A LITTLE CINDERELLA STORY
she is worth those risks and a thousand more
"hey you." i said to harry as i walked into his dressing room,
"hey to you too" he said walking over to me and holding me in his arms.he kissed me then pulled away,smiled and kissed me again.
"i missed you" he said leaning his forehead against mine.
"missed you too" i told him.i gave him the lime water that i was instructed to give all the boys even though none of them liked it.
"so where have you been love?"
"oh i was having some one on one with your girlfriend" i said smilling. "she told me a lot."
"like what?"
"like she suspects that you have a thing for a girl thats not her and that she loves you... whats your say?" i asked him as i sat on the couch and he remained standing trying to figure out where he put something that i didnt bother finding out.
"oh does she?" he said totally uninterested.
"thats it?does she?come on harry." i said irritated that he was hardly paying attention.
"fine i do have a thing for someone thats not her...and about loving me,nah.im sure she said that to every guy just a week into their relashionship.i dont think what she feels for me or any of her ex boyfriends is love..its something else she thinks is love" he said plainly.
"so why are you with her if you dont want her?" i questioned.
"because she is holding on to me...but not for long.i wanna be single again.im not good with relashionships, i dont know.... they are not my thing."
not his thing....what about me?i thought.
"if i was single would you date me?" i asked him.
"you are not single" he said
"but if i was?"
"maybe...why the questions love your making me sweat" he said laughing.
"i just want to know."
"know what" he said looking at me for the first time since we started our conversation.
"what you think of me" i told him.
"haha thats it?well i think your funny,fit,beautiful, car-"
"no not that harry....as in what do you think of me...when you see me what comes into your mind?do you see me as someone you wanted to sleep with...or a friend with benefits or.....a plan B,like when taylor is not around or when you dont feel like kissing her or other stuff....or maybe like a mistress..." i said nervously.
he was quiet for a while when he spoke.
"sarah...i dont want to lie to you...i havnt really thought about that..and i mean even if i wanted more from you...if i did,it wouldnt be possible.you are with niall and thats that.even if we both ended up single by tomorrow..we wouldnt be together,it would be wrong." he sais in a low voice.
"and this isnt wrong?" i said starting to cry. "what we are doing,kissing and the sex.."
"love dont cry.but i cant do...what do you want me to do?" he said kneeling in front of me and holding my hands in his.
"lets tell them....lets just tell them" i said pleadingly
"tell them what" louis said walking into the room.
"louis its not....oh my god" i said standing up abruptly while holding my hand to my chest i felt like my heart would stop.
"I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU TO STOP BEING A PROSTITUTE WHY THE FUCK DO YOU-" he said coming towards me with rage in his eyes but harry pushed him.
"DONT YOU FUCKING TALK TO HER LIKE THAT LOU...its not her,its me...i am the problem" harry said standing between louis and i.
"but if she didnt come on tour none of this would be happening.i regret ever meeting you sarah...and harry...this is your friend...best friend...your brother...haz...would you do that to liam or zayn? would you do that to me haz?would you do it to me too?with eleanor maybe..if you had a thing for her..would you have an affair with her behind my back?....who knows maybe you are..or perrie or danie-" louis said before being interrupted
"fucking shit louis...i would never ever do that to you,you hear me no woman would make me do that to you...none of you lads i would never -"
"but you are doing it to niall...so how should i believe you?what makes niall so different?oh maybe he is not a best mate of yours?is that it?" louis retorted
"of course he is!!its just...shit man.lets talk about this elsewhere,sarah dont move." harry said taking louis out the door.
they headed out and they shut the door
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HARRYS POV
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"whats there to talk about haz?" louis said as soon as we arrived in the gents toilets.
"louis man...i cant explain what im doing..i cant explain why i did it in the first place...why i started this.i dont know." i kicked the door in frustration. "its his fault too!!from the very first time i saw her i told him...i told all of you that i wanted her...you remember right. and niall knew that.and you!you said she had a crush on me so why the fuck did he date her?" i said trying to justify myself.
"because he liked her too.and i cant blame him...you were happily dating swift..we all thought all you wanted was to bang sarah and ditch her like you do with most girls you meet for the fist time and like.so if i was i was niall...i would date her too.face it haz all you wanted was pussy." louis said calming down a little.
"all i wanted was to bang her...wanted...past tense." i told him.
"anyway it doesnt matter who liked who first,fact is niall liked her enough to pursue a relashionship..what now haz?" louis asked.
"il fix it...il te..il tell him" i stummered.
"when bro?"
"when he gets back from ireland on tuesday or wednesday i dont know." i said rubbing my arm
"that far!" louis said "why?!"
"because we have a show tomorrow and his moms birthday is on sunday" i said content with my logic.
"makes sense but why not just ditch sarah man...niall might never fogive you...well he will but your frienship will never be the same,and it would...no it will affect the band a lot too.is she worth all the risk?" louis asked me.
"i dont know what it is about her man...but she is worth those risks and a thousand more." i told him truthfuly.
"if you insist..what of taylor and the lads..zayn and liam,they should know right?" he asked.
"il deal with her and no,dont say a word,this is between only you me and sarah.it would make her uncomfortable if anyone else knew." i said brushing my teeth with my tongue.
"fine fine..im tierd of this talk.its all in your hands..all im doing is keeping your secret." lou said and i gave him a bear hug. "stop,your killing me..lets go see your woman..no she is still officially nialls woman.i feel kind of bad for coming out so strong i wanna say sorry.she is still my buddy after all" he added while trying to get away from me and we went back to my...nialls girl.
"you know your in love right" louis said as we walked back.
"crazy fool what makes you say that?" i asked pushing him playfully
"well bec-"
"shut up". i told him.i was too afraid that he might be right. "im not ready for that kind of thing" i added.
"no one ever is" he simply said.
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SARAHS POV
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harry and louis came back into the room and found me standing anxiously against the wall with my arms around myself.
first i saw louis then harry and none of them were smilling but as harry walked over to me a smile spread across his face.
"you ok princess?" he said kissing my lips.
"i didnt say i would tolerate any PDA!" louis said pulling harry away from me.
harry spoke "im sorry about what happ-"
"hey im the one with the apology message" louis said sounding oddly enough normal. "here goes...sarah..buddy.im sorry about almost killing you...i dont want you to think im the violent type..im just very protective over the four bastards i love so much.but that doesnt mean i support you having an affair with bastard number one over here." he added.
i smiled a bit,still too shaken to speak.
harry noticed and broke the silence "anyway louis and i have decided-"
"no no no harry has decided" louis said making it clear that he was not an accomplice in this affair or whatever it is.
"fine i have decided with louis's approval-"
"i havnt-" louis said cutting harry for the second time.
"shut up and let me finish!i have decided with louis's approval, to tell niall the truth when he gets back from home" harry said with his hand over louis's mouth.
"really?i said excitedly i gave both of them a bear hug but they both pushed me away because it was too tight.
"anyway lets go,we have gotta rest for the show" louis said leading us all outside.
"hey to you too" he said walking over to me and holding me in his arms.he kissed me then pulled away,smiled and kissed me again.
"i missed you" he said leaning his forehead against mine.
"missed you too" i told him.i gave him the lime water that i was instructed to give all the boys even though none of them liked it.
"so where have you been love?"
"oh i was having some one on one with your girlfriend" i said smilling. "she told me a lot."
"like what?"
"like she suspects that you have a thing for a girl thats not her and that she loves you... whats your say?" i asked him as i sat on the couch and he remained standing trying to figure out where he put something that i didnt bother finding out.
"oh does she?" he said totally uninterested.
"thats it?does she?come on harry." i said irritated that he was hardly paying attention.
"fine i do have a thing for someone thats not her...and about loving me,nah.im sure she said that to every guy just a week into their relashionship.i dont think what she feels for me or any of her ex boyfriends is love..its something else she thinks is love" he said plainly.
"so why are you with her if you dont want her?" i questioned.
"because she is holding on to me...but not for long.i wanna be single again.im not good with relashionships, i dont know.... they are not my thing."
not his thing....what about me?i thought.
"if i was single would you date me?" i asked him.
"you are not single" he said
"but if i was?"
"maybe...why the questions love your making me sweat" he said laughing.
"i just want to know."
"know what" he said looking at me for the first time since we started our conversation.
"what you think of me" i told him.
"haha thats it?well i think your funny,fit,beautiful, car-"
"no not that harry....as in what do you think of me...when you see me what comes into your mind?do you see me as someone you wanted to sleep with...or a friend with benefits or.....a plan B,like when taylor is not around or when you dont feel like kissing her or other stuff....or maybe like a mistress..." i said nervously.
he was quiet for a while when he spoke.
"sarah...i dont want to lie to you...i havnt really thought about that..and i mean even if i wanted more from you...if i did,it wouldnt be possible.you are with niall and thats that.even if we both ended up single by tomorrow..we wouldnt be together,it would be wrong." he sais in a low voice.
"and this isnt wrong?" i said starting to cry. "what we are doing,kissing and the sex.."
"love dont cry.but i cant do...what do you want me to do?" he said kneeling in front of me and holding my hands in his.
"lets tell them....lets just tell them" i said pleadingly
"tell them what" louis said walking into the room.
"louis its not....oh my god" i said standing up abruptly while holding my hand to my chest i felt like my heart would stop.
"I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU TO STOP BEING A PROSTITUTE WHY THE FUCK DO YOU-" he said coming towards me with rage in his eyes but harry pushed him.
"DONT YOU FUCKING TALK TO HER LIKE THAT LOU...its not her,its me...i am the problem" harry said standing between louis and i.
"but if she didnt come on tour none of this would be happening.i regret ever meeting you sarah...and harry...this is your friend...best friend...your brother...haz...would you do that to liam or zayn? would you do that to me haz?would you do it to me too?with eleanor maybe..if you had a thing for her..would you have an affair with her behind my back?....who knows maybe you are..or perrie or danie-" louis said before being interrupted
"fucking shit louis...i would never ever do that to you,you hear me no woman would make me do that to you...none of you lads i would never -"
"but you are doing it to niall...so how should i believe you?what makes niall so different?oh maybe he is not a best mate of yours?is that it?" louis retorted
"of course he is!!its just...shit man.lets talk about this elsewhere,sarah dont move." harry said taking louis out the door.
they headed out and they shut the door
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HARRYS POV
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"whats there to talk about haz?" louis said as soon as we arrived in the gents toilets.
"louis man...i cant explain what im doing..i cant explain why i did it in the first place...why i started this.i dont know." i kicked the door in frustration. "its his fault too!!from the very first time i saw her i told him...i told all of you that i wanted her...you remember right. and niall knew that.and you!you said she had a crush on me so why the fuck did he date her?" i said trying to justify myself.
"because he liked her too.and i cant blame him...you were happily dating swift..we all thought all you wanted was to bang sarah and ditch her like you do with most girls you meet for the fist time and like.so if i was i was niall...i would date her too.face it haz all you wanted was pussy." louis said calming down a little.
"all i wanted was to bang her...wanted...past tense." i told him.
"anyway it doesnt matter who liked who first,fact is niall liked her enough to pursue a relashionship..what now haz?" louis asked.
"il fix it...il te..il tell him" i stummered.
"when bro?"
"when he gets back from ireland on tuesday or wednesday i dont know." i said rubbing my arm
"that far!" louis said "why?!"
"because we have a show tomorrow and his moms birthday is on sunday" i said content with my logic.
"makes sense but why not just ditch sarah man...niall might never fogive you...well he will but your frienship will never be the same,and it would...no it will affect the band a lot too.is she worth all the risk?" louis asked me.
"i dont know what it is about her man...but she is worth those risks and a thousand more." i told him truthfuly.
"if you insist..what of taylor and the lads..zayn and liam,they should know right?" he asked.
"il deal with her and no,dont say a word,this is between only you me and sarah.it would make her uncomfortable if anyone else knew." i said brushing my teeth with my tongue.
"fine fine..im tierd of this talk.its all in your hands..all im doing is keeping your secret." lou said and i gave him a bear hug. "stop,your killing me..lets go see your woman..no she is still officially nialls woman.i feel kind of bad for coming out so strong i wanna say sorry.she is still my buddy after all" he added while trying to get away from me and we went back to my...nialls girl.
"you know your in love right" louis said as we walked back.
"crazy fool what makes you say that?" i asked pushing him playfully
"well bec-"
"shut up". i told him.i was too afraid that he might be right. "im not ready for that kind of thing" i added.
"no one ever is" he simply said.
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SARAHS POV
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harry and louis came back into the room and found me standing anxiously against the wall with my arms around myself.
first i saw louis then harry and none of them were smilling but as harry walked over to me a smile spread across his face.
"you ok princess?" he said kissing my lips.
"i didnt say i would tolerate any PDA!" louis said pulling harry away from me.
harry spoke "im sorry about what happ-"
"hey im the one with the apology message" louis said sounding oddly enough normal. "here goes...sarah..buddy.im sorry about almost killing you...i dont want you to think im the violent type..im just very protective over the four bastards i love so much.but that doesnt mean i support you having an affair with bastard number one over here." he added.
i smiled a bit,still too shaken to speak.
harry noticed and broke the silence "anyway louis and i have decided-"
"no no no harry has decided" louis said making it clear that he was not an accomplice in this affair or whatever it is.
"fine i have decided with louis's approval-"
"i havnt-" louis said cutting harry for the second time.
"shut up and let me finish!i have decided with louis's approval, to tell niall the truth when he gets back from home" harry said with his hand over louis's mouth.
"really?i said excitedly i gave both of them a bear hug but they both pushed me away because it was too tight.
"anyway lets go,we have gotta rest for the show" louis said leading us all outside.
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