* 2 days later*

Harry POV

Taylor I don’t know why can’t I forget her or that name, it is haunting me every single day. I should be happy right now that she is with Niall, why is my heart aching so badly.

Is it that hard to move on?, I have never felt so attached to a person like this ever in my life. Niall is coming tonight I don’t know if Taylor is coming, if she does come my feelings will get back.

I don’t want it to come back, I feel like I will ruin everything again please God help me find the strength. I need to stay strong and not doing anything bad, to ruin their relationship they are happy.

Give me the strength to move on from this perfect girl, I wish that one day I would find a girl like her. I said that before, but this time I really want a girl like Taylor she is perfect.

Niall is really lucky to be having a relationship with her, if ever she does come today and walks through that door. I see her face light up with happiness, that will be enough for me to live.

I screwed up big time with this one, I don’t know why I was searching for love when I had the right one loving me all along. I don’t know I guess I didn’t want her emotionally, as much as I wanted her physically.

Now that I have come to my harsh realization I want her, both emotionally and physically. Guess what is the problem?, oh yeah she is taken already by Niall a guy that I only wish to be.

Being single sometimes makes you feel sad, and depressed that is why you need to have a girl that would stick with you more than just a one night stand. I am getting pretty sick and tired, of just one night stand girls.

Sure I am happy having sex, after the sex though the following morning I don’t have anyone to say “Good morning babe”. I want that so badly right now, http://images.christianpost.com/gnl/4366/2012-05-22-111223-79.jpg?w=500&h=300 .

Do you know what, I think I don’t deserve to find a right girl for me. The media is right by labeling me into this asshole, I don’t know how to keep relationships it is always a failure.

Sure I am soft hearted guy, I am a guy that doesn’t mind showing his emotions but why can’t I keep a relationship that question still bothers me. I am not content with one girl, I have to go through multiply of girls for me to realize that I lost that one girl.

I heard the door slamming outside, it was Niall have I been talking to myself the whole 5 hours??. Wow this girl must have put a spell on me or something, because she is the only girl I think about.

Me: “Nialler!!, it is so great to have you back lad!, where is Taylor has she not come?.”

Niall: “Lad it was so hard, leaving her behind I practically cried leaving the airport. You don’t understand how much this girl completes me, I have never been this happy in a long time.”

Me: “That is great man…” I stopped for a moment to realize how happy he really was about Taylor. “I mean I wish you all the best lad, she is an amazing girl, you definitely have a keeper. “

Harry you asshole, you ruined your chance go and figure what to do with your life without Taylor. I have literally tried searching for girls like her, what did I get stuck into that is right you guessed it one night stand.

I don’t know when am I ever going to settle down, but if my life keeps on going like this I may end up like this for the rest of my life. You know what let me call Taylor, right now see how she is doing and stuff.

Me: “Tay---lor??”

Taylor: “Harry is that you?, oh my God haven’t heard from me in a while now how have you been?.”

Me: “I have been good Taylor, Niall arrived safely here he is downstairs with the rest of the lads.”

Taylor: “ Yeah I know thank God, he arrived safely there. So you tell me what’s up with you?, life and stuff?.”

Me: “Everything is well, I am just well a little bit sad at the moment but I will be fine.”

Taylor: “Sad??, do you want to Skype and talk about it?.”

Me:” If you don’t mind, it would just take a few min.”

I cannot believe I was going to Skype with Taylor it is bad enough, her voice made me miss her a lot what more if I see her in Skype. I don’t know how to handle this, here we go Harry don’t try to make it obvious.

Me: “Taylor!”.

Taylor: “Tell me Harry what is going on, why are you sad?.”

Me: “I don’t know, I guess I just feel lonely that’s all. I am seeking for that special someone but cannot seem to find it, I guess now isn’t the right time for me. “

Taylor: “Don’t say that Harry, the right one will come by when the right time comes. I have waited for someone like Niall to come into my life ever since my dad died, now that I found him I couldn’t have been any happier in my life. It will come naturally Harry don’t, you even stress about it.”

Me: “You are right Taylor, thanks for the advice I will talk to you soon got to go and hang out with Niall and the rest.”

We closed the Skype session, this was the hardest thing to do for me personally. I went back down to chill with the lads, every single one of them were talking about their love one.

Liam was talking about how much he is in love with Sophie, Zayn is talking about Perrie and how much he is so happy about getting engaged. Louis is talking about Eleanor, and of course Niall was talking about his perfect girl Taylor.

I was stuck I didn’t have anyone to show off to, I didn’t have that special someone like those lads have. I wish that one day I would have that special girl, till now I guess I will just have to wait.

Me: “Alright guys Niall is back, can we please go clubbing?.”

Louis: “Boys night out!!, oh yeah!!.”

We all got dressed up for our boys night out, well I guess some alcohol and a good one night stand will cure my depression. We went to Funky Buddha, I love this club all gorgeous ladies go there.

I was ready to have a good night, I made my way to the bar and I got my eyes locked on this hot brunette chick. I took a shot of tequila and made my way to her, I grabbed her by the waist and whispered in her ear.

“You are so beautiful, are you with someone?”. She looked at me with those tiger eyes, “I don’t have anyone with me why?.”

Me: “Let me buy you a drink then you will know why”, I know how to please girls so I bought her a drink.

Random girl: “This place is getting kind of crowded do you want to head some where more quite”. I didn’t argue at all, I was drunk she was drunk it was that time to leave.

We grabbed a taxi, we were both seating at the back seat. She unzipped my fly and put her hands over my hard erection. I tilted my head back, “don’t tease me you are going to regret this”.

She winked at me, and continued pumping her fist up and down in my hard erection. We finally reached home, the time couldn’t have passed by any faster.

I pushed her to the wall, and started licking her neck all the way down. Liam and the rest of the lads, came inside and interrupted us.

Liam: “I am sorry lad, I didn’t know you had company.”

I was so embarrassed and I looked at the girl and she was blushing, man I cannot get any privacy in this place.

Random girl: “Do you mind if I just stay here for the night, I would definitely love to get to know you.”

End Of POV

Notes

Wowww, hold up!!. Why does this random girl want to stay with Harry, could this girl be more than a one night stand for Harry?. If that is the case, I am so happy for Harry he really does deserve the best :').

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