The following day, “Good morning Taylor I have a gathering I am invited to come with me?.” Harry sent me that message, well to be honest I love going to parties so I don’t mind going to this gathering.

I wore this outfit for university, http://www.polyvore.com/sexy_red_outfit/set?id=97865064 I was not going to wear this in the gathering I was planning on coming back home after university.

I went to university, it was another boring day nothing fun happened except I learned that I have strong feeling for Harry. I don’t know whether it is the great sex we had, or the charm he has I don’t know.

Niall is a very sweet guy as well, I could see him and I being good friends. I don’t know if I have really strong feelings like I do for Harry, but he is very dear to me that is why I was crying when he said he was going to leave.

I went back home to change into my outfit, http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=97865654 my dress was from Roberto Cavalli, my make up artist did a fabulous job with my make up. I took one more look before I headed outside, Harry was already outside my house.

Thank God, my parents weren’t home, they would have gone insane if they saw me dressed like this going into a gathering party with a boy.
Harry: “Wow you look stunning as always Taylor” http://31.media.tumblr.com/1d0169beca8a39b6c1cd37437e2c4801/tumblr_mrhdfy3sFM1s3ug1so1_500.gif his reaction said it all.

Me: “Thank you Harry, I am ready to go are you?.”

Harry: “Of course wait, let me open the door for you.”

Oh wow, Harry being all romantic and stuff I guess he does have feelings for me a little bit.

We reached the party, I was used to this kind of events I am a rich brat what do you expect?. I don’t know anyone over here, but apparently Harry knew a lot of people. I went to the bar to grab a drink, “Taylor come here I would like to introduce you to some people”.

I approached him, and smiled at the people “Taylor this is Derick, Robert and Emily guys this is my friend Taylor.”

Friend?!!, is that what I am to you just a friend?. After we had sex in the car, and you took me out on several dates. We are just friends?!, I had a feeling this would happen I didn’t want to happen I really did have strong feeling for him.

I went out of the party with tears coming down my face, “Hang on Taylor did I say anything wrong?”.

Me: “After all we went through dates, we had sex and I am just a friend to you?. Really Harry, I can’t believe this I should have seen this coming. I knew you were trouble for me, I should have not attached my feelings to you. I actually thought that deep down inside, you were a kind and sweet guy. I guess you are nothing, but the same guys I have dated in the past. “

Harry: “Taylor listen come here, I don’t want to have any feelings for you I am not good for you. I am not good with relationships at all, I don’t want to hurt you please understand me. You are a very special girl, I don’t think that I am good enough to take care of you. That is why I put my feelings aside, the truth is I am lost I don’t know what I want in my life. I need to find myself, before I commit into a relationship.”

I left him, I didn’t want to be treated like this I love him so much. I planned our future together, that is how far I thought about him and I. If he is lost, let him find himself I don’t want to be with someone that doesn’t even feel the same way.

*Harry POV*


I ruined it, ruined everything I met this awesome sweet girl and I ruined everything. Harry why don’t you want to commit with her?, she is perfect aside from her physical appearance she is beautiful on the inside. I guess what I told her was right, I am useless. I don’t deserve such a perfect girl in my life, the best thing for me is to get drunk right now and forget about life.

Gosh, this is so bad I feel like an entire asshole before I met her I was this bad guy getting girls in the bars and screwing them. That was the life I lived before I met Taylor I don’t, know she changed me to become better.

I guess being the asshole I was before, is better for me. I guess I will find a random girl, and just screw her. That way is better no strings attached just a one night stand, plus I have a busy schedule I cannot deal with commitments.


*End Of POV*

Notes

Oh no :'(!!, Harry doesn't feel the same way about Taylor. Taylor perception was right, Harry is afraid of commitment.. :(.

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