Let me just skip through all the being sick, bullshit, because it's already been 2 months, and things have completely changed.
Let's just say a lot can change in 2 months.

So where did we leave off? Oh yeah, me being half-dead on the floor.

Well turns out, Gemma came home, and y'know took me to the hospital.

I still have bruises though, but whatever.

So, I've completly lost Lou.
I've lost Niall.

Let's face it, when you try to recover friendships, by being honest, that's not the case now is it?
And by that I mean I told Niall about my near-sex experience with Dorthy... And he.. kicked my ass.

Yep, so I'm literately with no one now.

I sat at the dinner table poking at my green beans, I wasn't in any condition to eat, right then, in fact I felt sick to my stomach.
"Harry, darling.. You alright?" My mum asked, dropping her fork, and looking at me.

"No, I'm sick." I said coldly.

"You should be. Because you are..." Gemma said, not looking up from her plate.

"You know, I already feel like shit, but if you wanted to remind me of what I already know, that's fine. I'm going through a lot. I lost my friends, and now I've lost my sister?! Well, I guess I'm not welcomed.." I said, standing up, and pushing the chair back, excusing myself from the table.

"Where are you going? You haven't touched your dinner." My mum said.

"I need a little fresh air, just for a while, I'll be back." I reassured, starting out the door.

The cool 4:00 breeze hit my skin. It felt nice to be outside again.

I haven't left home in a while.

I haven't been to school.

To anyone's house.

Nope, just my room.

Looking at my car, I hopped inside, and turned my keys in the ignition. I looked up at the light yellow house, it's not my flat.

It's Louis's...

I would go and make things right.. But as much as I hate to say this, I can't, and I won't. He's probably with that Eleanor chick, anyway.
I pulled out of my driveway, and started down the road. Ughh I need a drink.

Since the misunderstanding with Tomlinson, I've gotten pretty deep into drinking, and smoking, but nobody really notices...

I pulled up to a bar, and walked inside, the tint smell of alcohol, hit my nose, and I walked up to the bar, sitting on a stool.

"Hello, lad. What's got you down..?" A male voice said. I looked up to see a raven-haired boy, smiling down at me. He looked really handsome, and his jaw-line was beautiful. His brown eyes, and arms covered in tattoos, his teeth were amazing, his hair was amazing, his face was amazing, his-
my eyes grazed along his tall slinky body.

"Aye, mate you, okay?" He snapped me out of my thoughts.

I blushed, biting my lip, and looking down,"Yeah.. Sorry." I apologized.

His head tilted,"For...?" he whispered questioningly.

"For staring.." I whispered, blushing harder.

He looked at me,"Oh... S'alright." he smiled...Oh my God, that beautiful smile...

Notes

//Eyebrow wigglez For mii Zarry peeps.

HAHAH YIS IT IS HAPPENING! BIGGEST PLOT TWIST.
YES.