naill moved his hands from my hips to my butt and deepened the kiss.he slid his hands inside my shirt and tried to unclasp my bra,which he succeded in doing.he then broke the kiss and took off my shirt for me.he stared at my boobs before starting to play with them.he squeezed them a little,making me moan and attempted to start sucking on them.

"naill no" i said getting up quickly and trying to find my shirt.

"sarah im sorry...i thought you wanted this as much as i do..i didnt mean to move so fast its just...well i have wanted to do this with you for a long time..." he said handing me my shirt.

i took it slowly and thought about what he said.when i looked at him i couldnt tell what he was feeling.it was a combination of shame,lust,remorse and fear...fear of the fact that he thought i would break up with him....this was my chance i thought,i can pretend to be totally angry and hurt,i could use this as a chance to break up with him,it wouldnt look planned after all,he probably thought that i had every right to break up with him for what just happened...

"im so sorry...i totally understand if you...if you uhmmm decide this was too much and that maybe its better if we split,i d..i do" he said swallowing hard while rubbing the back of his neck,looking at the floor and not meaning a word he said.he looked so sad...and cute.i was still bare chested only i was holding the shirt he handed me to my chest.

i thought about what he had said for about a minute it must have felt like five to him...i had made a decision.....

"yes we should split..........................................................................................if you dont believe in safe sex that is" and i gave him a genuine smile and throwing my shirt to the floor....where it and all my clothing belong,niall's included.

"sarah you dont have to do this" he said shocked but looking at my boobs hungrily. "i mean of course i believe in safe sex..and i want you as my girlfriend forever,but i dont want to do anything that might hurt you or threaten our relashionship."

maybe niall is a perfect boyfriend,maybe he does trully get me and care for me,maybe he is just not good at showing it..maybe i dont need harry when i have got niall....but maybe i do.

"niall...ur perfect do u know that?and i want to do this with you,i swear." i said taking a step closer to him.

he responded with a kiss,he held me tightly before taking his shirt off aswell,and he kissed me again,this time slipping his toungue inside my mouth and we started to suck on eachothers tongues,he bit my lip lightly and then rested his forehead on mine and looking into my eyes.the feeling of my bare chest on his felt so good.i gave him a nod as a green light to go ahead and he did.

he unbuttoned my shorts and slid them to the floor,he then lifted me up slightly so that they where completely off my feet.

i didnt know what to do next,i was such a virgin,so i decided to start unbottoning his jeans.thank god there was no belt,the boys never wore belts.

i struggled with the big button a little but managed on my third attempt.niall then finished the job for me and got them off for himself and led me to the bed where all the magic would happen.he laid me on the bed and stood at the foot of the bed and looking down at my good as naked body.

"ur beautiful" he saisd.

i could see through his boxers that he was hard and it gave me a tingly feeling down there.

he spread my legs while still standing at the foot of the bed,just as he begun to take my underwear off i stopped him.

"you first" i told him nervously.

"no problem" he replied smilling.

he pushed down his boxer and out came his dick.it wasnt huge and it was not small,it was just the right size i thought to myself.

then he proceeded to take off my panties and threw them across the room.

he brought his mouth closer to my pussy.i knew what that meant,i had watched a fair share of porn in my life so even though i was a virgin...i knew the drill.but instead of doing what i thought he would,he simply kissed me there.

"you have a cute pussy" he said smiling,causing vibrations on my womanhood and sending a shiver down my spine,i couldnt help but scream his name.


"niall,now please baby please,i want you so bad niall,i cant wait anymore" i said begging him.

"i want you too sarah,are you sure you are ready?" he asked me for i think the 3rd time now.

"mmhmmm" was my reply.

he slid on a condom got on top of me and as he did his member brushed against my stomatch as he reached up to kiss me.he went lower untill i could feel him against me....he positioned himself properly and put the head of his penis at my entrance.he then pushed slightly into me and stopped to look at me.i nodded to him and he pushed deeper.

"oh my go...niall" i said as a breathless whisper

he went into me completly i sunk my fingers into his sides and hid my face in his neck as i tried to suppress my screams but to no avail.

"ah niall it hurts! it hurts!" i said as i felt him break through my hymen..my cherry had been popped.

the pain was terrible,but it started to reduce as he pushed in and out i got used to the feeling and started to enjoy it. it was more of passionate sex than anything else,it wasnt rushed it was just nice and slow.

i wrapped my legs around his waist so that he could go deeper.with every thrust he hit my g spot

"oh god sarah..u feel so good" niall said in between his grunts that seemed to be insync with his thrusts.

"niall ur amazing ..mmmhm yes baby yes" i said in his ears.

he smiled against my neck and brought his lips down to mine and we shared the first passionate kiss we ever had as a couple.

"ah!sarah im gonna cum" niall said speeding up his pace.

"me too" i said

and about a few seconds later we came at the same time .niall collapsed on top of me and i wrapped my arms around him while we tried to regain our breathing.

he rolled over to my side and took off the condom,put it in its original packet and put it on the table by the bed.

we looked at eachother and broke out laughing.

"that as great boo" i said moving closer to him and cuddling.

"yeah it was" he said as a reply while moving his hand from my boobs,to my waist,to my hips,to my pussy and back up,it felt nice.

"naill,im leaving next week...schools open soon." i said looking at his face for a reaction.

"i know...i have been thinking about it a lot,why dont you just stay here untill december?u could do home schooling...il find you the best tutor or you could learn off the internet? i know you miss home but its september already...december is not that far away...- "

"i dont know..il have to ask my mum." i said.

"harry already did that,in fact he is the one that came up with the idea.ur mum was reluctant....very reluctant....too reluctant if you ask me.but after 15min on the phone with harry..she accepted and said it was up to you.i dont know what he said to her,that lad has a way with words..your mon likes harry u know...before he went to talk to her privately we had her on loud speaker and she told him he was a good boyfriend and he was the best thing that hapened to you,she told him she trusted only him to take care of you...i tried to tell her that i was your boyfriend and she just blew me off..that was on the same day we went shopping and thats why i got so mad when u decided to talk to harry instead of me..i was really hurt sarah..you have no idea,what your mom said bothered me a lot and i didnt need that from you" he said trying to hide that he was crying.

"niall im so sorry,its just that i was more comfortable opening up to harry because it was not the first time he had seen me like that....remember that night outside in new york?that was the first time." i said rubbing his torso.

"did he kiss you?he asked unexpectedly.

"yeah" i said

"how many times?" he contined.

"niall this has-"

"how many times sarah?" he said flatly

"about three" i answered."but none when we where dating.it was all in new york" i lied..i had to.

"so you will stay to december? he asked hopefully.

"till december" i said.

"yeah!!!!!oh and tell your mom that im your boyfriend and im really good."

"yeah yeah...sex has made me tierd..night night" i said yawning.

"its only like around 5pm." hd said surprised.

"night niall" i simply said.

"cant we sleep later?"

"we??no one said we have to sleep. i said, i have to sleep......so go play with toys or something you big baby im not ur mum." i said getting cozy with my eyes closed.

"but i want to play with you" he said in a baby voice.i did not respond.

"you can sleep on the plane tomo-"

"I SAID NIGHT NIGHT NIALL.now go! or shut up!" i said irritated.

"haha.i like them tough." he said before getting dressed and walking out.

i smiled and fell asleep.