A LITTLE CINDERELLA STORY
are you insane?!
the show went as expected.....great.the whole time i was thinking about going on tour with one direction,even if it meant working for them.not only would i get paid well but il watch free shows and spend time with one direction themselves.....with harry though i was getting the vibe that niall liked me i oppted to ignore it.it cant be anything serious after all and harry had been really flirty after finding me with niall.i thought maybe he was acting out of jelousy but i soon blew it off when i found him on the phone asking taylor to go to dinner with him on monday after the show.before i knew it i was back home antisipating 1D's last show in NYC when they would go some place else and i would meet them after schools go on break in some other country or part of america.im not sure where they will be.
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"paige there you are" i said when i found her outside having a smoke..weed i tought to myself.i love this girl but there is no stopping her.it was too late to change her though she had done everyting....she started drinking at 11,lost her virginity at the same age to a 46 year old man who was a good friend of her parents.when paige started running away from home he would take her in and she trusted him,i didnt blame her.he was a man she saw laughing with her parents on many occasions.one day he came home and raped her.she couldnt protest because she was afaid to lose him.he was all she had at the time.the rape became frequent and soon turned ito sex because she says she stated to enjoy it.then it became violent and she was on the streets again.she soon found refuge in a brothel where she was made to have sex with way older men...even women.sometimes it was with 4 men at the same time.i once asked her why she chose to go to a brothel and not report her parents to some social service and her answer was "sarah sex is easy and enjoyable.i miss that place,maybe i should drop by and help out a little dont u think?" and she did drop by and 'help'.by age 14 she was known by almost half of the men in every little bar.they all said "iv had that whore before", she had also turned goth after dating some 20year old goth/rocker.he had a band called blood suckers and he made her sleep with all 7 of members of his band..she thought it was love.he died 2 weeks later of drug overdose.he was found in a motel with 2 other naked girls only one of them survived. 2 years later she got arrested for theft and assult.she spent 2 months in juvenille prison and when she was released the police tracked down aunty marge who didnt even know that her sister(paige's mom) had a kid.they never did get along.to say they hated eachother was an understatement.
marge didnt want paige though..she had just gotten engaged and was starting to enjoy her life....her engagement didnt last long after paige's arrival...she seduced marge's husband to be.she basically didnt get a long with her aunt after that.
we met that very year when ia 14.i still dont know why she befriended me,she usually had friends that where similar to her and where much older but oh well....
"iv been looking for u since yesteray" i said standing in front of her as she leaned against the wall looking rather gross and messy and smelly.she smelled like beer,smoke and sex(i know what sex smells like because i remember walkng in on her and her at the the time boyfriend having sex in her room).she didnt respond.she didnt even look at me.i waited then continued..."guess what! I...AM..-" "fucking the curly kid" she cut me off and straightened up with the joint(what she was smoking)inbetween her fingers and she looked me in the face with the are you done bothering me look.she was the reason i cried most of the time because she had the ability to be just like the devill and not care,esspecialy when she was high.she was also the reason i smilled most of the the time because she also had the ability to be very kind,loving,caring and understanding..that happens only when she is neiter drunk nor high,like when she got free tickets and backstage passes for us and even offered to watch the concert with her which was very special because she HATES one direction and everything thats not metal rock...momments like those where becoming rare.
"i wish!" i said enthusiatically.i didnt notice her disgust when she said that because i was too over the moon. "actually..IM GOING ON TOUR WITH ONE DIRECTION THATS MY SUMMER JOB CAN U BELIEVE THAT?!!" i said without bothering to panctuate my sentence.i held on to her shoulders a jumped up and down "WHAT!" she shouted. "i said im go-" "ur not going any fuckng where u got that" she said pinning me roughly on the wall and putting her handon my throat. "sarah u got that?" she said lowering he voice and calming down. "who r u 2 decide" i said angry but afaid to show it. "sarah i brought you here to make you happy because i love you sarah.." she said moving her body closer to mine and cupping my right breast. "im in love with u..dont u see that bitch..dont u?huh? CAN U BE THAT FUCKING DUMB!IF IT WASNT FOR ME YOUR POOR ASS WOULDNT BE HERE.YOUR ARE MI-" we heard the door open from inside,it was harry.
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"paige there you are" i said when i found her outside having a smoke..weed i tought to myself.i love this girl but there is no stopping her.it was too late to change her though she had done everyting....she started drinking at 11,lost her virginity at the same age to a 46 year old man who was a good friend of her parents.when paige started running away from home he would take her in and she trusted him,i didnt blame her.he was a man she saw laughing with her parents on many occasions.one day he came home and raped her.she couldnt protest because she was afaid to lose him.he was all she had at the time.the rape became frequent and soon turned ito sex because she says she stated to enjoy it.then it became violent and she was on the streets again.she soon found refuge in a brothel where she was made to have sex with way older men...even women.sometimes it was with 4 men at the same time.i once asked her why she chose to go to a brothel and not report her parents to some social service and her answer was "sarah sex is easy and enjoyable.i miss that place,maybe i should drop by and help out a little dont u think?" and she did drop by and 'help'.by age 14 she was known by almost half of the men in every little bar.they all said "iv had that whore before", she had also turned goth after dating some 20year old goth/rocker.he had a band called blood suckers and he made her sleep with all 7 of members of his band..she thought it was love.he died 2 weeks later of drug overdose.he was found in a motel with 2 other naked girls only one of them survived. 2 years later she got arrested for theft and assult.she spent 2 months in juvenille prison and when she was released the police tracked down aunty marge who didnt even know that her sister(paige's mom) had a kid.they never did get along.to say they hated eachother was an understatement.
marge didnt want paige though..she had just gotten engaged and was starting to enjoy her life....her engagement didnt last long after paige's arrival...she seduced marge's husband to be.she basically didnt get a long with her aunt after that.
we met that very year when ia 14.i still dont know why she befriended me,she usually had friends that where similar to her and where much older but oh well....
"iv been looking for u since yesteray" i said standing in front of her as she leaned against the wall looking rather gross and messy and smelly.she smelled like beer,smoke and sex(i know what sex smells like because i remember walkng in on her and her at the the time boyfriend having sex in her room).she didnt respond.she didnt even look at me.i waited then continued..."guess what! I...AM..-" "fucking the curly kid" she cut me off and straightened up with the joint(what she was smoking)inbetween her fingers and she looked me in the face with the are you done bothering me look.she was the reason i cried most of the time because she had the ability to be just like the devill and not care,esspecialy when she was high.she was also the reason i smilled most of the the time because she also had the ability to be very kind,loving,caring and understanding..that happens only when she is neiter drunk nor high,like when she got free tickets and backstage passes for us and even offered to watch the concert with her which was very special because she HATES one direction and everything thats not metal rock...momments like those where becoming rare.
"i wish!" i said enthusiatically.i didnt notice her disgust when she said that because i was too over the moon. "actually..IM GOING ON TOUR WITH ONE DIRECTION THATS MY SUMMER JOB CAN U BELIEVE THAT?!!" i said without bothering to panctuate my sentence.i held on to her shoulders a jumped up and down "WHAT!" she shouted. "i said im go-" "ur not going any fuckng where u got that" she said pinning me roughly on the wall and putting her handon my throat. "sarah u got that?" she said lowering he voice and calming down. "who r u 2 decide" i said angry but afaid to show it. "sarah i brought you here to make you happy because i love you sarah.." she said moving her body closer to mine and cupping my right breast. "im in love with u..dont u see that bitch..dont u?huh? CAN U BE THAT FUCKING DUMB!IF IT WASNT FOR ME YOUR POOR ASS WOULDNT BE HERE.YOUR ARE MI-" we heard the door open from inside,it was harry.
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