Harry's POV:

4 Hours ago...
I pulled Louis into the bathroom,
"Haz, what's all this about?" Louis asked.
I felt a little unsteady about this, so I chickened out.

I don't know how to tell him this!!

"Text me afterschool, I can't say this face-to-face, Lou..." I stated bluntly.

"Whateves." He shrugged, and walked out.

~~FlashBack Over~~

Now, I'm sitting on my bed, It's been 1 hour since I've gotten home, and Lou texted me 3 minutes ago, asking what's wrong.

How do I say it?

'Hey Lou, I like girls, but I'm secretly bisexual, and I think I want you.' ?

NO.

It doesn't work like that.

I was bullied back at my old school, for being gay, and now that I'm here, I've found the wonders of girls. But I can't deny the part of me that's gay, and wants Louis. I want Dorthy, and Louis. I don't know if I'm going to get either.

There's the risk of Niall kicking my ass over her.

Or the risk of losing Louis...

And I CAN'T lose Louis.

Louis:
Hazza, you okay?! You haven't texted me back yet.. Are you coming to the party?! C'mon, a few hot gals oughta cheer you up!

Another reason for me NOT to tell Lou.

Me:
Yea, I was just getting ready, no I'm fine.

Louis:
Well, what about you not doing the bet anymore?

Me:
I... Don't wanna fight Niall, he acts like he's in love with her.

Louis:
Oh.. Well, I guess he's gonna be Bloody Pissed when I snatch her away! ;D

ANOTHER ONE.

Me:
I'm not there for the girls, I'm there to have fun..

Louis:
Suite yourself mate. I'm probably gonna work my charm on Ms.Mays, maybe a few other girls!!

Okay, Yep. That's it. No I'm not even considering telling Louis. Nevermind.

Me:
Yeah, whatever, I'll come across the street, later... You should really check on Niall..

Louis:
Yeah, you coming..? I still feel there's something up with you...

Me:
Don't worry Lou, everything is alright.

I lied, if he'd called me, it would have been a disaster.

Lou:
Whateves mate, see you soon!

I sat the phone on my nightstand, sighing. This is going to be the hardest thing I've ever done.

Going to a party.. Seeing Dorthy in a bathing suite... Seeing Louis all.. Wet...

I shuddered, "Knock It Off Harry!" I screamed to myself, mentally. I ran my hands through my hair, tugging on the curls roughly, trying to think. I stopped and curled up into the fetal-position hugging my knees. I've never felt so stupid. Never felt so turn. Never felt so distraught.

I cried..

I HATE crying. It makes me seem so girly, and I'm not that type of gay. I was always told not EVERYONE will like you back.
But it hurt... VERY VERY BADLY...

I got up, wiping my face, until it was just damp, and decided I should get in the shower. That would be nice.. Hot water, soothing my sore bones...

I gotta get ready for the party I guess..

Notes

OH HAZZ U POOR BISEXUAL LITTLE FOOL.
THERE. ANOTHER CHAPTAH
SEE I WAS NOT LYIN TO U.

DER.

READ IT.
LOVE IT.
VOTE IT.
COMMENT ON IT. (Plz It Would Totally Make My Day.)
AND Y'KNOE RUB IT ON YOUR FACE AND START BREATHING HEAVILY.

LIKE A CREEPAH PERSON.

WHATEVES.
:P