
Reality ruined OUR lives
Confronted
Clarissa's p.o.v:
I woke up and got to take a shower since I heard Zayn laughing with the boys out in the living. I finished my business and blow dried my hair before walking out into the living to watch t.v. I was sitting on the floor and then in came Niall I chose to ignore him and watched ridiculousness. I felt Niall's eyes burning holes into my soul as he continued his stare. I made eye contact and he smiled at me. I scoffed and rolled my eyes at him. Zayn wrapped his arms around me from behind and picked me up placing me up on the couch on his lap. I smiled as he nuzzled his face into the crook of my neck as he inhaled my scent he kissed my neck softly causing me to giggle and flinch away since I was so ticklish. He smirked "Looks someone's ticklish." he spoke quietly before tickling my sides causing me to burst into fits of laughter and spaz out. The guys then all started tickling me as Zayn held me down well all of them expect Niall. I glanced at him and saw him get up and walk out into the restroom with puffy red eyes. I was now kicking and screaming in laughter from the guys tickling me I was out of breath. I got up still laughing and walked into the kitchen getting the boys to finally leave me alone as I caught my breath. I stood in the kitchen debating in my head about going to check on Niall. I finally gave in and took a deep breath. I walked to the door about to do something I'd regret.
Niall's p.o.v:
I got up and ran to the restroom trying not to cry she just seems so happy with Zayn and the guys. I hurt so bad and I regret every second of cheating on her with Holly. I tried fighting the rest of my falling tears. I heard a knock on the door. I wiped away the few tears that fell and opened the door. She was standing there. "You o-okay?" she asked avoid my gaze and looking at her toes. I pulled her in and slammed the door behind her pushing her against it. She seemed shocked that I kissed her and held her in place by her hips and the door. She didn't kiss me back but she sighed and finally gave in wrapping her arms around me. I felt tears fall out of her eyes and I looked at her. "How could you? you jerk! I gave you everything and actually loved you!" she whispered closing her eyes and crying as she punched my chest and then hugged me tightly. I heard her sob softly into my chest as I held there placing my chin on her head. I sighed "I wasn't thinking." I breathed out holding her tighter. She sniffed and kissed my cheek "This is wrong I'm dating Zayn." she whispered a sad look on face. "I have to tell him." she whispered. "No WE are going to, it wasn't just your fault." I spoke grasping her hand and giving it a squeeze causing her to give me a weak smile. She kissed my cheek "Thanks Niall." she breathed. I told her to go back to him and she did. I walked out of the restroom to see a frozen Clarissa ,in front of her an furious Zayn. He glared at her with a clenched jaw. "Zayn please." she begged her voice cracking a bit as she pleaded. "Please what Clarissa?" he snapped glaring at her. "Please let me explain." she whispered softly looking at the ground. "Please hear her out it was my fault not hers." I spoke to him grasping his shoulder. His features softened and he looked into her eyes "Is this true?" he asked softly. She nodded her head yes he sighed and hugged her kissing her forehead which made me mad. I walked as he apologized to her and kissed her.
Zayn's p.o.v:
I hugged her tightly as she became a crying mess in my arms. "I'm sorry." I whispered kissing her lightly. "What for you didn't kiss Niall I did, I should be apologizing not you." she replied I shook my head at her "I should've trusted you and I didn't." I spoke. She smiled and kissed me passionately. "I love you Zayn and you're wrong, I'm sorry." she whispered and dried her tears. I smiled at her and hugged her placing my hand on her belly. "I love you both." I whispered kissing her cheek making her blush. "You're pregnant!?!" exclaimed Niall red with fury and his hands clenched into tight fist, his eyes holding a bit of hurt in them. I pulled her behind me "Yes, yes she is." I confirmed. He looked at her so did I, she had her head down in shame and embarrassment. "Is this true Clarissa?" he asked crossing his arms. She nodded yes but added "It not his though." barely audible. "Who's is it?" he asked. I sighed and pushed her into the room behind me. She sobbed lightly and dropped to her knees burying her face into her hands and cried loudly. I swallowed the lump in my throat the sight of her like this hurt. I picked her up cradling her in my arms and lap. "Shh it's fine he doesn't know it's his and he won't find out I promise." I whispered kissing her cheek. She cried for a bit then she slowly stopped and fell asleep in my arms hugging me and with her face nuzzled into the crook of my neck. I sighed and picked her up settling her down on the bed and tucked her in. I kissed her forehead and cheek and watched as she curled up into a ball and hugged her belly. I smiled and as I was about to walk away she grabbed my hand. "Please stay." she whispered her eyes still closed. I took my shoes off and laid down beside her spooning her into me. I buried my face in between her shoulder and neck inhaling her scent. I kissed her neck and sang little thing to her she turned in my arms and faced me kissing me lightly. I smiled making her smile and sang her small bump and let her serenely fall asleep in my arms. I laid there starring at her chest slowly rise and fall as she breathed deeply in her sleep. I kissed the corner of her mouth and held her softly taking a deep breath. I felt my eyelids start to get heavy and droop but it took a while for me to actually close my eyes. I pulled the covers over us and snuggled against her before actually falling asleep.
I woke up and got to take a shower since I heard Zayn laughing with the boys out in the living. I finished my business and blow dried my hair before walking out into the living to watch t.v. I was sitting on the floor and then in came Niall I chose to ignore him and watched ridiculousness. I felt Niall's eyes burning holes into my soul as he continued his stare. I made eye contact and he smiled at me. I scoffed and rolled my eyes at him. Zayn wrapped his arms around me from behind and picked me up placing me up on the couch on his lap. I smiled as he nuzzled his face into the crook of my neck as he inhaled my scent he kissed my neck softly causing me to giggle and flinch away since I was so ticklish. He smirked "Looks someone's ticklish." he spoke quietly before tickling my sides causing me to burst into fits of laughter and spaz out. The guys then all started tickling me as Zayn held me down well all of them expect Niall. I glanced at him and saw him get up and walk out into the restroom with puffy red eyes. I was now kicking and screaming in laughter from the guys tickling me I was out of breath. I got up still laughing and walked into the kitchen getting the boys to finally leave me alone as I caught my breath. I stood in the kitchen debating in my head about going to check on Niall. I finally gave in and took a deep breath. I walked to the door about to do something I'd regret.
Niall's p.o.v:
I got up and ran to the restroom trying not to cry she just seems so happy with Zayn and the guys. I hurt so bad and I regret every second of cheating on her with Holly. I tried fighting the rest of my falling tears. I heard a knock on the door. I wiped away the few tears that fell and opened the door. She was standing there. "You o-okay?" she asked avoid my gaze and looking at her toes. I pulled her in and slammed the door behind her pushing her against it. She seemed shocked that I kissed her and held her in place by her hips and the door. She didn't kiss me back but she sighed and finally gave in wrapping her arms around me. I felt tears fall out of her eyes and I looked at her. "How could you? you jerk! I gave you everything and actually loved you!" she whispered closing her eyes and crying as she punched my chest and then hugged me tightly. I heard her sob softly into my chest as I held there placing my chin on her head. I sighed "I wasn't thinking." I breathed out holding her tighter. She sniffed and kissed my cheek "This is wrong I'm dating Zayn." she whispered a sad look on face. "I have to tell him." she whispered. "No WE are going to, it wasn't just your fault." I spoke grasping her hand and giving it a squeeze causing her to give me a weak smile. She kissed my cheek "Thanks Niall." she breathed. I told her to go back to him and she did. I walked out of the restroom to see a frozen Clarissa ,in front of her an furious Zayn. He glared at her with a clenched jaw. "Zayn please." she begged her voice cracking a bit as she pleaded. "Please what Clarissa?" he snapped glaring at her. "Please let me explain." she whispered softly looking at the ground. "Please hear her out it was my fault not hers." I spoke to him grasping his shoulder. His features softened and he looked into her eyes "Is this true?" he asked softly. She nodded her head yes he sighed and hugged her kissing her forehead which made me mad. I walked as he apologized to her and kissed her.
Zayn's p.o.v:
I hugged her tightly as she became a crying mess in my arms. "I'm sorry." I whispered kissing her lightly. "What for you didn't kiss Niall I did, I should be apologizing not you." she replied I shook my head at her "I should've trusted you and I didn't." I spoke. She smiled and kissed me passionately. "I love you Zayn and you're wrong, I'm sorry." she whispered and dried her tears. I smiled at her and hugged her placing my hand on her belly. "I love you both." I whispered kissing her cheek making her blush. "You're pregnant!?!" exclaimed Niall red with fury and his hands clenched into tight fist, his eyes holding a bit of hurt in them. I pulled her behind me "Yes, yes she is." I confirmed. He looked at her so did I, she had her head down in shame and embarrassment. "Is this true Clarissa?" he asked crossing his arms. She nodded yes but added "It not his though." barely audible. "Who's is it?" he asked. I sighed and pushed her into the room behind me. She sobbed lightly and dropped to her knees burying her face into her hands and cried loudly. I swallowed the lump in my throat the sight of her like this hurt. I picked her up cradling her in my arms and lap. "Shh it's fine he doesn't know it's his and he won't find out I promise." I whispered kissing her cheek. She cried for a bit then she slowly stopped and fell asleep in my arms hugging me and with her face nuzzled into the crook of my neck. I sighed and picked her up settling her down on the bed and tucked her in. I kissed her forehead and cheek and watched as she curled up into a ball and hugged her belly. I smiled and as I was about to walk away she grabbed my hand. "Please stay." she whispered her eyes still closed. I took my shoes off and laid down beside her spooning her into me. I buried my face in between her shoulder and neck inhaling her scent. I kissed her neck and sang little thing to her she turned in my arms and faced me kissing me lightly. I smiled making her smile and sang her small bump and let her serenely fall asleep in my arms. I laid there starring at her chest slowly rise and fall as she breathed deeply in her sleep. I kissed the corner of her mouth and held her softly taking a deep breath. I felt my eyelids start to get heavy and droop but it took a while for me to actually close my eyes. I pulled the covers over us and snuggled against her before actually falling asleep.
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