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Reality ruined OUR lives

Don't Forget

Zayn's p.o.v:
I took Clarissa and the guys to McDonald's after the audition to celebrate that we all made it through. We arrived at McDonald's and ordered our food Clarissa avoided Niall not even glancing at him. Wow she must not be depressed anymore since she glared at him when he tried talking to him. I sat across from her since she kinda sat at her own table and had finished her food. I grabbed her hand "Clarissa are you okay love?" I asked concerned. "Zayn I have to tell you something that involves Niall." she spoke tears filling her eyes. "Did he hurt? Did he say or do anything?" I growled. She shook her head "No, no of course not, but he did get me sick for nine months." she spoke a tear running down her face. I was confused at first then it hit me. "When did you find out?" I asked holding her hand tighter. "Today Anne told me that when I was throwing up it wasn't the stomach flu and she thought I was pregnant, so I asked her to take me to the clinic and well hello to surprises number one and two so I am indeed pregnant and I am 3 months into the pregnancy." she tried lighting the mood well a few more tears escaped her eyes. "Are you going to tell him?" I asked. She shook her head no "You guy are going to be at boot camp and I don't want to ruin that for you or him, besides he'll probably just go get it on with someone else." she spoke softly looking me in the eye. "Are you positive it's his though?" I question. She looked a bit angry "Zayn if your trying to imply that I whored around with someone else after what he did then you should know I'm not that type of girl ." she spoke through clenched teeth. "Sorry that was a stupid question." I replied. "Zayn if it doesn't bother you I'm going to go home if Niall tries to speak or even looks at me I'll break and down then they'll start questioning and it'll end bad." she spoke tears still running down her face. I dried them and kissed her softly "I'll go with you, I really just want to be with you." I spoke causing her to blush. "Zayn you can stay this is your night babe I don't mind besides I need time to think out a plan." she spoke drying her eyes and standing up. I smiled and interlocked our fingers "I'm positive and we'll go through this together." I spoke pecking her lips she smiled until we heard someone clear their throat behind us. It was Niall, Clarissa turned her back to him and tried hiding her tear stained face. by looking at the ground. "Yeah what's up?" I asked holding her hand. "The guys are wondering what's going on with you two." he spoke glancing at her and then getting a depressed look in his eyes. "Oh um we're leaving actually she doesn't feel too high and she threw up so um yeah I'm just taking her home with me." I spoke anger filling my veins as he checked her out. "Oh." was all he said before looking at the ground "I hope you fell better Clarissa." he spoke causing her to tense up. He walked away and I pulled Clarissa into my wrapping my arms around her and she exhaled and relaxed. We walked towards the guys and said goodbye before walking out hand in hand to my car. I helped her in and got into my side before taking off. The car ride was a bit awkward since Clarissa kept avoiding my questions on what she was going to do, or about Niall. I sighed as I gave up we stopped at Anne's house to grab some clothes for Clarissa and to give Anne a heads up that she was going to be with me. Anne seemed to have a sort of daughterly over protective bond with her. After that we drove off to my flat and dressed into some pj's before setting up our movie night area.
Clarissa's p.o.v:
Zayn and I laid down on the floor over all the sprawled out blankets underneath us as I laid in between his legs my back against his torso his arms wrapped around me tightly resting on my flat belly or for now flat belly. I leaned my head to his shoulder and smiled as he kissed my cheek. "What are you going to do with the baby?" he asked for the billionth time today. I groaned "Zayn I honestly don't know but I do know that I'm going to keep it and try not to tell Niall." I answered finally giving in. "And why not he has every right to know babe it takes two to create one of these." he asked rubbing my belly. I sighed "Because he will be too busy with the X Factor and being famous just like you will be." I answered once I said those words his grip on me tightened on me. "I'm not going to leave or forget you." he answered kissing my neck and cheek. I smiled that'll be a first person to not throw me on the streets or hurt me,and actually care for me. "Aren't you upset or a bit hurt with all of this?" I asked a bit confused on why he's being so caring instead of mad. "Well because I don't care I'd love you even if the baby wasn't coming at all or if it was mine I'm going to help you through this no matter what we'll always have each others back like before we started dating okay." he answered making me face him. I straddled and kissed him deeply. He broke the kiss and kept his lips against mine before saying "I love you Clarissa and the child that's on the way even though it's not mine." I smiled and kissed him passionately before whispering "I love you too Zayn, thank you for always being there for me and being my shoulder to cry on." I spoke as he cuddled me closer to him just then the door opened and in came the other guys that were crashing at his flat. Niall made eye contact but I looked away nervously and bit my lip. I guess Zayn felt me tense up since he kissed my cheek which made me relax. I heard a low growl above us and realized it Niall. I ignored him this time, he cheated so now he has to suffer the consequences of watching me be with someone who really cares about me, and that I'm truly happy with. I felt like I was going to be sick so I got up and practically ran to the restroom Zayn came in after me and rubbed my back in a comforting motion after pulling my hair back and closed the door. I threw up for quiet a while but since I had eaten anything besides the yogurt and coffee from McDonald's it was all acid which was extremely gross. I finished and I brushed my teeth and dried the few tears that managed to escape while I threw up. I took a deep breath as Zayn and I walked out and saw the guys standing outside the closed door. "Are you okay?" Niall asked. "Yeah I'm fine." I mumbled looking away. "Didn't sound like it have you gone to the doctor since you left because you've been throwing up since." spoke Liam. "Yes I've gone but they said it was nothing and that it would continue for a while, but they're not sure for how long." I answered as I suddenly felt dizzy and almost fell as I tried walking but Niall caught me. "S-sorry." I stuttered breaking free of his grip and laying back down on the floor in the couch avoiding an awkward stituation. They were in the kitchen talking about me except for Niall who was sitting in the living with a concerned look of his face. "A-are sure you're fine you don't look so g-good I-I mean y-you're a b-bit pale." he stuttered scratching the back of his neck nervously. "I'm fine Niall thanks for caring for once." I snapped pulling the blanket over me since I got cold. I heard the guys gasp but Zayn quieted them down they came in and starred at me and my belly. I sighed in relief that I didn't have to lie to them or that I had to explain everything all over again.

Comments

Thanks kinda thought it was awful. :/

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No.15 No.15
10/9/13
please update
good story
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10/9/13