You can't always fix the broken
Hey braceface
'I have to find her' I tell Zayn and I saw him almost smirking
'I know' he simply tells me like it's nothing serious
'But you know that she doesn't want you to find her ' He said and I frown
'Give me the letter' He demands and I take it out of my pocket.
I have this letter since she left and I'll keep it until I find her.
These are the last things she said to me before she went away:
Hey braceface,
I know you want to know where I am and what is going on but it's better for you if you don't.
I knew that I'm a typical cause of problems and I never wanted to involve you.
I'm so sorry.
Please don't search for me and find someone else who might be able to make your life easier and better.
It may hurt you at first but don't forget that it's not in my intention that you have to suffer and I won't let that happen.
I love you too much to let that happen
I don't worth it
Please don't forget me
Yours forever Jordan
He looks at me with a blank expression
'So she left because she wants you to be save?' He asks and I nod again
'But why does she has the need to save you?' Zayn asks and I remember the day Jordan left
Flashback
'Guys I have to go home quickly.The police told me that something happens and they don't know where Jordan is' I say and they all look at me with shocked expressions
'What are you waiting for?' Louis exclaims
'Go!' They all yell at me and I go
We were happy for the past four years .Why does this have to happen.Why does it start all over again?
As I'm before our house dozens of police cars are standing before our house and a "crime scene"
banner surrounds it.
I run inside and the living room is a living catastrophe.Blood is everywhere and on the wall there's written YOU CAN'T ALWAYS FIX THE BROKEN
Flashback ends
'I thank you again that I can sleep here Zayn' I say as I think about the message
YOU CAN'T ALWAYS FIX THE BROKEN
Her dad tried to fix the broken and he died
She tried to fix the broken and had to run away
I tried to fix the broken and now I'm broken-hearted
I'm tired.I was driving around for the past three hours and I was everywhere.
Maybe I'll find her at the Starbucks we first met.
It's now 8 pm and I head inside I find the spot where we sat down and then my heart beats faster than fast.Is this true?
Is it her...?
Jordan
'I know' he simply tells me like it's nothing serious
'But you know that she doesn't want you to find her ' He said and I frown
'Give me the letter' He demands and I take it out of my pocket.
I have this letter since she left and I'll keep it until I find her.
These are the last things she said to me before she went away:
Hey braceface,
I know you want to know where I am and what is going on but it's better for you if you don't.
I knew that I'm a typical cause of problems and I never wanted to involve you.
I'm so sorry.
Please don't search for me and find someone else who might be able to make your life easier and better.
It may hurt you at first but don't forget that it's not in my intention that you have to suffer and I won't let that happen.
I love you too much to let that happen
I don't worth it
Please don't forget me
Yours forever Jordan
He looks at me with a blank expression
'So she left because she wants you to be save?' He asks and I nod again
'But why does she has the need to save you?' Zayn asks and I remember the day Jordan left
Flashback
'Guys I have to go home quickly.The police told me that something happens and they don't know where Jordan is' I say and they all look at me with shocked expressions
'What are you waiting for?' Louis exclaims
'Go!' They all yell at me and I go
We were happy for the past four years .Why does this have to happen.Why does it start all over again?
As I'm before our house dozens of police cars are standing before our house and a "crime scene"
banner surrounds it.
I run inside and the living room is a living catastrophe.Blood is everywhere and on the wall there's written YOU CAN'T ALWAYS FIX THE BROKEN
Flashback ends
'I thank you again that I can sleep here Zayn' I say as I think about the message
YOU CAN'T ALWAYS FIX THE BROKEN
Her dad tried to fix the broken and he died
She tried to fix the broken and had to run away
I tried to fix the broken and now I'm broken-hearted
I'm tired.I was driving around for the past three hours and I was everywhere.
Maybe I'll find her at the Starbucks we first met.
It's now 8 pm and I head inside I find the spot where we sat down and then my heart beats faster than fast.Is this true?
Is it her...?
Jordan
Notes
Hey my aguacatls,I'm such a dumbass bitch that's a fact and I'm so sorry but my laptop is such a bitch and now I had to steal my dad's tablet to update.I'm so sorry.I hope that you'll forgive me.
I have some questions for you :
Do you think Niall really saw Jordan?
Do you still like my story?
And I start ending my notes with some random lyrics
We will never be royals...
11/28/13