we had our dinner and went to the couch where we watched my favorite show the inbetweeners.

"harry this is a dirty show" she said lying in my arms.

"thats why i like it so much" i told her.

"have you always been a ladies man?and have you always been dirty? she asked.

"my mom said when i was born the nurses wanted to take me home" i joked.

"haha.and have you always been dirty minded?"

"sort of.but im not that bad...."

"no you are not that bad...you are terrible." she told me.

"take that back!" i said tickling her.

"make me" she said laughing.

"take that back!!" i said tickling her more.

"or what harry edward."

"or you will regret it and it sounds so sexy when you call me harry edward." i told her.

"then make me regret it harry edward" she said sexily.

i lifted her and threw her over my shoulder and took her upstairs to my room.

when we got there i put her down and she immediately threw away the towel that she had been wearing the whole time.i was only wearing sweat pants and no shirt.i kissed her and she kissed me back without hesitation.

"sarah....wait,no stop" i told her.

"you dont want me?" she asked sounding like a 6 year old.

"haha of course i do...i just thought we might do this a bit different this time" i said looking at her naked body.it was hard for me to be composed around this girl.

"different like how?" she asked.

"let me love you...." i told her.

"love me?i thought you did" she asked

"love i do love you,but what i mean is lets take things a little slow this time....i wanna make love to you sarah." i told her and she smilled.

we kissed passionately before i laid her delicately on the bed and got on top of her.i could tell from her eyes that she wanted me badly...and i wanted her too so i did not waste time before i entered her slowly and carefully while kissing her so that she could get her mind off whatever possible pain she was feeling.when i felt her body relax,i knew the pain had gone so i started to pump in and out of her.we kept our eyes locked the whole time and it made the momment much more meaningful and special.there was no screaming this time.the only thing that was audible was was her panting ang gasping,and occasional "oh oh oh harry" i kept telling her i loved her and it was coming from deep in my heart.about 12 minutes or so later we both climaxed.

"i love you haz" she said before she fell asleep.

i wasnt ready to sleep yet so i sat up in bed and decided to go onto twitter and the top tweet was #nomorehaylor i geniunely felt kind of bad for taylor but maybe it was time she left the dating scene for a while,she is never single. i started stalking the other boys tweets.louis had posted a pic of him and eleanor.zayn had not tweeted yet.niall had talked to a few fans.just as i was about to go to liams page i got a call.

"what the fuck" i whispered as i got up fast but trying not to wake sarah. i made it out of the door and closed it behind me.

"hello" i said.

"how is my sexy bad boy doing" caroline asked...caroline flack.this woman had the ability to bring me to my knees but its only because the sexual attraction we had for eachother was intense.

"carol...how are you" i asked.

"fine harry...just fine.i do remember asking you to tell me when you were in london didnt i?you have been here a little over a week and i had to hear that you were here on radio.come on harry,i thought we were close,should a friend have to depend on media to know your whereabouts?" she asked.she sounded so sexy and i could already picture her legs wide open just waiting for me.i could reject any sexual offers from anyone but from her...it was hard,very hard.there is something about older women...the expirience maybe?

"sorry about that babe.iv just been really busy" i said sitting on the stairs.

"mmhmm you busy now?" she asked.

"uhmm i have a 1 week off from work so,i have a bit of time on my hands."

"time enough for me?" she asked.

"i always have time for you carol."

"i hope you dont have any pretty little teenage girl in your bed right now...im everything...im kind,im mean,im a bitch....but not a home wreker." she said.

"yeah you are a bitch...my bitch.and not exactly."

"what does not exactly mean?" she asked.

" sort of have something...but not officially."

"you like her?" she asked.

"more" i told her.

"then why do you wanna cheat on her?" she questioned.

"who said i wanna cheat.i said i always have time for you...as a friend." i told her.

"you serious about her huh?since when did you reject an offer to come between my legs?" she said trying to tempt me.i knew that if i continue talking to her i might end up doing someting il regret forever.

"carol i have to-"

"harry" sarah said standing at the top of the steps.

"harry can you come back to bed with me?im scarred...nightmare" she said,i could barely hear her.

"of course baby,im sorry" i said standing up.

"iv gotta go.talk to you tomorrow" i told caroline.

"dont forget lover boy" she said.

"i wont" and i cut the line.

"who was that" sarah asked when we got back in bed.

"caroline." i said.if it was any other girl that asked me i would have probably told a lie.

"flack?" she asked in a sharp voice.

"yeah,just wanted to hang out baby...nothing to worry about.i even told her about you." i told her.

she smiled "ok.night night harry"

"goodnight love."

1 more night and niall would be back.damn.