I'd felt sick to my stomach. I'd been looking across the street at Louis's house, for minutes now, then I took a deep breath.

I'm NOT going to this fucking party.

Me:
Louis, I'm not gonna be able to make it..

I sat at the window staring at the clouds until my phone buzzed again.

Louis:
Harry, I'm coming over there. Get some tea, and unlock your door, I'll meet you at your patio.
WE'RE TALKING.

I sighed, feeling a little hope rise in me. He CARED about me.. But I can't tell him..

Me:
Louis, you have house guests, stay there.

Louis:
Haz, I'm making my wat througj the crows.

I laughed at his misspellings, he was probably being bumped around silly. There was an awful amount of people.

Louis:
I'm outside, look out your window...

I looked up from the phone, to see Louis in the middle of the street, waving, he only had on swimming knickers and some sandals. I felt myself quiver.

Me:
Louis go home, we'll talk later..

Louis:
Hazzz..

Me:
LATER.

And I sent the text, falling back, with my hands on my face, landing on the ground with a 'THUMP!'

I sat there, not moving. Just my hands on my face, and back, on the ground. The impact, had me drifting off..

"Louis, I... Need you here..." I whispered to myself..

I woke up.

"Harry..?" Louis, said seductively.

"Harry..." He repeated in the same tone.

"Lou..?" I called.

"Lou, is that you?" I asked curiously.

My vision cleared, and I saw Louis, standing in front of me.. We were in the bathroom, where I told him I'd talk to him..

"Harry, I love you.." he said, biting his lip.

I backed up into a stale.

"Louis, I-" I tried to explain my feelings for him, but something snatched it all away..

It was all gone.

"HARRY!" Louis, growled.

I shot up, looking around.

I was in my bed. In my room.

So that was just a dream?

"Oh thank goodness, your mum left for work, and I happened to get let in.." He trailed off.

"Lou..?" I asked, brazenly.

"Yes, Haz, it's me! You were on the floor unconscious.." He said hugging me.

"Lou.. Are you like that? Do you love me? What happened?" It slipped out of my mouth.

SHIIIIIIII-

"What..?" Louis asked, breaking the hug. His eyes fixed on mines, his eyebrow raised up, and the way his lips twisted into a frown.

SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT..

"Lou.. I... I was.. Ermm.." I shrugged my shoulders up, making a, 'Well what can I do?' face.

Louis blushed.

"Harry, I've got to go." Louis said, and hopped off the bed, leaving way sooner than I wanted.

Oh fuck.. I got up, and saw, Dorthy, standing outside her door, taking in the scenery, just like me.

If I just lost Lou..

I can't lose Dorthy...

I walked outside, hoping for the best..

Notes

YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENS NEXT, WINKY WONKY
AND THEN LET ME LIE TO YOU ABOUT THE PARTY, AND JUST GIVE YOU THIS RUSHED PIECE OF SHIT.

BUT OMFG GUYS... SMUT ATTACK.

LOOK, AND READ SWEETIES, IT'S THE BEST GOD-DAMN HARRY SMUT I'VE EVER READ. (And it aint my writing...)
THROW IT A LOOK EH?

EH.

YOU'LL GET THE PARTY NEXT. I SWEAR.

AND LEMME TELL YOU.

NOPE.

NO HARRY DID NOT JUST LOSE LOUIS 5EVR.

THERE JUST HAD TO BE A PLOT TWIST.
oky?
oky.

AND ANTHR THNG..

BEE AND PUPPYCAT.

I LIKE RECOMMENDING THANGS 4 Y'ALL.

LOVE THAT.