to stay awake for the last few hours there were until people actually started to rise. at about 4 in the morning i heard the door crack and felt someone lie beside me. it was liam with his warm body pressed up against my back because i was facing the wall. he wrapped his arms around me and started to kiss my shoulder, then my neck. when i turned around to face him, he placed a sweet and gentle kiss on my lips. "baby are you ok?" he asked with his normal, lovable, sweet, kind, caring and deep tone. "well, that depends on who's speaking: mean, angry liam or lovable, sweet liam?" i asked quietly. he glided his hand up and down my leg so gently. i was in love with his touch. it was so soft and caring, it was like being touched by an angel. then he simply said "your liam" (not to be confused with "you're liam" which means something completely different) you smiled but you knew you couldnt give in too easily. "i didnt like the way you were treating me, it was a side of you that i never seen before. it really hurt to see you get that mad at me but i guess it was my fault too. i didnt mean to get you that upset. i just didnt know you got angry so easily. im sor-" he cut me off with a kiss and said "babe, dont even say it....it was know where near your fault. i just got really jealous over something really stupid. i was just mad at the situation, not you. theres no way in hell i wold get that angry with you. i love you too much" he said before kissing my lips again then working his way down. i took off his shirt and he look off mine. his light chocolate brown eyes stared at my body completely mesmerized. he kissed slightly lower than my waist but no lower than that, which made me moan a little bit. i felt him smile on my waist. he put his thumbs on the inner side of my waist band that goes to my pants started pulling them down very slowly. he kissed my inner thigh as a way of teasing. i moaned a little bit louder then last time. he put is finger to my lips then said "sshh baby, try not to moan too loud ok?" i smiled then nodded my head. he winked and smiled then said "good girl" he was shirtless and all i was paying attention to was his perfectly carved v-line. he laughed then said "you like it babe?" i snapped back into reality and pretended i didnt know what he was talking about then said "what?" he laughed again than whispered "your so cute when you try to hide things from me, but lets be honest, i know you too well..." i rolled my eyes playfully then put my arms around his neck and brought him down with me...
at about 6 in the morning, liam and i went downstairs to the kitchen. the boys were already at the table talking and laughing. with a smirk on his face, zayn said "sooo, you guys made up?" liam said "yea, how'd you know?" they all laughed again then louis said "well last night we heard screaming, and they definitely werent screams of anger. they sounded like screams of pleasure" my cheeks got flushed with redness then zayn said "it sounded like liam isnt so gentle after all, judging from those moans and pleads" liam laughed it off and tried to walk away right when niall said "whoa, liam where did all those scratches on your back come from? what happened?" liam smirked then said "umm,... i fell" with his cheeks getting darker too. knowing his lie wasnt very convincing, we all just sat there and laughed....
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i cried into my pillow practically all night. i cried my self to sleep at about 2 in the morning. later on i woke up because thoughts of liam kept coming back, so i decided to stay awake for the last few hours there were until people actually started to rise. at about 4 in the morning i heard the door crack and felt someone lie beside me. it was liam with his warm body pressed up against my back because i was facing the wall. he wrapped his arms around me and started to kiss my shoulder, then my neck. when i turned around to face him, he placed a sweet and gentle kiss on my lips. "baby are you ok?" he asked with his normal, lovable, sweet, kind, caring and deep tone. "well, that depends on who's speaking: mean, angry liam or lovable, sweet liam?" i asked quietly. he glided his hand up and down my leg so gently. i was in love with his touch. it was so soft and caring, it was like being touched by an angel. then he simply said "your liam" (not to be confused with "you're liam" which means something completely different) you smiled but you knew you couldnt give in too easily. "i didnt like the way you were treating me, it was a side of you that i never seen before. it really hurt to see you get that mad at me but i guess it was my fault too. i didnt mean to get you that upset. i just didnt know you got angry so easily. im sor-" he cut me off with a kiss and said "babe, dont even say it....it was know where near your fault. i just got really jealous over something really stupid. i was just mad at the situation, not you. theres no way in hell i wold get that angry with you. i love you too much" he said before kissing my lips again then working his way down. i took off his shirt and he look off mine. his light chocolate brown eyes stared at my body completely mesmerized. he kissed slightly lower than my waist but no lower than that, which made me moan a little bit. i felt him smile on my waist. he put his thumbs on the inner side of my waist band that goes to my pants started pulling them down very slowly. he kissed my inner thigh as a way of teasing. i moaned a little bit louder then last time. he put is finger to my lips then said "sshh baby, try not to moan too loud ok?" i smiled then nodded my head. he winked and smiled then said "good girl" he was shirtless and all i was paying attention to was his perfectly carved v-line. he laughed then said "you like it babe?" i snapped back into reality and pretended i didnt know what he was talking about then said "what?" he laughed again than whispered "your so cute when you try to hide things from me, but lets be honest, i know you too well..." i rolled my eyes playfully then put my arms around his neck and brought him down with me...
at about 6 in the morning, liam and i went downstairs to the kitchen. the boys were already at the table talking and laughing. with a smirk on his face, zayn said "sooo, you guys made up?" liam said "yea, how'd you know?" they all laughed again then louis said "well last night we heard screaming, and they definitely werent screams of anger. they sounded like screams of pleasure" my cheeks got flushed with redness then zayn said "it sounded like liam isnt so gentle after all, judging from those moans and pleads" liam laughed it off and tried to walk away right when niall said "whoa, liam where did all those scratches on your back come from? what happened?" liam smirked then said "umm,... i fell" with his cheeks getting darker too. knowing his lie wasnt very convincing, we all just sat there and laughed....
