A LITTLE CINDERELLA STORY
not again
I sat on my bed looking at the screen of my laptop with no idea what to do.am sure we all have or have had a mommet when you have no use for the internet but are determined to find atleasts one.facebook was bring so that was out of he question,maybe twitter i thought..oh wait,i have 6 followers.one of them being cody simpson but whatever,no big deal.
"i wont i wont wont i will not!" i whispered to the machine. "i will not google harry styles!im not a crazy fan and he is not that attactive anyway." i continued,but who am i kidding?the boy looks like he was patiently and carefuly made in lab because frankly as far as i was concerned, no human had the ability to make another human esspecialy if he looked like harry styles unless his parents have great genes of course...like harry.And about not being the biggest fan of course i wasnt,i just recently started listening to on direction,harry being the main reason.
"god sarah just go ahead and google him" i said to myself while typing in his name.i wish i hadnt.
I had spent almost 2 years avoiding any form on young attractive male celebrity's my reason is simple,i was trying to avoid falling for any of them just for them to get in relashionsip and leave me heartbroken like justin bieber did. but thats the past.and it looks like my 2 year run had come to an end. i looked at the screen like it had just insulted me 'WORLD!SAY HELLO TO HAYLOR.AMERICAS SWETHEART T-SWIFT AND BRITAINS SEXY BAD BOY HARRY STYLES AN ITEM.THE PAIR WHERE SPOTTED ENJOYING SOME PDA 2 WEEKS AFTER RUMOURS OF THEIR RELASHIONSHIP SPREAD,THE COUPLE REFUSE TO COMMENT BUT C'MON I THINK WE CAN ALL SEE WHATS GOING ON." and then i realised that i did have a huge crush on harry styles because i forgot how to breath for about a minute.
"not again" i sobbed but producing no tears. i was 16,had no boyfriend,never dated actually oh and i was a complete virgin.never even kissed before.u may think ur 16 of course your a virgin but trust me kids these days are crazy. i know 12year olds who could win an award for whore of the year.
just below the article where 3 pictuers,the first one was of harry and taylor kissing,looks like she's was the only one into the kiss if u ask me.he probably doesnt enjoy her company i tried to consol myself and then i saw the second picture of him laughing wildly at something she had either said or done and i thought.....oh.the last picture was of taylor looking up at harry as he talked,argh he looks so edible.she had the kind of expression that kids have when you promise them something good.it was captioned 'aww so in love.you only look like that at someone your in love with tay tay' i gave out an iritated laugh "she is in love all right,with the new song she would write about him.she's probably seeing grammy awards in his face" i said hopping tat somehow that the author of the article would hear me.
oh well time for some comfort eatng i thought running down the stairs.i live with my very beautifufl mother.my dad died when i was 8 and i was the only child. i look extremely like her but im more of the pretty side than beautiful to be honest.a lot of my friend say "Omg u look just like ur mum,but she is better looking than u" i never mind that because im still very pretty they just say that to make me feel bad.,...doesnt work but body wise i had it locked.im brunette,my eyes have a light shade of brown colour,they are piercing,sort of like a cat. i think.im about 5'6,my legs look way longer than they are which i like,i have medium sized boobs and i have a mini beyonce figure..my mun is half latino.
i ate in scilence for about 5minutes when i started having those ifamous fatasies of harry styles..how he would feel on my lips,how his hands would squeeze my boobs..how his *BARK!BARK!* i let out a loud moan,damn dog.it had been there all the while looking at my food and giving me the puppy dog face. "life is not fair!!" i screamed at it.thank god i was home alone.i decided to call it a night.
"i wont i wont wont i will not!" i whispered to the machine. "i will not google harry styles!im not a crazy fan and he is not that attactive anyway." i continued,but who am i kidding?the boy looks like he was patiently and carefuly made in lab because frankly as far as i was concerned, no human had the ability to make another human esspecialy if he looked like harry styles unless his parents have great genes of course...like harry.And about not being the biggest fan of course i wasnt,i just recently started listening to on direction,harry being the main reason.
"god sarah just go ahead and google him" i said to myself while typing in his name.i wish i hadnt.
I had spent almost 2 years avoiding any form on young attractive male celebrity's my reason is simple,i was trying to avoid falling for any of them just for them to get in relashionsip and leave me heartbroken like justin bieber did. but thats the past.and it looks like my 2 year run had come to an end. i looked at the screen like it had just insulted me 'WORLD!SAY HELLO TO HAYLOR.AMERICAS SWETHEART T-SWIFT AND BRITAINS SEXY BAD BOY HARRY STYLES AN ITEM.THE PAIR WHERE SPOTTED ENJOYING SOME PDA 2 WEEKS AFTER RUMOURS OF THEIR RELASHIONSHIP SPREAD,THE COUPLE REFUSE TO COMMENT BUT C'MON I THINK WE CAN ALL SEE WHATS GOING ON." and then i realised that i did have a huge crush on harry styles because i forgot how to breath for about a minute.
"not again" i sobbed but producing no tears. i was 16,had no boyfriend,never dated actually oh and i was a complete virgin.never even kissed before.u may think ur 16 of course your a virgin but trust me kids these days are crazy. i know 12year olds who could win an award for whore of the year.
just below the article where 3 pictuers,the first one was of harry and taylor kissing,looks like she's was the only one into the kiss if u ask me.he probably doesnt enjoy her company i tried to consol myself and then i saw the second picture of him laughing wildly at something she had either said or done and i thought.....oh.the last picture was of taylor looking up at harry as he talked,argh he looks so edible.she had the kind of expression that kids have when you promise them something good.it was captioned 'aww so in love.you only look like that at someone your in love with tay tay' i gave out an iritated laugh "she is in love all right,with the new song she would write about him.she's probably seeing grammy awards in his face" i said hopping tat somehow that the author of the article would hear me.
oh well time for some comfort eatng i thought running down the stairs.i live with my very beautifufl mother.my dad died when i was 8 and i was the only child. i look extremely like her but im more of the pretty side than beautiful to be honest.a lot of my friend say "Omg u look just like ur mum,but she is better looking than u" i never mind that because im still very pretty they just say that to make me feel bad.,...doesnt work but body wise i had it locked.im brunette,my eyes have a light shade of brown colour,they are piercing,sort of like a cat. i think.im about 5'6,my legs look way longer than they are which i like,i have medium sized boobs and i have a mini beyonce figure..my mun is half latino.
i ate in scilence for about 5minutes when i started having those ifamous fatasies of harry styles..how he would feel on my lips,how his hands would squeeze my boobs..how his *BARK!BARK!* i let out a loud moan,damn dog.it had been there all the while looking at my food and giving me the puppy dog face. "life is not fair!!" i screamed at it.thank god i was home alone.i decided to call it a night.
8/8/13