'Jordan?Do you come now?' Niall asks as he asks me one final time if I'm ready for the beach.

Beach?You may ask yourself now.I'm on my honeymoon with my lovely husband.
I still can't believe it.I'm Mrs.Jordan Horan.Sounds good,doesn't it?
I'll never forget how he asked me in the small park,in the city of London and there were even people walking,taking pictures.I saw the picture on twitter.I still don't do this twitter thing,but it's quiet interesting what they're saying about me.

Flashback

We finally stop in a small park,where he let go of my hand.

'Stop' He whisper softly and I stop abruptly

'You know that I love you,right?' He asks and I nod my head smiling

'And you love me as well,don't you?' He ask again,and I can sense his fear

'Yes I do from the bottom of my heart' I answers and peck him on his lips

'And no matter what you'd stay with me' He asks again,and I can't help myself but frown

'Niall why are you asking me these questions?' I finally ask,probably looking concerend

'Jordan May Porter I love you' He then simply says and goes down on one knee and my heart beats as fast as Usain Bolt's after running a marathon
'I want to spend the rest of my life with you.I know I may have flaws and the last year was really hard for you but through all this time,you made my love for even bigger,everyday a little bit more.And even now,as you're standing before me it doesn't stop.The way you shake your hair out of face instead of putting the hairstring behind your ear.The way you smile and your eyes shine and it seems as if they would shine through me.
I've loved you since the August,12 2012 and I promise to love you for the rest of my life'

I look at him not knowing what to answer.I love him endlessly but then I think,do I worth his love for me?Then this proverb from the Perks of being a wallflower comes back to my mind "we only accept the love we think we deserve".But still I can't answer I can't speak and a pool of tears is forming in my eyes and then he asks me once more:

'Do you want to marry me?'

Then I swallow all my fear and all my bad experiences,as I surrender myself to the love I feel for him.The boy who broke the walls I built around myself over years,the stone that replaced my heart after mum died.The boy who I loved endlessly since minute one.
Then finally I smile at him and say:

'Yes' I take a deep breath ' Yes I want to be your wife for the rest of my life'

His eyes light up immediately,not his normal bright blue eyes but a blue I never thought of possible.It was so strong,I just had to wrap my arms around his neck and look him straight in the eyes.I probably still had tears in my eyes,but I swear to God,now as I'm standing before him I'm sure that I want to spend the rest of my life with him.

Suddendly we hear people clapping and cheering .
We look around and see a bunch of people smiling and taking pictures of us.
I look at Niall who smiles at me warmly,then he takes my hand and we leave.

The next days were quite entertaining.Sandra couldn't wait to take me to the bride store with Eleanor,Perrie and Danielle in tow.We didn't immediately buy a dress,because I just didn't want to exaggerate it directly.


And then finally our wedding.It was-

Flashback ends

'Honey c'mon let's go' Niall says again and kicks me out of my daydream

He takes me by my hand and we head outside.

I always imagine the Bahamas to be beautiful but it's quite an understatement.
Especially when the sun sets.Then the sky becomes some kind of purple and it just looks perfect.

'What took you so long?' Niall asks and smiles down at me

'Huh?Oh I was thinking about your proposal.You looked so cute and you were really nervous' I say and I see that he flushes

'And we didn't even notice how many people were surrounding us.It was just you and me and it felt perfect' I say again and kiss his cheek

Then he turns me around,face to face and kisses me passionately.Not longing,not needing,loving.As he always does.I place my hands around his neck and he smiles into the kiss and twirls me around.I don't really care if anyone's watching.I'm in love.
Then we start moving,I'm walking backwards until we fall into the soft sand.
We look at each other and burst out laughing.
Then he gives my hand a kiss and looks me straight into the eyes.
Although the sun is shining,Niall's eyes shine brighter and he smiles at me

'I love you' He whispers and introduces round two.

Notes

Heyaaa guys

This is the first chapter of the sequel to "Just because of me.."
I hope it gets as much reader and subscriber as the first "book" and I hope you like it as much as the first one
The sequel will defenetly be more dramatic,there will be more blood and there will also be more sex.I hope you'll still like it.And I hope you don't forget to vote.

One more thing: Because school started I can't update as much as I used to also because highschool is quite stressing and these last years really count for my future.That's why I have to learn a lot.That doesn't mean I won't update at all,it just means that you'll probably have to wait a bit longer.Sorry guys


Love you

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