Niall's POV

'Niall wake up!' I hear a female voice yell,but I groan
For a split of a second I thought it might be Jordan,but then I've got disappointed again.

'Niall get up mate' A male voice says and now I feel someone shaking me

I don't want to get up,not without her next to me,without her warmth,without her hair tickling me and smelling like strawberries.
I don't want to get up without the love of my life in my arms,mumbling something about sweets while sleeping.
I don't want to get up without her taking my breath away every time she opens her eyes and reveals them to me as they shine and then at the same time win every competitions against the sun.

'I count to ten or I'll pour this bucket full of water over you' Anotherone says and I give in,cursing some inappropriate things under my breath and as I finally open my eyes I see Louis and Perrie before me with concerned looks.No the least I need now is sympathy.
Really?

'What do you guys want?' I ask putting a fake smile on,pretending that life was perfect when it simply haunts me.

'Don't pretend like everything's okay.Because it's not.'Louis says and I get angry

'What else do you want me to do,Lou? What else can I do to bring this day without her to an end?
Tell me!Tell me what I'm supposed to do when the best thing that happened to me,when the love of my life thinks that I'll be happier without her and that I'll be out of danger.What would you do if Eleanor leaves you one day without any warning and just leaves you alone broken and your heart scattered into a billion little pieces.
Tell me what else you would do then to pretend everything's ok' I yell at him,at both of them as tears silently stream down my face

'I know all you guys want is that I am happy but i simply can't .Could you now please just let me be alone?' I ask and they nod their heads and leave

As they go out,I instantly wish,he would've told me how to deal with that.
I mean you can burn all things from the ones you love and throw them away but there are so many memories I share with her.For example our first date.

Flashback

This girl seems so different.She's in one way like many girl totally gorgeous,but something about her just makes me want to get to know her better

'So you wanted to tell me why you cried' I ask a bit nervously and she looks me straight in here eyes and she just stunnes me.

'Uuum,I-I was angry with my dad,because -' But before she could tell me what happend,her phone rings.As she goes I think about her mesmerising grey eyes.

'Sorry,I'll be back soon' And with this she leaves

I gaze at her and see that she's annoyed but it kinda looks cute on her

'Sorry,that was my dad.Where were we?Right..I wanted to tell you why I was angry with my dad.I was,or better said I am angry with my dad,because he doesn't let me talk about my mum.
You have to know that my mum-'

She stops to take a deep breath as tears stream down her face.It breaks my heart to see her like that

'that my mum commited suicide after being depressive over years.And my dad doesn't want to talk about her and saying she's dead and gone - sorry i don't want to bore you'

Poor her she had to suffer so much,I just feel as if I should kiss her tears away but instead I comecloser and wipe away her tears - what makes her laugh
Then I takes her hand and run my thumb down here knuckles.

'You don't bore me - no quite the reverse.I think you're a cool,funny and pretty girl who suffered too much in the last years.'

After that we start having more fun

We are laughing,even singing and talking about everything else and it feels so good.
We even changed numbers
She's really funny.But through all this time I would glance at her lips,wondering how they'd feel on mine.When I look at my watch,I realized that it's a quarter to eleven,we're still in the city and we're still talking

'Oh no.I have to go now.Tomorrow is my first day at school and I don't want to wake up later than I already do.Soo..bye'

And as she turns around,about to leave,I take my chance and grab her wrist and crush my lips on hers

'Goodbye' I breath and she smiles at me

I could really get used to this.

Flashback ends

A small smile and a little tear show on my face as I remember our first date.Normal people would say that was the way we first met but we both said that it was officially our first date,because on the third date we both had sex for the first time

Flashback starts

'Soo what are we going to next?'

She asks innocently as I make my way to her
She looks so beautiful as she stands before me in her summer dress,looking all gorgeous and sexy.I step closer and grab her by her back and push her against me as we start kissing.
We're kissing in sync our tongues entwining as I finally surrender myself to the fact that I love her.Then I remove my shirt and she undressed her dress and We both stare at each other,wanting and craving for more.

'You're beautiful.You know that.You're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen and I love you ' I say honestly and she blushes


'I love you,too.And I thank God everyday that I ran into your arms,though it hurt,but the pain I had worth it.'

I love how she said that and smile at her warmly.

I kiss her again and then I carry her to the bed where I lay her down softly.
I kiss her down her neck giving her love bites and she gives me some as well

'Perfect' She whispers and I look at her

'Yes you are' I answer cheekily and take out the condom

I strip down her underwear and remove my boxer and then I fill her slowly.
I look at her in pure pleasure and so does she.
Then we change the position as she sits on my dick
We are kissing through the whole time and then I cum shouting her name in pure pleasure as she comes with me.

Flashback ends

And now she's gone.gone away,thinking she has to safe me from who ever
I can't believe that she doesn't trust me.
After everything we went through.I mean we married for God's sake
We promised each other to stay together for better and for worse,didn't we?
But she broke it










She broke me

Notes

Hey guys,
i'm writing this chapter secretly because my parents to think I'm sleeping
they are coming

shoot

bye

xxjustteenagedirtbags