we continued the rest of our day out watching movies a shopping,harry was right, niall freely paid for everything i got, i didnt even have to ask he just told me to pickout whatever i wanted.i felt sort of restricted because i kept on catching the othe girls staring at me then whispering something among themselves when i got a piece of clothing to look at.i tried to convince myself that they tought i had a bad taste in clothing,but that didnt make sense..i had great taste. caroline,one directions stylist even asked me to pair outfits for the boys when she had a tough time doing it herself..and the boys always loved it.when we walked into prada it got worse maybe i was just being paranoid but it sort of looked to me like they were gossiping about how i wasnt even ashamed to be spending a lot of nialls money when we hadnt even been dating for that long because i heard danniell say to the others "i decided to wait for atleast a few months before i could blow so much of liams money and even then,he was so eager from the beginning to spend on me but i rejected the expensive stuff.you know what they always say when u start dating a famous person.....-" "she is probably using him for fame and fortune" the others continued for her and they all laughed "and someone isnt helping but fuel our assumptions" eleanor continued bobbing her head in my direction.

niall noticed that i had stopped shopping. "ur tierd?why are you not having fun with the other girls?" he asked coming to sit next to me on the stool in the shoe section.

"oh,iv got so much already...." i said pointing at the bags from other shops.he wrapped his arm around my shoulder and i tucked my head in his chest. "just that costed about 1500 in americn dollars...thats too much." i said feeling guilty.

"all you bought is a pair of jeans from the stuff on sale,a pair of shoes and two shirts and thats it..and 1...hahahah 1 thousand hahaha 1 thousand five hundred is a lot??ur crazy...thats nothing come on feel free,its my duty as your boyfriend.u look tierd ,maybe u rest for a little then continue..am sure the other girls are wondering where you are."he said smilling at me

i started to cry after that sentence....how i wish harry was here.niall was my boyfriend and i was happy with that.but he doesnt know me completely,and it makes sad.if it was harry,he wouldnt have to ask if there was something wrong with me.he would probably know exactly what was wrong,he wouldnt think im tierd and he wouldnt be smiling when i was sad,he would be even sadder than i was.why cant niall be the complete package?he is cute,funny,sweet and smart, and caring..but he does not know how to connect with me or make our relashionship more open and intimate..he just doesnt pass in that area.

"why are u crying?did i say something wrong?" he said.....i couldnt answer him,and i couldnt tell him the truth...the girls hated me and i couldnt be free and open with my boyfriend. "baby tell-"

"NIALL!stop!jus...just leave me please"i said angry and sad.

"is everything ok?" harry asked standing in front of niall with his hands in his pockets.

"its fine man,i can handle it" niaill said to harry trying to sound like he had eveything under control...but he didnt.

"ahm are u sure everything is-" he got cut short

"i said its fine bro!" niall said frustrated at himself for not knowing what to do.

"alright alright." harry said "but she is my friend too,and we were friends way before u started dating so stop acting like a jelous little bitch .she is yours.. i know that....but i have every right to find out whats going on with my friend...and i made a promise to her mom and nothing will change that." harry said firmly to naill who did not respond.

"sarah should i leave?" harry asked me.i shook my head no immediately.

"FINE JUST GO AHEAD AND OPEN UP TO HARRY,U SEEM TO BE ENJOYING THAT!" niall said standing up abruptly and walking away.

"NIALL NO WAIT" i shouted after him but i gave up when he ignored me.

"he should be glad ur heart is all you are opening up" harry said and i couldnt help but laugh.

"your dirty styles" i said drying the new tears that had formed.

"whats up?" harry said finally getting serious. "u look really low...just like the first time we kissed" he said smilling. "tell daddy your problems" he added.

at that point my ovaries exploded..he sounded so sexy and the term daddy made me think of a whole lot of dirty toughts.

"well daddy....its just..eveyone thinks im using niall..the girls hate me and niall doesnt get me" i said.

"no one thinks ur using niall,atleast the boys and i dont,and thats all that matters...and u should talk to him about it,tell him what he has to do to get you....he really wants to make this the best relashionship he can,trust me,he told me himself..he sometimes feels like ur too distant from him" he said sincerly.

"harry but shouldnt the fact that i should feel free with him come naturally?like me and u..."i responded

"yes,it should...but people are different,u like niall and ur a cute couple so just try,after all he is ur boyfriend...not me.ok love?" harry said pulling me into a hug. "i know its hard ignoring what we feel towards eachother..but it has to be done.you understand me right love?" he added.

"yes i understand ,i completley understand.but whats with the sudden use of love?" i asked jokingly.

"well love,iv always wanted to call you love,i was just waiting for a time when u wouldnt misundestand my intentions" he said still holding me in his arms. "so give niall some time to cool off,then appologize, ok?"

"ok.thanx harry,ur a great friend,thanx for always being there"

"no sweat" he said before standing up and pulling me up with him.

"since im such a good friend...iam offfeeringg too buyy yoouu aannyything at allll" he said the last part slowly and loudly so the girls who were a few feet away could hear him.

"haha,thaaaannnxxx ffrrieeendd" i said just as slowly.

we shopped for a while and left for the hotel.niall never talked to me and went straight to sleep.i decided to carry out the appologies the next day.he was childish when he was angry,and it was cute.i watched movies with zayn,louis and their girls before going to bed.dannielle and liam looked a little "hot" if u know what i mean and went straight to their room.harry had been on skype with taylor for the past 2hours...laughing,being sweet and dirty at the same time so we decided to kick him out of the living room area...which was good because i couldnt stand it and he knew it.