A LITTLE CINDERELLA STORY
i dont want to hurt him
the plane ride was excrutiatingly long.....louis and harry where joking around like nothing ever happened,niall was trying to be all lovey dovey but it was only annoying me.im pretty sure zayn and liam knew atleast part of the story because they kept giving me looks but they where not deathly stare like louis's.
i was fighting with myself...should i tell niall the whole truth or not.i needed to talk to someone.i decided to text paige.
SARAH: dude....im going crazy right now.
(she replied about 6minutes later)
PAIGE:whats going on?
SARAH: firstly...i slept with niall,2nd i was so close to having sex with harry,thirdly..louis walked in on me and harry in an awkward position and now he hates me.paige...he threatened me.
PAIGE: omg you slut!!u go girl and threatened you for what?
SARAH: this is serious...he said il regret 1D was formed if i hurt either niall or harry.i just dont get why all the blame is on me.
PAIGE: thats some deep shit right there...so is his dick big?
SARAH: it ok.
PAIGE: thats not god enough....how big do you think harrys is?do you think its bigger.
SARAH: he looks like the type of guy with a big one...yeah :)
PAIGE: why dont you find out?
SARAH: you crazy bitch..find out how?
PAIGE: next time you almost have sex with him just go with the flow...dont tell me you are not curious.besides i may not be there but i know you still have a thing for the kid.
SARAH: well yes but im with niall and i dont want to hurt him..
PAIGE: so your with blondie because you dont want to hurt him? dude your not a nun you have to be happy too.tell me do you want to be with blondie? are you happy with him?yes or no.
SARAH: i want to be with him 49% because i am 50% happy.
PAIGE: yes or no.
i replied 10 minutes later
SARAH: yes i guess
SARAH: no....
PAIGE: get decided.
SARAH: no.
PAIGE: then leave the bagger.
SARAH: he is happy with me.
PAIGE: no.he is happy with who he thinks you are. u think he would be happy if he found out that you almost fucking his BFF? LEAVE HIM SARAH..YOU DESERVE HAPPINESS TOO.
SARAH: what if i leave him and he gets depressed?and how do i know harry will leave taylor and stop his man whore ways?
PAIGE: you cant be sure..unless you try.so your leaving him?
SARAH: no.
PAIGE: you fucking usless coward.text me when you grow some balls.
"here we go again" i said to myself.
"whats that babe?" niall asked.
"nothing" i replied
"who you texting" he said trying to grab my phone.
"dont touch my stuff!!" i said through barred teeth.
"woah...are u okay babe? your not pregnant are you?haahaha" niall tried to joke
"and if i was?" i asked
"then it wouldnt be mine" he answered casually.
"and i wouldnt be surprised" liam said and zayn laughed.
"whats that supposed to mean? niall asked his friend.
"it means that your girlfriend is -" liam got cut
"is clearly not in the mood for rubbish so cut her some slack and leave her alone lads" harry said as if to niall but clearly to zayn,louis and liam.
*TEXT*
HARRY: dont worry lou didnt tell them much.he simply told them that from day one u have had a crush on me,but no biggie.i told them that its normal to have a crush even when we are in relashionships.....they have crushes too.
SARAH: do you have crush?
he didnt reply.
i closed my eyes and slept for what felt like 5 minutes when niall woke me up.
"we are here c'mon" he said. "you go with them" he added pointing to the rest of their crew.
the fans had never seen me a lot with the boys and if they did they never jumped to conclusions becuse i was clearly there for work and we intended on keeping it that way so i usually moved seperately from the boys,but not always,just when necessary.
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"i still dont get why we have to stay in a hotel when we have houses right here in london" louis complained for about the 7th in the 15 minutes we have been at the hotel.
"because the hotel is not only closer to the venue we are performing at but its also a sure way to have all of us together on time when needed so stop complaining you good for nothing pop star" harry responded for the 7th time.
"how about we go out for dinner after watching a movie?there is this place sarah im sure you will love." liam said.
"and we will all be coupled up together for the first time...me and el,liam and dani,zayn and prerrie,niall and sarah and harry and taylor.she is here right haz?" louis said excitedly.
"yep she will be here any minute" harry responded checking if he looked good in the mirror...he always did.
"but we will just have to meet up later on...maybe after you guys watch a movie?we sort of want to have some alone time." he added while giving a cheeky grin that he didnt mean for anyone to notice.
"oh we get it bro." zayn said with his arms in the air as a sign of surrender.
"BANG BANG BANG" niall added and they all laughed other than me.harry looked at me for 2 seconds before looking away.
*DING DONG*
"il get it" liam announced.
i was fighting with myself...should i tell niall the whole truth or not.i needed to talk to someone.i decided to text paige.
SARAH: dude....im going crazy right now.
(she replied about 6minutes later)
PAIGE:whats going on?
SARAH: firstly...i slept with niall,2nd i was so close to having sex with harry,thirdly..louis walked in on me and harry in an awkward position and now he hates me.paige...he threatened me.
PAIGE: omg you slut!!u go girl and threatened you for what?
SARAH: this is serious...he said il regret 1D was formed if i hurt either niall or harry.i just dont get why all the blame is on me.
PAIGE: thats some deep shit right there...so is his dick big?
SARAH: it ok.
PAIGE: thats not god enough....how big do you think harrys is?do you think its bigger.
SARAH: he looks like the type of guy with a big one...yeah :)
PAIGE: why dont you find out?
SARAH: you crazy bitch..find out how?
PAIGE: next time you almost have sex with him just go with the flow...dont tell me you are not curious.besides i may not be there but i know you still have a thing for the kid.
SARAH: well yes but im with niall and i dont want to hurt him..
PAIGE: so your with blondie because you dont want to hurt him? dude your not a nun you have to be happy too.tell me do you want to be with blondie? are you happy with him?yes or no.
SARAH: i want to be with him 49% because i am 50% happy.
PAIGE: yes or no.
i replied 10 minutes later
SARAH: yes i guess
SARAH: no....
PAIGE: get decided.
SARAH: no.
PAIGE: then leave the bagger.
SARAH: he is happy with me.
PAIGE: no.he is happy with who he thinks you are. u think he would be happy if he found out that you almost fucking his BFF? LEAVE HIM SARAH..YOU DESERVE HAPPINESS TOO.
SARAH: what if i leave him and he gets depressed?and how do i know harry will leave taylor and stop his man whore ways?
PAIGE: you cant be sure..unless you try.so your leaving him?
SARAH: no.
PAIGE: you fucking usless coward.text me when you grow some balls.
"here we go again" i said to myself.
"whats that babe?" niall asked.
"nothing" i replied
"who you texting" he said trying to grab my phone.
"dont touch my stuff!!" i said through barred teeth.
"woah...are u okay babe? your not pregnant are you?haahaha" niall tried to joke
"and if i was?" i asked
"then it wouldnt be mine" he answered casually.
"and i wouldnt be surprised" liam said and zayn laughed.
"whats that supposed to mean? niall asked his friend.
"it means that your girlfriend is -" liam got cut
"is clearly not in the mood for rubbish so cut her some slack and leave her alone lads" harry said as if to niall but clearly to zayn,louis and liam.
*TEXT*
HARRY: dont worry lou didnt tell them much.he simply told them that from day one u have had a crush on me,but no biggie.i told them that its normal to have a crush even when we are in relashionships.....they have crushes too.
SARAH: do you have crush?
he didnt reply.
i closed my eyes and slept for what felt like 5 minutes when niall woke me up.
"we are here c'mon" he said. "you go with them" he added pointing to the rest of their crew.
the fans had never seen me a lot with the boys and if they did they never jumped to conclusions becuse i was clearly there for work and we intended on keeping it that way so i usually moved seperately from the boys,but not always,just when necessary.
************************************************************************************************
"i still dont get why we have to stay in a hotel when we have houses right here in london" louis complained for about the 7th in the 15 minutes we have been at the hotel.
"because the hotel is not only closer to the venue we are performing at but its also a sure way to have all of us together on time when needed so stop complaining you good for nothing pop star" harry responded for the 7th time.
"how about we go out for dinner after watching a movie?there is this place sarah im sure you will love." liam said.
"and we will all be coupled up together for the first time...me and el,liam and dani,zayn and prerrie,niall and sarah and harry and taylor.she is here right haz?" louis said excitedly.
"yep she will be here any minute" harry responded checking if he looked good in the mirror...he always did.
"but we will just have to meet up later on...maybe after you guys watch a movie?we sort of want to have some alone time." he added while giving a cheeky grin that he didnt mean for anyone to notice.
"oh we get it bro." zayn said with his arms in the air as a sign of surrender.
"BANG BANG BANG" niall added and they all laughed other than me.harry looked at me for 2 seconds before looking away.
*DING DONG*
"il get it" liam announced.
8/8/13