
You can't always fix the broken
These four walls and me
Niall's POV
'Why is she saying so many bad things about herself?' I ask involuntarily
'What do you mean?' Sandra asks
'She was calling herself names.They hurt me more than they might hurt her' I say
'Scarlette forced her to say that' I whisper
'She said she doesn't deserve me and she called herself so many things.The she should say something to me but she refused and then Scarlette thretened her and said she would kill Jordan and...her baby' I expain,whispering the last part
'She pregnant?' I don't answer but nod my head
'With my baby' I whisper
Suddendly we hear something breaking down.
'No no no no no no no no' Sandra whines
'Shitty timing universe' She exclaims
'Stay in here I'll look what's wrong.It's still my car' I say and stand up
It's nothing too special.It's just a bursted tyre.Changing the tyre just needed ten minutes so now we're back on the road.
'Oh God have mercy!' She exclaims again
'What wrong?' I ask,clearly annyoed of her constant screaming
'Where in the middle of a fucking traffic jam'
'Sandra please calm down' I say calmly because she's making herself crazy
'NOOO!No!At any other day but not now!It's as if the whole world wants Jordan to die.' She exclaims,taking her head in her hands
'I don't' I whisper and pull her for a hug
'If she dies it'll be my fault' She whispers
'Don't say that' I say sternly
'You didn't know that that would happen.' I say as I pat her back
'You couldn't stop that from happening' I look at her and her make up is smeared in her face.
She's pretty miserable and I can't help it but it makes me feel even more guilty
'I could have' I whisper but she didn't hear me
After another half an hour we're at our destiantion.
Jordan's POV
'How dare you not obeying my orders' She says through gritted teeth
'Because I don't have to obey you one little bit' I say,growing more confident after hearing Niall's voice again
'I don't think you're in the position of being a bad ass' She winks
'Scarlette,what do you promise yourself will happen after I died?'I ask her and her stupid grin fades
'Tell me!You'll still be your mad little self.The one that never experienced love.The one who became mad instead of asking her own sister for help.Don't you think I would have helped you.YOU'RE MY SISTER FOR JESUS' SAKE.
But no,you are smart enough to kill my ex-boyfriend and then kidnap and torture me to death.
Why?What do you think will happen when I finally died.' I ask growing more frustrated
'Even when I died,your soul will not rest' I say
'SHUT UP!SHUT UP!SHUT UP!' I screams and the top of her lungs slapping me across my face.
I know that I'll die here for sure:
These four walls and me
'Why is she saying so many bad things about herself?' I ask involuntarily
'What do you mean?' Sandra asks
'She was calling herself names.They hurt me more than they might hurt her' I say
'Scarlette forced her to say that' I whisper
'She said she doesn't deserve me and she called herself so many things.The she should say something to me but she refused and then Scarlette thretened her and said she would kill Jordan and...her baby' I expain,whispering the last part
'She pregnant?' I don't answer but nod my head
'With my baby' I whisper
Suddendly we hear something breaking down.
'No no no no no no no no' Sandra whines
'Shitty timing universe' She exclaims
'Stay in here I'll look what's wrong.It's still my car' I say and stand up
It's nothing too special.It's just a bursted tyre.Changing the tyre just needed ten minutes so now we're back on the road.
'Oh God have mercy!' She exclaims again
'What wrong?' I ask,clearly annyoed of her constant screaming
'Where in the middle of a fucking traffic jam'
'Sandra please calm down' I say calmly because she's making herself crazy
'NOOO!No!At any other day but not now!It's as if the whole world wants Jordan to die.' She exclaims,taking her head in her hands
'I don't' I whisper and pull her for a hug
'If she dies it'll be my fault' She whispers
'Don't say that' I say sternly
'You didn't know that that would happen.' I say as I pat her back
'You couldn't stop that from happening' I look at her and her make up is smeared in her face.
She's pretty miserable and I can't help it but it makes me feel even more guilty
'I could have' I whisper but she didn't hear me
After another half an hour we're at our destiantion.
Jordan's POV
'How dare you not obeying my orders' She says through gritted teeth
'Because I don't have to obey you one little bit' I say,growing more confident after hearing Niall's voice again
'I don't think you're in the position of being a bad ass' She winks
'Scarlette,what do you promise yourself will happen after I died?'I ask her and her stupid grin fades
'Tell me!You'll still be your mad little self.The one that never experienced love.The one who became mad instead of asking her own sister for help.Don't you think I would have helped you.YOU'RE MY SISTER FOR JESUS' SAKE.
But no,you are smart enough to kill my ex-boyfriend and then kidnap and torture me to death.
Why?What do you think will happen when I finally died.' I ask growing more frustrated
'Even when I died,your soul will not rest' I say
'SHUT UP!SHUT UP!SHUT UP!' I screams and the top of her lungs slapping me across my face.
I know that I'll die here for sure:
These four walls and me
Notes
Heyaaaaaaa chicas,I unfortunately can just give you one chapter now because I don't have enough time left for the other
I'm so grateful that you guys keep reading my story and I want to tell you that I'm sure about the end now.It might be a happy ending for some and a sad end for others..
Anyways,I hope you stay as cool as you are now
See yaa
And I,I can't come alive,I want the room to take me under,and I can't help but wonder what if I had one more night for goodbye...
11/28/13