A LITTLE CINDERELLA STORY
only time will tell
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HARRYS POV
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was that the right thing to do?i thought to myself.was i being selfish...and a coward?or maybe she was the one that was being selfish and a coward for wanting to leave me...or maybe its because she really does care for me and the boys that she chose to sacrifice her happiness.....just so that the band could stay together and niall and i's friendship will stay strong...and so that i wouldnt be to blame for the possible demise of the band? "damn harry what now?" i asked myself.
how could i let go of a girl like that?one who would put others before herself.what normal man would just say "yeah your right its better if you leave"....what man would?
i was in the living room of my house thinking of what i would do next...what would i say to niall.how would i tell him he just lost his girl? " only time will tell" i said to myself as i stood up from the couch and went into the kitchen to turn off the oven where i was roasting a whole chicken.i missed home cooked meals.this was not exactly the best home cooked meal but it was better than hotel food that i had been eating for the last 6 months.
i took the chicken out and placed it in a warmer then i went to the fridge and took out a beer.im not a big drinker..only when i have a lot on my mind and beer was not exactly my cup of tea but it was more relaxing to have at a time like this.it was not too strong but it still did the trick.
i went back to the couch and turned on the t.v there was soccer.manchester united was playing..i love them.but i was not excited or paying much attention to the game.after all i had no one to watch it with.niall was with his family.louis was in manchester with the girl he loved and zayn and liam obviously had better things to do than watch a football game with me.they had their girlfriends to watch it with and sarah who i miss a lot was more into american football and baseball....i understand neither of these games. i shouldnt have let her go but sometimes its better to let go when necessary.i stood up to get another beer when i felt cold wet arms around my neck.
"miss me?" she asked
"you have no idea" i said turning around to face the girl that i had wild sex with only about half an hour ago.thats how it was for me,when i am stressed or angry i only have two options,to either drink myself to sleep or take out my anger and frustration in sex.....wild sex.or both,i have wild insane sex and then drink myself to sleep.
she was still very wet from her shower and only had a towel around her body.she clearly did not dry herself.her lips were inviting and her moist hair only added to how sexy she looked.
i placed my lips hungrily on hers and hugged her tightly.
"harry whats all this for?" she asked.
"well i missed you."
" i was only taking a shower" she told me.
"but you told me you didnt want me to take it with you" i complained.
"because i wanted to have a shower...not have shower sex." she said smilling.
"you know me so well" i told her.
"there is something else on your mind...not just that.what is it haz?" she asked looking worried.
"love...i was just thinking about what i would have done to myself if i really did let you go.i would have been a crazy fucked up guy to let you slip away from me so easily sarah core." i told her kissing lips lightly.
"but you didnt." she said.
"i know i didnt and thank god...but if i did...i would have gone insane.i was seated on the couch missing you like crazy and yet you were just upstairs in my shower...but what if you were on a plane back to the states...-"
"but im not." she said placing her finger to my lips.
" you know i would have followed you right." i told her as she went over to see what i had cooked.
"no you wouldnt." she turned around with a face that said 'would you really have done that?
"yep.but i would have waited for niall.told him the truth then come to america to look for you"
"why?" she said loweing her voice.
"because im in love with you." the words came out of my mouth unexpectedly.what the hell was that harry?you dont love her...you care about her.i tried to convince myself. "sarah...im sorry i didnt-"
"AAAAHHHH AHHHH AHHHH OH MY FREAKING GOSH" she screamed running up and down in my house. "AHHHH AHHH AHHHH HARRY-FROM-ONE-FREAKING-DIRECTION-LIKES NO!!-LOVES ME!!" she looked like she was about to have a heart attack. "AHH AHH AHHH ahahaha OMG " from screaming she broke down went to her knees and started crying loudly.
(these are crying sounds i dont know how to make them lol)
"ahahaha oh my g...ahahahah" she cried on the floor.i was too suprised by her earlier screaming to react immediately.it was like some youtube videos i had watched of fans getting suprise 1D concert tickets.they scream and then they cry.
i ran over to her and went to my knees so that my face was on the same level with hers.
"sarah love...im sorry for saying that i didnt mean to upset you" i said holding her face in my hands.her cheeks had turned red, lips had become fuller and they were more pink,almost red.and they looked like a ducks mouth.it was so cute i almost burst out laughing.
"no im not upset,im just so damn happy i couldnt help but crying.im sorry for screaming like a crazy fan...you came home to rest and im the last thing you need.especially screaming.im sorry." she said in shaky voice.
"love your not the last thing i need.your the only thing i need at this particular momment.and maybe you can make your screams more usefull...like in bed." i said and she laughed she kissed me and tear fell on where our lips met.she pulled away brushed over my lip with her finger and apologized.
"its fine love." i told her.
we were walking back to the kitchen when she stopped.
"i love you too harry" she said shivering.
"i guess we are in love then...and hungry" i said.
"way to spoil the momment haz" she joked and we went to eat.
HARRYS POV
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was that the right thing to do?i thought to myself.was i being selfish...and a coward?or maybe she was the one that was being selfish and a coward for wanting to leave me...or maybe its because she really does care for me and the boys that she chose to sacrifice her happiness.....just so that the band could stay together and niall and i's friendship will stay strong...and so that i wouldnt be to blame for the possible demise of the band? "damn harry what now?" i asked myself.
how could i let go of a girl like that?one who would put others before herself.what normal man would just say "yeah your right its better if you leave"....what man would?
i was in the living room of my house thinking of what i would do next...what would i say to niall.how would i tell him he just lost his girl? " only time will tell" i said to myself as i stood up from the couch and went into the kitchen to turn off the oven where i was roasting a whole chicken.i missed home cooked meals.this was not exactly the best home cooked meal but it was better than hotel food that i had been eating for the last 6 months.
i took the chicken out and placed it in a warmer then i went to the fridge and took out a beer.im not a big drinker..only when i have a lot on my mind and beer was not exactly my cup of tea but it was more relaxing to have at a time like this.it was not too strong but it still did the trick.
i went back to the couch and turned on the t.v there was soccer.manchester united was playing..i love them.but i was not excited or paying much attention to the game.after all i had no one to watch it with.niall was with his family.louis was in manchester with the girl he loved and zayn and liam obviously had better things to do than watch a football game with me.they had their girlfriends to watch it with and sarah who i miss a lot was more into american football and baseball....i understand neither of these games. i shouldnt have let her go but sometimes its better to let go when necessary.i stood up to get another beer when i felt cold wet arms around my neck.
"miss me?" she asked
"you have no idea" i said turning around to face the girl that i had wild sex with only about half an hour ago.thats how it was for me,when i am stressed or angry i only have two options,to either drink myself to sleep or take out my anger and frustration in sex.....wild sex.or both,i have wild insane sex and then drink myself to sleep.
she was still very wet from her shower and only had a towel around her body.she clearly did not dry herself.her lips were inviting and her moist hair only added to how sexy she looked.
i placed my lips hungrily on hers and hugged her tightly.
"harry whats all this for?" she asked.
"well i missed you."
" i was only taking a shower" she told me.
"but you told me you didnt want me to take it with you" i complained.
"because i wanted to have a shower...not have shower sex." she said smilling.
"you know me so well" i told her.
"there is something else on your mind...not just that.what is it haz?" she asked looking worried.
"love...i was just thinking about what i would have done to myself if i really did let you go.i would have been a crazy fucked up guy to let you slip away from me so easily sarah core." i told her kissing lips lightly.
"but you didnt." she said.
"i know i didnt and thank god...but if i did...i would have gone insane.i was seated on the couch missing you like crazy and yet you were just upstairs in my shower...but what if you were on a plane back to the states...-"
"but im not." she said placing her finger to my lips.
" you know i would have followed you right." i told her as she went over to see what i had cooked.
"no you wouldnt." she turned around with a face that said 'would you really have done that?
"yep.but i would have waited for niall.told him the truth then come to america to look for you"
"why?" she said loweing her voice.
"because im in love with you." the words came out of my mouth unexpectedly.what the hell was that harry?you dont love her...you care about her.i tried to convince myself. "sarah...im sorry i didnt-"
"AAAAHHHH AHHHH AHHHH OH MY FREAKING GOSH" she screamed running up and down in my house. "AHHHH AHHH AHHHH HARRY-FROM-ONE-FREAKING-DIRECTION-LIKES NO!!-LOVES ME!!" she looked like she was about to have a heart attack. "AHH AHH AHHH ahahaha OMG " from screaming she broke down went to her knees and started crying loudly.
(these are crying sounds i dont know how to make them lol)
"ahahaha oh my g...ahahahah" she cried on the floor.i was too suprised by her earlier screaming to react immediately.it was like some youtube videos i had watched of fans getting suprise 1D concert tickets.they scream and then they cry.
i ran over to her and went to my knees so that my face was on the same level with hers.
"sarah love...im sorry for saying that i didnt mean to upset you" i said holding her face in my hands.her cheeks had turned red, lips had become fuller and they were more pink,almost red.and they looked like a ducks mouth.it was so cute i almost burst out laughing.
"no im not upset,im just so damn happy i couldnt help but crying.im sorry for screaming like a crazy fan...you came home to rest and im the last thing you need.especially screaming.im sorry." she said in shaky voice.
"love your not the last thing i need.your the only thing i need at this particular momment.and maybe you can make your screams more usefull...like in bed." i said and she laughed she kissed me and tear fell on where our lips met.she pulled away brushed over my lip with her finger and apologized.
"its fine love." i told her.
we were walking back to the kitchen when she stopped.
"i love you too harry" she said shivering.
"i guess we are in love then...and hungry" i said.
"way to spoil the momment haz" she joked and we went to eat.
8/8/13