Taylor POV

*8 weeks later *

I actually feel a lot better, now that everything is patched up between Niall right now. I woke up with a huge smile in my face, “Good morning Tay hope you have a beautiful day :) xx”. I got this message from Niall this boy is so sweet, he really does know how to make my day better.

I got ready for work, http://cache13.indulgy.net/Jb/Eg/DT/268808671478453096fkaGs2zVc.jpg grabbed my coffee and headed out of the house. My mom, brother and step father left me alone to spend summer. They wanted to go to England I didn’t want to go, I wanted to work instead so that is why I had the house all to myself for the last couple of weeks.

It has been quite lonely without them inside of the house, I do miss them so much. Niall is always there to make me feel happy and not feel so alone, that is why I really love him.

Other guys wouldn’t care about their girlfriends like this, but Nialler he is different. Even though, I am not really sure where our relationship status stands right now. I know it will work out, for the second time.

I haven’t talked to Harry though, in a very long time he probably is happy with his life. I am happy for him if that is the case, Harry is a very nice man any girl will surely be lucky to have him in her life.

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Niall POV

Taylor has been the main girl even though I am not beside her, I cannot find another girl like her. I do forgive her now I want her back in my life, as a girlfriend right now I don’t want to waste any moment.

She does have a dark side to her, but you know what? I love her so much that it doesn’t bother me. As long as I love her, and I show her all of me I hope that she will change.

Deep inside, I know the type of girl she is she is the type of girl I want to have in my life. If God is by our side, then I am sure that everything will be fine. I just have to have her in my life, right now.

I am done with thinking and going back and forth, it has been 8 weeks and I feel like now is the right time. Right after I am done with tour next week I will go to Ireland, to see my family for one week and then go to her.

I am sure she will be happy to see me, this time I am going to give her all of me. I hope that when I show her my real self she will, not need to go to her dark side of life.

I want to be the guy that she says to the world, this man is my guardian angel he is the one that saved me from the darkness. Taylor baby just hold on, we’re going home.

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Taylor POV

I completely forgot that it was my dad’s death anniversary today, that is why I felt depressed earlier. I started looking at my old baby pictures, and started tearing up Dad wherever you are I really miss you so much.

I hope you are proud of me and the kind of women I have become, ever since you were gone I have been lost in my life. I don’t know what is the meaning of true love, ever since you were gone.

Dad I miss you so much, I still need your assistance in life I feel so lost and I don’t know where to go. I am not blaming God for taking you away from this life too soon, I just blame myself because I am not a perfect daughter.

I love you so much dad, I wish that you were here with me this time but you aren’t. I will make it through this life dad, but I want to tell you something dad before I go. I have met this amazing guy named Niall Horan, he is such a sweet guy he reminds me of you.

When I am sad he is always there to make me happy, when I cry he always tells me that tomorrow will be a better day and this is just a test. Dad he is giving me hope in a better life, do you know that I am forgetting about my dark life because of him.

I really do think dad, that he will be the one to save me from my life and bring me into a brand new beginning. As I was about to leave the grave of my father, my mom called me from England.

Mom: “Honey I am just calling you to say that today is your dad’s death anniversary, if you dad was still alive your dad would be so proud of you. You have grown up into a strong women, honey I know about your dark side while the maids were cleaning your rooms. They found a lot of condoms, I know what has happened in your life and Taylor I just wanted to stay. That your dad and I are not less proud of you, we are still very proud of you. I am very sorry I haven’t given you enough love, forgive me” my mom started crying I was crying as well.

It was more of a sign of relief than sadness my mom accepted my dark side?, I cannot believe it. This is the happiest day in my life, it is like a huge wall in my life fell down.

I am ready to begin a new life, I don’t feel any more sadness my mom is excepting me for who I am and my dad is proud of me.

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Notes

Finally Taylor can begin a new life!. Niall is such a sweetheart <3 :'). What will happen to Taylor?, will she really begin a new life or will something else be happening?.

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