The show was going well.the boy were doing great the only downside was that every time they got off stage to change outfits or something,paige and i had to run after them to tend to them.i tried avoiding louis because i was still ashamed about what happend earlier,althogh he made it impposible for me to avoid him because he made it a point to demand for more things than he needed.i couldnt complain though.louis was fun.i really liked his personality.harry on the other hand was back to talking less."whats his problem" i remmember asking louis at one point.it was getting rather irritatng honestly.but there was no bad blood between us.i knew that whatever was bothering him had nothing to do with me.

i told paige about everything that happend in harrys dressing room,i probably sounded like he proposed to me and it angerd her.she was really protective over me. "sarah.if what ever little moment u think u had means anything to him,he wouldnt be acting like you dont exist. and dont forget about that taylor chick.now enough about this pop star shit. its making me sick" she said matter of factly and i knew that i should stop right there. sometimes i thought she got way too protective.

when the show was over i couldnt help but want to say goodbye to harry.who knows..maybe he might think about me for 2seconds before he goes to bed.just as i turned around the corner towards the dressing rooms i met aunt marge.she seriously scared me because there was hardly anyone left in the arena.

"oh hey sarah i just wanted to tell you that the boys management took notice of how well you girls did.splendid job". i ended the conversation much faster than she would have liked and went on with my journey when i heard "sarah!" it was niall."hey niall" i said with a big smile...omg he was cute it was hard not to smile .i honestly didnt realise he was this cute.but he seemed breathless "have u been runnig? i said with a stupid smile on my face unlike harry his cute face and blue eyes where relaxing so talking to him was much easier. "yeah" he said in his irish accent "i left my favorite hat back there so i came to get it and i wanted to say goodbye to you" there was scilence for about 30sec when he continued " anyway,i better go...see you tomorrow?" "yeah tomorrow" i repeated. he nodded and started to walk away. "oh and louis said to tell you bye..liam too.i dont think you have met zayn though.anyway see you sarah" and he was gone.oh boy i thought.

i didnt know what to feel.should i be happy that one directions own niall horan not only rememberd my name but wanted to say bye...to me?or should i be sad that harry was gone? he didnt even bother to let me know or send me a message like louis did.even liam who i hadnt even talked to more than twice,. "oh snap out of it sarah.u have only known them for a few hours" i said to myself as i walked to aunty marge's car.she was giving me a ride home.she was like paiges mother actually.her real parents where a waste of space on planet earth as she usually said.

paige and i started talking about what we would do during summer holiday which was coming in 2 weeks time. "u should come to the rock and roll camp with me sarah" paige offered. "and be stuck with a bunch of scary looking kids coverd in tatooes and piercings....ild rather pull out my teeth" i said plainly.paige simply smiled.it was no secret that i was against her outrageous and gothic persona but i loved her just the way she was. "i need to look for a summer job" i said.i needed the money after all.i wasnt poor but i wasnt that well to do either.plus i needed to save for christmas gifts for my mum and paige.thank god tomorrow we get paid for being 'helpers of 1D' i thought.

i thanked aunt marge for the ride and promissed that i wouldnt be late tomorrow.the boys were doing soundcheks and so i had to be there at 1:30pm because just like every other celebrity...someone needed to tend to them.

just as i was about to close my eyes for good,nialls face appeard...i smiled and went to sleep.