
You can't always fix the broken
That doesn't sound like a joke
I look at the test results for probably 5 minutes until Kimberly says something
'And?'
'You are totally healed.It was just stress' I say and she smiles
'I thought I was sick again because you were looking shocked' She says
'Is everything okay?' She asks and I see that she is worried
'Yeah,I'm good thanks ' I lie 'Get some rest' I say and leave
What is that? I look at the papers again and I don't want to believe what I am reading.
I'm reading it over and over again,hoping that it's just a joke
Hope you enjoyed your honeymoon sweetie.Your happiness won't stay that long xx
I run to Nora maybe she knows who wrote this piece of paper.
'Nora!Nora wait!' I shout and she turns around,looking bemused
'Do you know who wrote this? ' I ask her and she takes the paper out of my hand
'No,Jordan it'd be better if you give that the police.That doesn't sound like a joke ' She says and I shake my head
'Maybe it was a fan who tries to bother me' I say and she nods her head
'Whatever,if something happens,you know where you find me' She smiles at me and I quickly hug her,before going to my next patient.
The rest of the day goes on as always but I still feel abit uncomfortable because of that letter
I decide to shrug it off,maybe it was really a bad joke from some 12 years old Niall lovers.
I had enough bad times in my life,but because I still can't get rid of that uncomfortable feeling,I drive after work to the Lion's eye.
I sit down on the familiar blue stone and look up to the sky,thinking about dad.
He could have helped me.I mean,Niall is a great husband,the best thing that happened to me but I just don't want to bother him and I definitely don't want to see worry in his beautiful face again.
I miss dad.But he said if I need him I should come here and just talk.It may seem weird for people but it helps.
'Hey dad' I whisper
'I've got weird things in the last few days and I am very afraid that the nightmare is starting again '
'I don't want the once I love to be in danger'
'i don't want this things to start a new'
'then it just seems as if your death was in vain ' I whisper and feel the tears running down my cheek
'I better get going.I love you dad' I whisper and leave
I know that I am alone tonight because Niall's at work.
So I drive home and park my car in the garage and head to the house.
Before I open the door I see that the light inside is on.
I don't have a good feeling here
'And?'
'You are totally healed.It was just stress' I say and she smiles
'I thought I was sick again because you were looking shocked' She says
'Is everything okay?' She asks and I see that she is worried
'Yeah,I'm good thanks ' I lie 'Get some rest' I say and leave
What is that? I look at the papers again and I don't want to believe what I am reading.
I'm reading it over and over again,hoping that it's just a joke
Hope you enjoyed your honeymoon sweetie.Your happiness won't stay that long xx
I run to Nora maybe she knows who wrote this piece of paper.
'Nora!Nora wait!' I shout and she turns around,looking bemused
'Do you know who wrote this? ' I ask her and she takes the paper out of my hand
'No,Jordan it'd be better if you give that the police.That doesn't sound like a joke ' She says and I shake my head
'Maybe it was a fan who tries to bother me' I say and she nods her head
'Whatever,if something happens,you know where you find me' She smiles at me and I quickly hug her,before going to my next patient.
The rest of the day goes on as always but I still feel abit uncomfortable because of that letter
I decide to shrug it off,maybe it was really a bad joke from some 12 years old Niall lovers.
I had enough bad times in my life,but because I still can't get rid of that uncomfortable feeling,I drive after work to the Lion's eye.
I sit down on the familiar blue stone and look up to the sky,thinking about dad.
He could have helped me.I mean,Niall is a great husband,the best thing that happened to me but I just don't want to bother him and I definitely don't want to see worry in his beautiful face again.
I miss dad.But he said if I need him I should come here and just talk.It may seem weird for people but it helps.
'Hey dad' I whisper
'I've got weird things in the last few days and I am very afraid that the nightmare is starting again '
'I don't want the once I love to be in danger'
'i don't want this things to start a new'
'then it just seems as if your death was in vain ' I whisper and feel the tears running down my cheek
'I better get going.I love you dad' I whisper and leave
I know that I am alone tonight because Niall's at work.
So I drive home and park my car in the garage and head to the house.
Before I open the door I see that the light inside is on.
I don't have a good feeling here
Notes
Hi my dirtbags,although the chapter is quite boring I am still glad that I could even update.
Ok I try to update in the next days but don't be mad at me if I don't because we get visitors tomorrow from the UK and they need attention.You never know what the bring ish people are planning to do in Germany
Until then and Happy Birthday Germany
Yeahh right today is Germany's national holiday
11/28/13